I don't know where to start. I'm scared. I don't know what to do. I have nothing to lose so here goes nothing.

It all started in elementery school. I had an accent that the other kids didn't have and they were bugging me about it. I kinda got used to it, and I let it go. Until some girl came and asked me to be her BFF. I was like, YEAH! She somehow became very popular, making me popular as well. I had friends, awesome friends. Finally. Meanwhile, at home, my mom was having cancer and my dad drunk himself each night. I decided to ignore it and focused on the positives.

Soon enough, my dad went in prison for consuming drugs. And my mom was close to dying. At school, I was now known as: The-Girl-Who's-Dad-Is-A-Criminal. They all avoided me. "I dont want you to contaminate me", they said. I tried talking to my best friend, but when I touched her, she screamed and washed her hands like ten times yelling that I contaminated her or something. She ignored me for a few years until she actually join the bullies to insult me. Then, one day, when I was walking home, some people took me and started kicking me and ripping out my clothes and my books until I was almost naked. My friend was there, too, and she just watched, calmely, with a cruel smile on her face. I was bleeding and cold. A police officer found me and brought me home. The phone rang, telling me that my mother died.

I dont know what to do. Im scared of even going outside. I need help. I need someone. :'(