my little butterfly

so shiny and gold

i've loved you forever

as how long forever is told.

with skin deep scars

and soul wrenching agony

i've watched you fly

always fly away from me.

my little butterfly

so beautiful and free

you are all colours

in the world I could never see.

and when you open my eyes

i still chose to be half blind

for happiness is peace

and happiness is not kind.

when i see you fly away

i am so scared

i beg you to come back

but you are un-cared.

all my colour turns mono,

for all my colour is you

when you fly away

i only see black and blue

of my own bruises

marring my skin

the nectar you carry

doesn't reach my brim

i want to touch you

and my fingers fleet

but you are already soaring

i can't match your beat

my little butterfly

you always grinned

that i'd chase you

and you'll let me win

but why do you disappear?

leaving me all alone

in this black and white world

where i have nothing of my own

and when i see nothing

i hear nothing

when i see nothing

i feel nothing

not even my tears

not even my pain

numbness swallows me whole

numbness becomes my bane.

my little butterfly

i can't cage you

my little butterfly

i can't see you leave

what am i suppose to do?

how am i suppose to live?

when i see you fly away

i wish i could stop you

but as every breathe you struggle

i wish i could give myself to you

my little butterfly

i am so sorry

you don't wish to go away

it's not even your merry

but so beautiful are your wings

and so beautiful is your flutter

but the next time you fly

don't fly to another

because now i will wait for you

to catch you when you fall

i will make you soar

how many ever years you wish for

i will wait for you

till i am worthy

of you my little butterfly

because i am not just beautiful enough as you.

you guys don't like Abhay or Aksith I'll just end up Sona with Tarni🥰