I actually kind of like being alone. Gives you alot of time to think. I think it's why I have such a wild, crazy, and wonderful imagination. In my opinion anyway. I remember how we sat together and we shared sour patch kids. It was a nice warm day. Now I'm sitting with someone else and forgotten as if it never happened or existed. Like I existed.

There was only so much I could deal with. So much I could try to ignore and look past, but I had reached my breaking point. It was like I evolved into a whole entire different person. I was outgoing, nice, or social anymore. I became invisible.

I'm kind of switching the subject, so let's get back to where it started. It all actually started in third grade. It was the first time that we had become friends. FRIEND1 had a temper and so did FRIEND2. It was hard trying to be there friend and get yelled at for no reason.

But I thought it was ok. I thought that's what friends did. What kind of stinged the most was it was me, FRIEND1, FRIEND2, and a guy named FRIEND3. We were like the four musketeers. We did everything together, but after that year FRIEND3 had moved.

I would have thought that the two would have remembered him, but they acted as if he didn't exist. So, I guess you can say they have a tendency to forget their best friends. The next year was fourth grade and I thought we would have talked alittle, but it never happened.

I'm sure not even once. Back then I didn't really care. I wish I had that same spirit that I did back then. The next year was the worst in elementary school. It was when me, FRIEND1, and FRIEND2 became finds again.

It was like we instantly connected again. The bad part about it was that, that year they made fun of me. They made fun of the gap that was in my teeth and how I speaked. I was sexually harassed and mentally abused majorly in fifth grade by my peers.

How my bullying hasn't changed and how I'm becoming more depressed and isolated from people because of it. I don't have any real friends anymore. But I did.

If you need to contact me my username is posiedon2013 and you can post on my board or private message me. Please send your prayers towards my way.