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That was so freaking amazing. Here I was sitting in my room all in my feelings. The woman was beautiful, I mean dropped dead gorgeous. Her hair was curly and blonde, her body was nice. I couldn't even hate on her if I wanted to. Her eyes lit up with the most perfect lashes, even her edges were perfect. Her skin was sun tanned golden and her name was Toni. I've never seen an ugly girl with the freaking name Toni.

This relationship stuff is still new for me. I didn't want to seem childish when he told me about the situation. I don't want to be the girl who can't trust her man to handle things. When Adrian came in my room all of my insecurities and worries vanished. That was my first real kiss. I can't believe it was with my Adrian. I closed my eyes thinking about the situation until I fell asleep.

I heard my phone ding. Adrian texted me letting me know he was home. I replied back telling him ok and goodnight, shortly after I went back to sleep.

The next day was going by really smooth. Adrian and I have been texting non stop. I've been sneaking around texting him back and forth in pretty much all my classes. I was now at lunch eating with Sienna and some of the drama students from the play. My phone vibrated.

"Lover girl, I can't believe my best friend is all cuffed up." Sienna smiled at me bumping my shoulder.

"I know right. We literally talk all day long." I said to her while checking my phone. I smiled at my little code name for him. I decided against telling him it was my first real kiss, I didn't want him to be weirded out. I know how he can get and he would've been bummed because it wasn't all extravagant. Although for me it was perfect.

12:35pm

Yep1: I can't wait to see you again. Still thinking about those sweet lips of yours.

12:35pm

Me: IKR, I can't wait to see you too. You're still coming by the house later? You might be able to see me.

12:36pm

Me: ...and my lips.

I silently squealed to myself.

12:37pm

Yep1: WOOOOW, is this still lil Rai?

12:37pm

Yep1: Undercover freaky Raina... Yeah I'm coming over, Mike owe me. I'm cashing in on my favor.

12:38pm

Me: lol. What's the favor?

12:38pm:

Yep1: I'm still thinking of one. Anything to see you though. I just told him I needed him to do something for me and I would meet him over there.

12:39pm:

Me: Please have a legit reason for coming or he'll know. Oh and don't think I missed you calling me a freak. You had this freak pinned up against the wall with your tongue down her throat last night.

I laughed, Sienna looked at me grinning. She's not used to seeing me like this so she's super geeked.

"Girl, we're still talking about the kiss from last night." I informed her.

"You got em' hooked now Rai, won't be able to keep him off of you. Next thing you know you'll be bent over with your legs shaking." She laughed and I snorted trying to contain my laugh.

"Oh whatever, nope." I shook my head. "We're just kissing. This is still Mikeys best friend you know."

"Just live in the moment kissing on your man. While I sit over here getting your wedding plans together. We'll worry about Mike later. Your favorite color is still rose gold right?" She smirked.

I smiled bumping her shoulder again. "You're so silly, —but yeah its rose gold." We laughed again this time louder, my phone vibrated.

12:44pm

Yep1: lol, my reasons are always legit. And that's all I can think about baby (my tongue being deep down your throat). With your pretty self.

I busted out laughing, he play so much.

We continued texting each other, lunch was over. I said goodbye to Sienna and everybody. I headed to my next class. One of my AP classes I was dreading. James, the guy who had our whole life planned out after one conversation is in my Calculus BC class. He's usually extra nice to me and always trying to make conversation. Unfortunately for me his assigned seat was right beside me.

Sigh, graduation is around the corner. I reminded myself.

Entering in the classroom the teacher handed me a warm up sheet. I quickly found my seat and took out my notebook so I could get started. I was one of the last ones to come in. James waved at me. I raised my brows giving him a tight smile.

"I got you a warm up sheet." He tried handing it to me.

I held mine up showing him. "Thanks anyway."

"No problem."

I concentrated on my work, going through it swiftly with a breeze. It was fairly easy at this point, we've done these problems countless times.

After I was finished I pulled out my purple notebook to write in it. I literally have my entire life in this book.

"Why are you always writing in that raggedy notebook?" James questioned. I'm not sure why he felt the need to ask. Hell I'm not even sure why the only two black people in here are coincidently seated beside each other.

"It's just something to do to past the time and don't call my notebook raggedy." I scrunched up my face at him making both of us laughed.

He shook his head smiling. "Raina Jackson, when are going to give me my shot? You keep playing games with me."

"I'm not playing any games, I told you I'm seeing someone."

"Where he at? I don't ever see you with him. It can't be the dude from your drama class. I know y'all are only hanging out because of the play. So again why are you playing games. Just tell me why you you won't go out with me, then I'll leave it alone." He sat up glancing at the teacher, she was typing some stuff down on the projector screen. "Be honest."

I gave him my undivided attention. "James I am being honest, I legit have a boyfriend. He doesn't go here. —You seem sweet, but I can't help you there."

"Damn, he's a lucky guy. Thanks for being honest." He smiled then glanced at my worksheet. "You got your negative in the wrong spot."

My head jolted down to my sheet, looking it over. "No I d—"

He shook his head chuckling at me. "Just kidding."

"You better check your own work, while you joking." I sarcastically smiled at him.

"I got the same answer you got, so if it's wrong then we're both wrong."

The teacher finally got our attention, by readying the projector for viewing.

James is a nice looking guy and he's actually really handsome but I already got what I want. My Adrian, my dream guy.

All I needed now was for the day to speed up. I have track practice afterschool today. Then home to hopefully see my man waiting for me.

Not gon' lie everything is starting to feel like the last hoorah, I'm going to miss some of the people here. My senior year will be ending soon. The upside will be that pretty soon I won't have to hide my relationship. Even though I know my brother.

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