Just another ordinary school day,

I thought it's just ordinary. I didn't really know what's coming. All is unexpected.

When I entered the classroom.

There were roses and balloons in the floor... and you standing across the room holding a guitar with your friends at your back.

What is happening?

Thoughts came knocking in my mind but I didn't let them in. I didn't want to keep my hopes high. I didn't want to expect.

I heard the door open and music started to play. I turned around

And saw Davin.

You started singing while playing a guitar. You gave him a rose. You gave him a balloon. You gave him sweets. You gave him a letter.

He read the letter and shouted, "YES!"

That moment really killed me.

You killed me.

The way he said, 'yes' and the way you smile while he's saying that just flushed out all of the living hope that I have inside of me. As if I was hit by a truck over and over again.

I almost had an anxiety attack that time.

I walked out of the room and ran as fast as where my feet can take me. I ran and stepped into something and I fell.