Arriving at the hospital after checking in we all crowded in the waiting area. We were definitely in the building. Leahs aunt came over to the house to watch all the kids. Her mom said she would be there in the morning first thing to help out with them.

Adrians parents are here as well, Arian's with her mommy at her grandparents house. Since it was Christmas Eve.

These last few years were an emotional test in my marriage. I'm just happy we still have each other regardless. Its hard because I want to be a mother so bad.

"Here babe." Adrian handed me a pack of skittles.

"Thanks." I opened it pouring a few in my hand then tossed them in my mouth. After repeating that a few times, next thing I knew the entire pack was gone. I admit I'm a bit antsy.

Adrian chuckled getting up taking the empty pack from me to trash.

I got up and went to the bathroom to pee in the cup provided for me. After writing my name on the cup and washing my hands I left it with the nurse. I felt the need to wash my hands again so I did. The nurse took my weight and blood pressure as well.

"Hey Dr. Saunders, I didn't know you were going to be here." I spotted him walking by while I was taking my seat. He came over to me. I stood so I could properly hug him. "You're not with family for the holidays?"

"I usually take my vacation after the holidays. When everyone return so I could rub it in their faces." He laughed lightly.

"Smart move." I sat down. "It's been a while since I've seen you. Last time was the suicide attempt."

"Yep it's been a while." He smiled, his light wrinkled face lit up. "How's everything and congratulations, on the marriage? I saw your husband in the hall, he spoke to me."

"Thank you, everything is as good as it can be. I'm here to see if I'm pregnant or not. We lost three already." I sighed.

"You took a home test?"

I nodded. "Yes, about three and a half weeks ago. I waited for my period and I think I got it today, I'm not sure."

Adrian came back over, Sienna joined us too.

"Let me go to the back and see what's going on. I'll check to see who's your OBGYN tonight and make sure their up to speed."

"Thank you Dr. Saunders."

"Yes, thank you so much." Sienna added, Adrian agreed. Dr. Saunders nodded smiling before walking off.

He shook hands and spoke briefly with Mikey before heading to the back.

Sienna took a seat beside me, my hubby sat down on the other side. He pulled me close to him. His hand found its ways back to my stomach.

Cyrene had baby Tron here because of his breastfeeding schedule. I told her she could leave and that we'd update her but her nor Troy wanted to leave.

I remember when they found out they were pregnant they kept it a secret. She broke down when she finally told me. I was going through the loss of my second miscarriage at the time. So they kept it hidden. I don't want them or anyone to feel like they have to hide something so special. She's my cousin, I will always celebrate her accomplishments, regardless of what I'm dealing with.

I'm happy I have the family here supporting me. I hope they have a big enough room because we're rolling pretty deep.

"Raina, we have you all squared away, you can come on back." Dr. Saunders came out with another doctor. I stood up.

"Is there room for everybody?"

"We have you up in L&D, you and your husband can head back while you change. I can come back out for everyone else. —That's not how we normally do things but for this family we'll make an exception. —I'm sitting in on this, is that ok?"

The female docotor pushed a wheel chair towards me.

"Sure and thank you so much." I smiled relieved taking a seat. Adrian gathered up our things from the chair.

"I got her." He placed my bag and folder in my lap, the doctor nodded stepping aside so he could push me. He's so nervous. The support from everyone is well appreciated.

We made our way to the elevator on to the second floor. Once in the room the doctors left so I could change in to the gown.

Adrian and I didn't say anything to each other, we were both nervous. He helped me change out and get into the bed.

He pulled a chair close by the bed and sat in it. We stared at each other for a long period of time. A nurse and the two doctors came in.

The nurse went on to get a blood sample and to start an IV then left the room.

The doctor began asking me questions. Dr. Saunders checked my blood pressure. Then performed a normal check up with my eyes, ears and throat. He left out after to get the family.

"Are you having any morning sickness at all? Do you feel any discomfort?" The lady doctor referred to as Dr. Bryant asked.

"Nope, no morning sickness, no discomfort. Nothing."

"What made you do a home test?"

"I hadn't had my period in months. I was planning to go to the doctor but instead I took the test and it was positive. I was afraid of more bad news so I waited for my cycle. Today I got some light bleeding, but I noticed it stopped when I was getting the urine sample. I've been taking prenatal vitamins." I took a breath.

"How long before the results?" Adrian asked while rubbing on my stomach again.

"We have the urine sample—." Dr. Bryant was interrupted. Dr. Saunders came in with everyone following behind. A smile grew on my face seeing my family. Adrian snuck in a kiss noticing my smile.

"Ok, we'll be over here out of the way." Mikey pointed to the far side of the room. I nodded and they proceeded.

"What were the urine results Dr Bryant?" I asked.

"The urine samples came back positive. We're going to wait on blood results for accurate HCG levels." She placed her hands pressing down on my lower stomach after Adrian and I moved our hands.

"Positive?" I asked her needing her to repeat. Adrian and I shared a little smile. We're not too excited because we've been down this road before.

"You're very positive." She smiled back at us. I grabbed my mans hand, he leaned down and kissed mine. We both took a deep breath then exhaled slowly.

"I'm going proceed with an ultrasound while we wait on your other test. I'm not positive on how far long yet. I do know that your HCG levels are high from what I can get from the urine sample." She scanned my wristband then went over by the door to get the machine.

"Everything's going to be ok. I know it is." Adrian reassured, I nodded taking another deep breath.

She regained her seat in the rolling chair, Adrian stood up. I pulled the gown up covering my lower half with the sheets. Dr. Bryant placed the transducer on top of the glob of gel on my lower abdomen.

"I can tell just by the hardening, you're more than likely out of the first trimester. —Lets see what we have." She turned the small screen towards her, typing something in. The room fell silent, no one made a sound or movement.

The noises from inside my womb reverberated around the room gaining everyone's attention.

After Dr. Bryant moved the probe around and clicked on the keyboard a few times she glanced at Dr. Saunders. He came closer to view the screen.

"What's wrong?" I asked on the verge of tears.

"You hear that heart beat?" Dr. Saunders asked turning the volume up louder, Adrian and I nodded at the sametime. "That's not your heartbeat that's your baby."

"Is it normal, its kind of slow?" I wiped the tear that fell down.

"When did you have your last miscarriage again?" Dr. Bryant asked getting up to turn on the big flatscreen tv.

"Back in July around her birthday, why?" Adrian spoke, I wasn't able to. My mind was racing.

Dr. Bryant powered on the tv displaying the image from the small monitor.

"Raina sweetheart, your third pregnancy wasn't a miscarriage. You're still pregnant, congratulations!" Dr. Bryant announced. She went back over to the monitor taking her seat. She moved the transducer around showing us our baby moving around.

"What?" I slightly shouted, everyone made loud unaudible noises, chanting. Adrian walked closer to the screen, still in shock.

"You're looking to be around five months, almost six. —You're carrying this baby well. You can barely notice, remind me to call you when I want to tone my body up." Dr. Bryant joked as the room finally quieted. We all laughed a little.

Ma Heather and pops came over to get a closer look at the screen.

"Look at our grandbaby." Ma Heather cooed. "Dri Dri come here."

He walked over to his mom, he had fresh tears in his eyes. They embraced each other, sharing a long hug.

Dr. Bryant went on to check on our baby's measurements, fluid and whatever else. She also checked my cervix, everything was perfect.

"Would you like to know what you're having?" She smiled.

Adrian walked back over to me. He leaned down and kissed my forehead. I think we were feeling the same way. We're excited but it's hard to grasp this moment. "Its up to you baby."

I quickly nodded my head. "Yes, I want know." I looked to my husband, he nodded his head while taking back his seat. "We want to know."

Dr. Bryant didn't wait another second. She moved the gelled object around to our baby's little area. She zoomed in clicking images. "You are looking at your beautiful baby boy."

"A boy?" Adrian asked almost jumping out of the chair. Dr. Saunders and Dr. Bryant nodded their heads repeatedly. Everyone stared at the screen barely able to contain their excitement.

Adrian leaned his forehead down to my cheek. "We're having a boy, baby."

I grabbed on to him crying in his arms. I couldn't hold it in anymore. All this time I was losing hope, we were still pregnant. I didn't have three miscarriages, only two.

Dr. Bryant printed some photos then wiped the gel from my stomach. "As far as the spotting goes, it could've been from anything or nothing. The important thing is that it's gone. Your placenta is good, your cervix is nice and closed. Your entire uterus looks great. It could've came from a clot that passed or even from intercourse. So dad take it easy in the bedroom."

Adrian chuckled a little as his cheeks burned from blushing. His parents giggled a little. He scratched the back of his head. "Got it."

"If you have anything else abnormal or any questions, don't hesitate to call. We'll send all of your paperwork over to your doctors in New York."

"Thank you." I smiled looking down at my stomach. I guess I do have a little baby bump. I thought the weight gain was from me binge eating and from loss pregnancies.

Both doctors congratulated us before leaving the room giving us all privacy.

"All this time you were already pregnant." Sienna hugged me. The rest of the ladies including my Ma Heather crowded around me. Adrian went over to the guys, they patted his back congratulating him.

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Adrian and I are finally home alone with our son. The entire family flew to New York and stayed for the birth.

We both agreed on him staying home for the first two months with no work. We agreed on me staying home until I felt comfortable enough going back. Both of our jobs are flexible so it's not an issue. It took us a lot to get this point, where we're holding our son.

My pregnancy was so easy I almost feel guilty for bragging about it to others. Even my birth was easy breezy. Also sex while pregnant was amazing too, not gon' lie.

The labor and delivery was quick. Although the contraction were unbearable but I stuck it out with my no medication.

The day I lost my mucous plug was when my family started making their arrangements to fly in. Days before I went in to labor everyone was already here, watching me like a hawk.

The last few months going into my third trimester we brought a house. We didn't want to raise the baby in the little brownstone we had. So we have our new place out here in the Tribeca area of the lower Manhattan. We love it here in the city.

"I can't get over how long he is. It's been almost two weeks since you had him."

We stared down at our swaddled up baby observing him while he slept. We were in the family room watching "This Is Us". Hubby cradled baby Adrian Amir Adams III in his arms.

Surprisingly he's a natural with this dad thing. I thought he would be paranoid with everything, like he was with his little sister. It's quite the opposite.

"He's tall like you."

"Look at this little human we created. I can't wait to teach him everything." He smiled down at him.

I admired the two of them. "You're such a great dad already."

"I'm only trying to keep up with you."

I found my cloud nine moment, in my husband and son. I carried and brought my son into this world. I married my dream guy. The guy I that I thought was way out of my league at one point.

With a start that was so tragic and dark to a happiness far beyond my expectations. I can only thank my creator for such a journey.

Breaking my gaze he asked. "What do you want for dinner? I'm feeling real chef like, especially after that thanksgiving episode. You always got me watching these sappy shows."

"You're just a cry baby. 'This Is Us' is one of the best shows on tv right now. That and 'Insecure'."

"Whatever, but go ahead and start the next episode." He chuckled getting up. "What do you want for dinner?"

"I could really go for your chicken souvlaki. You haven't made that in a while."

"Coming right up, even though I could really go for your greens." He mumbled the last part placing baby boy in my arms.

"I pushed out a human. I think I deserve your catering."

"You get two more passes with that line. Then you'll have to wait for the next baby to use it again." He walked off into the kitchen. I stared at him until he was out of sight.

"We did it Mama Laurie. Mikey and I kept going, we're happy." I whispered to myself. Baby Dri did a little smile while still sleeping. "Dang you have your dads entire face."

"Heard that."

"He has my winking smile." I pointed out surveying his face. He has his daddy's eye color, nose, his hair and even his forehead. Literally everything except my smile.

"It's ok, the next one's all you. Hopefully a girl and she'll have your whole face. All that melanin and everything." He spoke loud from the kitchen.

"Yeah ok sure." I giggled.

The End...

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