I was abused by your friend.

I didn't tell anyone about it because no one will believe me if I do so.

Who would believe me? No one, not even you. If I try to.

I was so stupid for letting myself be drunk and wasted and letting myself be abused. I should've not been careless. I'm so stupid.

After that happened, I haven't eaten anything or even sleep... I can't. I could not move without thinking that horror.

I was scared and traumatized.

James messaged me about it. He threatened me to keep my mouth shut. I did. I did kept my mouth shut.

But that nightmare kept on creeping me every single day of my life.

I kept it to myself.