《Badly Written Poetry From A Fucked Mind》When You First Thought It
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(TW! Implied self harm)
You don't remember when you first thought it.
Maybe it was after an argument with your parents
Maybe your brother wouldn't stop
Maybe he made a joke that went a bit too far
You don't remember when you first thought it
But you remember your first thought after
'I'm being dramatic'
Because it's what you were always told
You were known to blow things out of proportion
To overreact from the smallest issues
So when you first thought it you brushed it off
You don't remember when you first thought it
And you really don't remember the first time you did it
It was a brash decision, one you now regret
But ever since that day you just can't stop
Because even though your brain may not remember that day
Your body certainly does
And it won't let you forget it
Its why you wear longs sleeves in the summer
Its why you despise bathing suit season
Its why you resent yourself when you see your arms
Because you don't remember when you first thought it
You don't remember the first time you did it
And you don't remember the first time you hid it
You wish you could go back
To shake your younger self by the shoulders
Screaming 'Please don't do it, you won't be able to stop'
But you can't go back
So here you sit
Unable to remember when you first thought it
And only seeing the scars of when you first did it
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