I was teased and was called names. I have never been the most popular person. I've had one really good friend through middle school. My old friends who became popular later were mean. And my ex boyfriend the same. He was my boyfriend for a long time. Then in fifth grade, I cut my hair really short... Everyone didn't like me. I was called pretty before, but when I did. No one would talk to me. I cut my hair to be original. I was weird sure. But I didn't like being called it. I didn't like myself, I got into cutting... But I didn't tell my friend, and if she sees this I hope she won't leave me. I always made friends with the counsellors at my camp. But then they would leave. That's when it started. I don't make friends because I know that they would leave me. But I have a good feeling about my best friend. So ***** thanks for being there for me. I love you. But I didn't support it when she came out on Instagram saying she was bisexual. I am not against it but, I didn't want people to bully her. She stands up for me, and I will do the same for her. Like when her ex boyfriend was rude to her I was rude to him. Then they broke up. I felt really bad, so I guess I did that to myself. I had an abusive classmate. I kinda have a tiny crush on him. But not really.

Thanks to everyone who helped me. Told me I was a good kind of different.