Well um, my story... ok... soo i was in about 3rd grade when it all started. It started very small. I guess you could say, like people would call me fat. But i didnt care i mean i was a kid I Didnt Know What It Meant. Then It Stopped In 4th Grade. I Made Friends, My best Friend She Was Always There For Me. Until 5th Grade, Me And her Kinda Got In A Fight. Then My Friend Turned on Me. They Called Me Names. Such As

Ugly, Fat, Sl*t, etc. Then It Kinda Stopped. We Became Friends Again. Then In 6th Grade It Was All Cool Until about March. I Was telling My Friend

"Its Alright Dont Worry I Got You" and Then This Guy Commented And Started Saying All This Stuff About Me And This Girl Did to. I Got Sad And Started Crying Because All Those Things They Said Hurt. And To Make It Worse My "best Friend" Was Like

"Lmao Thats True!" After Reading Those I Called My friend And Asked Him To Come over. And He Did He Came Over Then I Called My Boyfriend And Asked To Hangout He Said Yes And We All Hung out At The Football Field. Then Later on They Kept calling Me Names And That Girl That Was bullying Me She Threated to Fight me but my cousin Told Me that She Fought Her So If She Tried To fight Me then She'd Fight Her.... Then she Got Mad At me And Wanted to fight me still they Kept Messaging Me calling me A Dumb bitch. I Couldnt Take It Anymore So I Got in My Window Sill And Proceeded To Jump But my mom walked in And She Held Me While I Cried... after that Happened I Didnt Go To School For about 1 Week When I Went Back Everyone Started Calling Me A Stupid bitch, they Would say Thing Like,

"Nobody Would care If You Died!" And "that Damn Rope Didnt Do Anything! God Damn It!" And "you Emo Freak!"....

Then During The Summer This Girl Thought i Was Trying To Take Her Ex Boyfriend Who once Was My Best Friend In 1st Grade. And Her Cousin Threatened To fight Me, i Didnt Care But I Did At The Same Time.... then She Went Out With My Boyfriend Just To Get Back At Me And My Ex Best Friend. Yeah....

But That Stopped For A While. Then In 7th Grade my "friends" all Started Talking About Me Behind My Back And Called Me Names. Then My Best Friend she Turned on Me And She Threated To fight Me. And Then All My Friends turned on Me And Yeah. Then that Year I Would Try To Talk To My Dad And Try To Be In His Life. But He Would Always Turn It Into A Fight. Like He Would Tell Me That Im Worthless etc. Then My Mom Got Mad At Me And Yelled.

"You Were A Mistake! I Never Wanted You!" Then I Started cutting I Mean I Started Cutting In 5th Grade. But Yeah. Then Me And My Mom Got In a Fight And Afterwards I Took About 7 Pills But It Didnt Affect Me then The Next Day i Took 8 Pills That Didnt Affect Me Either. But My boyfriends Friend Texted Me And Asked If I Was Alright then I Told Her What Happened And She Told Me She Would Come And Pick Me Up. After A While She Came To My house And We Went To Her House It Was Fun. Until My Friend Messaged Me and Started Going Off On Me I Messaged Her back telling Her That i almost Commited Suicide But She Got Mad And didnt Talk To me. But That Stopped For awhile Then My Mom Would Always Yell At Me And Get Mad At Me.... She Would Hit Me And Yeah. Im Kinda Happy I Guess You Could Say Now... And I Hope I Stay That Way. I Hope All Of You people Do To! Dont Listen To What People Say! You are Loved! I Dont Know You But I Love You! ♡ stay Strong!