My bullying started as verbal procceed to physical then to cyberspace were millions could see my pain.

My names kayy_bearr_ as I'm know on watt pad, and my bullying was harsh for me when it first started. I was 9 going onto 10 and in 4th grade and I didn't quite understand how to understand it.. I was always told if someone's mean to you they like you.. So I thought all the girls who bullied me liked me, but I was sadly mistaken. At first it was my neighbor that bullied me but she brought it to the school yard and went from being her and some old friends to her and the whole class. At first I didn't understand how to feel when I realized I was being bullied so I just kept it to myself but I soon felt abandoned by everyone I was developing problems no up coming 5th grader should. I lost friends I didn't trust my family and I was locking my self away in my room every second I was home. I started self harm as a 12 year old and suicide came to mind soon afterwards. I have asthma, anxiety and depression from being bullied I push myself to succeed in school so my family won't know that I'm slowly dying from hating myself. I'm currently an up coming sophomore at the age of 15 I'm still being bullied. I have burn marks and cutting scars on every know inch of my body and I constantly have to hide them. I've only told a few people that I've been bullied and even less that I still am my current 3 bullies are my ex boyfriend and two ex best friends. They know they're way around me to get me to fall and I told a few teachers but they don't believe me. I have now been told to go to support groups which I do but that hasn't helped. This book has given me hope and an understanding of how many people are going through it with me.