the moon looks so lonely

crying alone in the dark night,

i wanted to stay in your sky

so i became a star,

just to stay with you for a little while,

before it's morning again.

the laughter and the cries we shared

those simple times were enough for me

walking side by side with you,

i was still with you.

i have written a thousand songs

but none of them have reached your ears.

i will cry and i will laugh

but i'll only let my laughter touch you.

like how miles away i am

your lips whispering my name

brings me so close,

brings me so close,

i feel the distance was just an illusion.

i listen to your pain,

i listen to your sorrow,

and i only let you see my smile.

the laughter and the cries we shared

those simple times were enough for me

walking side by side with you,

i was still with you,

i was still with you.

like painting the night sky,

you always made me your star,

i made you my moon.

oh how close were we

yet still so far,

sharing the same sky

i was still with you.

i wanted to take your tears,

i wanted to wipe them away,

but my hands were always frozen,

when your lips didn't leave my name.

i sometimes wondered

how easy it was to just be the star?

but i was too greedy

by your smile,

by your laughter,

by your brown eyes,

i wanted to be closer,

i wanted to be so much closer,

so i could still be with you.

you are my biggest secret

and my biggest win

my biggest support

and my biggest sin.

i looked into your eyes today

wondering what you felt

my hands were inches away from your face

but your lips didn't whisper my name

i just wanted to still be with you.

the laughter and the cries we shared

those simple times were enough for me

walking side by side with you,

i was still with you.

just like a butterfly

so out of reach,

even if i am no more your star

i will be your feed

so i can still be with you.

my heart doesn't rest

my lips are always smiling

sometimes i wonder if you know

how lonely i have been

until you came.

i keep chasing you as you fly

another year has passed

but i am not exhausted

because i am still with you.

oh, another year has passed

time was never so mean

until i gave you my heart

why can't i still reach you?

how long will you fly?

i beg you to not leave me

because i just still want to be with you.

the laughter and the cries we shared

those simple times were enough for me

walking side by side with you,

i was still with you.

another year has passed

and you whisper my name

my heart itches me to kiss you

but it also tells me to stay away

i just still want to be with you.

when you hold my hand again

i will never let go

when you smile at me again

i will never cry.

i tell the stars about you too,

i sing to them about you,

i whisper to them about you,

so you can't hear me.

like vivid dreams and fragmented visions

my reality is my fantasy

when i close my eyes

i see you sleeping in my arms

i am still with you.

the sky is brighter today

the frozen feeling of doubt is blurring

when i'll open my eyes again

i will still want to be with you.

my guitar sings on it own

of lovesick foolery

my fingers strings tunes

the thousand and one song for you.

my heart flutters like the butterfly you are

whenever you smile at me

i wish i was so much more

than just a leaf.

the sky is also crying with me today

when i sing your name

like a chant, like a prayer

i just still want to be with you.

sona, sona, sona

you're so beautiful sona

i always want to be with you

i wish i could tell you

but i am not as beautiful as you are

your eyes, your lips, your voice

your hair, your nose, your hands

i am not beautiful enough

i will never be,

i wish in another life

when we met again

i still remember you,

even if you don't.

i wish in another life

i will be the one you tell the stars about

and i will be in your heart.

and in another life

when i meet you

i will tell you how much i've missed you.

and in another life

when i meet you

i will tell you how much i've loved you.

remember when i said i was crying writing bh? this was it, i cried before writing it, while writing it and after writing it. my head was aching and then i drank coffee. then i showed it to my sister and i cried more and i got another head ache.

did you read it without the? read it again while playing it, it will be worth it, promise.

now read the .

( only, the 'he', 'he', might get confusing but its from his pov, i just deceived you all by naming the chp abhay. but did you go back and see how you are were swooning over him? yes, !)

whenever you feel like.

also did you notice the is so different from each other?

(ps on the side note, if you have any you want to send me, pls send me on my Instagram, i want to laugh after crying so much.)