I have been bullied mostly emotionally at school. Kids call me wierd, idiotic, bitc* and lots of other things. But at home im hurt emotionally and physically. I try to hide from my problems by literally hiding and sheltering myself. But nothing has worked. My family hits me and curses towards me. I always feel like it's me. I'm doing something wrong. I realized cougcuttinghcough wasn't the answer. I am definitely still bullied. My friend is making me go to the councillor at school. I did 2 months ago. Now I HAVE to go on a regular bases. I hate it. My family calls me fat, useless, lazy, a bitc*, As*hole, MF. Anything they can. Both my parents left me on my first birthday. Now I live with a evil witch i am to call my grandmother. My friend wants me to call the cops but she knows that'll cuase more stress. My grandmother makes sure I'm insecure of myself and upset. I lost the one person I loved. Now my grandmother beats me more than ever. I ignore her... well I try. There's actually a lot I dont like to talk about.