Chapter Forty Nine- I'll Love You Forever

-Third Person-

Tom walked into his trailer, after shooting his finally scene of the day. He sat slouching on the couch that was pressed up against the window that revealed the sun setting.

He sighed thinking, fiddling with the chain across his neck. He closed his eyes, sighed and looked at what lay connected to the chain. It was a golden band that said 'I'll love you forever'.

He remembered the day he received this gift back in the mail. It had just slid out of the envelope. No note or anything.

He decided to put it on a chain and where it around his neck.

And now as he stared at it, his eyes filled with wetness. He forced the traitor tears back though. He wouldn't cry over this. He wouldn't cry over her.

He stuffed the chain back under his shirt and grabbed his guitar and started to sing the song he had been listening to for awhile now.

"Now that she's back in the atmosphere

With drops of Jupiter in her hair, hey, hey

She acts like summer and walks like rain

Reminds me that there's time to change, hey, hey

Since the return of her stay on the moon

She listens like spring and she talks like June, hey, hey

Tell me did you sail across the sun.

Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded

And that heaven is overrated

Tell me, did you fall from a shooting star

One without a permanent scar

And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

Now that she's back from that soul vacation

Tracing her way through the constellations, hey, hey

She checks out Mozart while she does tae-bo

Reminds me that there's room to grow, hey, hey

Now that she's back in the atmosphere

I'm afraid that she might think of me as plan ol Jane

Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never did land

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet

Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day

And head back to the Milky Way

And tell me, did Venus blow your mind

Was it everything you wanted to find

And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken

Your best friend always sticking up for you, even when I know you're wrong

Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone conversation

The best soy latte that you ever had, and me

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet

Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day

And head back toward the Milky Way

And tell me did you sail across the sun

Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded

And that heaven is overrated

And tell me did you fall from a shooting star

One without a permanent scar

And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself

Nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nananah

And did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day

Nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah

And did you fall from a shooting star, fall from a shooting star

Nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah

And are you lonely looking for yourself out there"

(Drops of Jupiter by: Train)

Tom threw his guitar onto the floor, and stood up not being able to hide the tears streaming down his face. "Do you miss me Cas?! Do you miss having me around?! Do you regret everything you left?!" He shouted at the ceiling, and then collapsed back on the couch tears continuing to flow. "Do you regret leaving me?" He whispered.

It was storming tonight and I couldn't sleep. I missed having Timber around to comfort me... Aw why am I lying?! I miss having Tom here...he could protect me from anything. But now he isn't here and I have to fight through these storms by myself now.

All of them would be miles upon miles away by now. Filming. I remember the day they left; Emma came by before she left for the airport...a lot like the time Tom came before he left...

She crushed me into a hug when I opened the door.

"Oh my god I missed you...I never knew what influence you had on me until you were not there anymore and I was the only girl again" Emma pouted causing me to laugh a little.

"I missed you too, I miss everyone" And I really did miss everyone.

She came in and sat on the couch with me, after refusing any refreshments.

It was rather awkward at first, and this scared me because it's almost never awkward with Emma.

"What is happening to Timber?" I asked slowly. I had been worried about him.

Emma sighed "Well Tom wanted to take him with us, but he is just too big, so he is at the shelter"

I let out the breath I was holding in exsaspretly "the shelter...I would have gladly taken him"

"We all knew you would" Emma looked down "But he won't listen to us"

I looked down as well.

She looked at her watch. "I really should be going, I only meant to stop by and see how you were doing"

I half smiled at her concern "I'm...okay"

Then she left, and was out of my life for the time being. I knew it was only a matter of months before she would forget that I existed entirely, though I would never forget any of them. But let's face it; she has more important things to remember than a boring old girl like me. That's why I precious these last conversations we had, even if most of them were over the phone.

I shuttered at the memory, and pulled myself deeper under the covers trying to avoid the storm, and avoid my thoughts.

At work the next day everything only got worse.

It was fine. It was a normal day, doing normal paper work. Then a woman came in with her cat and three daughters? Or was one of them her daughter and the rest of them friends of the daughter? Why did I care?!

I glanced at them then returned back to my work. Sarah was taking care of them.

But one of the brunette girls slowly walked over to where I was working. I glance up at her through my eye lashed annoyed. I didn't want to deal with teenagers at the moment.

"Yes?" I asked

"How's Tom?" She asked smirking.

My jaw opened a little, and my breath escaped rapidly. I recovered quickly though "We both moved on" I stated bluntly looking back at my paper work.

"Oh then that makes sense then" She said to herself and then looked back to her friends "They broke up" Both of the girl giggled and whispered amongst themselves.

"What makes sense?" I asked curiosity burning through my voice.

"Oh nothing" She said smirking again "Just that, he is probably seeing someone else now" She flipped open one of those stupid gay teen magazines to a page with Tom walking around laughing with a girl. It was defiantly on the set, because there was no way Tom would where those kind of clothes.

I bit my tongue. Did he really not care? I looked closer at the picture, and then sighed in relief looking back at my work.

"You're smart, but no that smart" I told her.

The girls smirk vanished "What do you mean?"

"That's Emma...as in Emma Watson"

She glared at me "I know that...didn't you ever hear that she had a crush on Tom?"

What? Emma crushing on Tom...no way they both hated each other half the time...no it couldn't be.

"Come on Angela its time to leave" Her mother called her.

She left smirking and giggling with her friends. I pretended I didn't hear them, but they are just so loud.

Sarah walked over to me, and wrapped me in a half hug "You poor thing" She said in a motherly tone.

I shook my head trying to get my thoughts away, from the idea that that bitch put in my head. "What do you mean?" my voice cracked at the end.

"Your suffering...I can see it every day. It just gets worse. You must tell yourself everything is okay but I can tell it's not. Believe me I have had a lot of broken hearts, but I have never seen one this bad...You should go home. I'll cover you for the day"

"No Sarah its fine...I'm fine" I told her, I didn't want to go back home, I had nothing to occupy my thoughts from.

"No go...I'll see you tomorrow" and she practically threw me out the door.

I sighed and walked to my car, and called Emma.

-Third Person-

Emma, Dan and Rupert were out on set in the woods for the day laughing. They were having their lunch break when Emma's phone rang.

She brushed the chip crumbs off of her fingers and immediately hushed Dan and Rupert "it's Cassie"

She coughed and the answered it "Hey Cas, what up?"

"Do you like Tom?" Cassie said crying on the other line. Emma's face fell.

"No Cas, why would I like him?" Emma said covering up her old crush, knowing it would only hurt Cassie, to tell her the truth.

"Because these teenage girls came in and they-they-they said you had a crush on him."

Emma sighed. Dan and Rupert looked at each other in concern. "I use to Cas, but that was a long time ago. He even knew about it. I don't like him that way anymore. Haven't you noticed that I can barely get along with him?" Emma was stunned that Cassie didn't believe her, but then cooled off...why would Cassie believe her? Everyone else in her life has lied to her lately.

"I-I'm sorry" She sobbed.

"Cas, you should get some sleep" Emma told her, her eyes creasing with worry. She hated what Cassie was going through, and it didn't help that Tom was within a car ride trip.

"O-Okay" Cassie said and hung up the phone.

"What was that about?" Rupert asked, with his mouth full of food.

"Cassie found out that I use to like Tom" Emma said, feeling too guilty, about not telling Cassie before, to eat.

"That can't be pretty" Dan said.

"No it's not. I'm really starting to worry about her. She doesn't have anyone" Emma said solemnly.

"We all are Em, but what can we do? Tom isn't listening to us and Cassie is miles away" Rupert said.

"I don't know, but something is going to happen" Emma said scared "I can feel it"

I had never cried so much in my entire life. I drove home through the tears, which wasn't a very smart move, but I didn't get in a wreck. By the time I parked the car in its usual spot, I was all dried out, and sleepy. I wanted to climb into bed and sleep away the past. I wish I had never met them.

Emma had practically promised that she didn't like him anymore. And I believed her. I don't know why I questioned her feelings for Tom for even a second. She was always rooting for Tom and me to be...together.

I grabbed my keys and unlocked the door, turning on the lights.

I screamed bloody murder.

"Hello Cassie"