Hey my name is Salma and I've been bullied since kindergarten this story is more about my life than bullying.

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When i was born i lived with my dad and my mom like an ordinary family like anybody else when i was about 5 years my dad and mom got divorced i was young :) i lived with my mom that time when i was at kindergarten my classmates would always ask where is my dad and when i tell them that he doesn't live with us they would laugh at me and say that I've got no dad i would cry and they would laugh i lived with my mom until i was in grade 3 dad toke me by force and we moved to another country i wanted to stay with mom but i didn't have any choice so i lived with him and his wife and his perfect children which is older than me all of them hated me my step mother would always beat me and laugh at me call me words at my school they know that she isn't my real mom so they would ask about my real one and when i tell them that i don't know anything about her. They would laugh really hard and say that I've got no mom and i don't know anything about her since then nothing changed until grade 8 people started calling me names laughing about my scars and beat me . No one gave a fuck about me i was always known as the "fat bitch" "slut" "unvirgin" "bitch" "suicidal" haha i was famous and when i get home to see my lovely family that loves me and cares about my scars and beaten face haha joking they didn't gave a fuck i go to my room and face cyber bullying and everyday i would cut ,cry my self to sleep every single day for being suicidal, fat , lonely, depressed.

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There was a day i was walking back from school and there was about 5 guys from my class (( that bully me always)) . They raped me . I was about to lose my virginity :) i cried and cried begging them to stop they got me all naked they toke pictures of me and then they left me their laying on the ground crying i put my clothes on and went home that night i didn't stop crying i wrote my suicidal note and the next day i went to school they all saw my pictures naked :) i entered my class smiling with tears in my eyes they all looked at me shocked they all asked how is she smiling and there's alot of tears i sat in my place waiting for the teacher to come ignoring everyone in the class and finally when she entered i got up and sticked the my suicidal note on my desk and left the class i went to the playground and i cut my wrist by the time i was crying badly i remember the boy running after me from class to tell me to stop but it was late i don't remember anything accept the noises around me and me smiling yeah i was dying but smiling after that they toke me to the hospital and yay I'm alive i was really happy jk i wasn't happy at all it was the worst thing that happened when i woke up i didn't stop crying it was hard i felt worthless, lonely, hopeless as the time goes after that day with about 4 weeks i was forced to return to school those 5 guys they just make rumors about me that when they raped me i was having fun while i was struggling they told me that I'm fat while i was starving and i lost about 20 kg they say I'm not a virgin and I'm a bitch and a slut but guess WHAT I'M A VIRGIN. until today I'm still getting bullied but ik that one day all of this will be better i just have to wait for a while (( you are an artist and your scars is your art )) ik one day i will find my real mom and i will hug her tight and never let go :)) never be ashamed of who u really are never be ashamed of ur scars be hopeful everything is going to be perfect one day just wait :)) stay strong u r not alone ♡♡