Yu Jin found the last few rows by the window, wiped the table and chairs with a wet towel, and then put the schoolbag in the table hole.

On the first day of school, the classroom was a mess. Because it was a newly divided class, most of the people came from different classes, and there were a lot of things to be moved.

Yu Jin opened the window a little, trying to relieve the feeling of suffocation, and immediately someone complained about the cold, and asked the person by the window to close the window.

Yu Jin looked at him coldly, but he didn't move. Immediately, someone came over with laughter and pulled the window up: "Spring hasn't arrived yet, it's quite cold to open the window."

It was a girl with heroic facial features, a sunny and energetic smile. She closed the window and didn't leave, but stood in front of Yu Jin's table, looked at him with a smile, and asked tentatively, "Is there anyone in the seat next to you?"

Yu Jin looked at her blankly, although he didn't answer, Rejection was clearly written all over his face. The girl seemed to be unable to hold her face, barely maintaining her smile, and said to herself, "Wow, it's a pity that there seems to be no room left." She walked to the crowd of girls who were secretly watching from a distance, and explained something dejectedly.

The girls whispered, occasionally peeking at him as if they were secretive. Yu Jin simply averted his eyes, out of sight and out of mind.

But in this way, no one dared to sit next to him for a while.

Originally, he was good-looking and had a lot of secret lovers. In the past, because Ding He occupied the position beside him, he couldn't get close. It was rare for the two of them to not be assigned to the same class this time, which gave them a chance to take advantage, but each of them was scared away by the icy temperament around Yu Jin's body.

Besides, any girl who sits next to him at this time will become the target of public criticism. School grass should be used for appreciation, no one can monopolize it.

Yu Jin wished to sit alone in the far corner, keeping a distance of more than one meter from everyone around him. However, the classroom is only so big, and he cannot get this privilege for the time being.

Never before had he felt the environment around him was so noisy as now, with the mess of gossip news and bad jokes floating uncontrollably into his ears, almost short-circuiting his normally functioning brain.

Before his brain was scrapped with a "boom", the boy's loud voice pulled him back from his irritable mood.

He looked at the source of the sound and saw Ding He standing at the door of the classroom.

Ding He has always had a gentle and gentle smile on his face. When he saw him looking up, the smile suddenly brightened, like a flower that was in bud before blooming suddenly under the blowing of the spring breeze. spread to the eyes.

Yu Jin's heart skipped a moment, hurriedly bowed his head, pinched his wrist secretly, and walked out of the classroom.

The class assignment was basically over, no one passed by in the corridor, and it was so silent that Yu Jin could only hear his own heartbeat and Ding He's voice.

"Are you still used to the new class?"

Yu Jin's tone was cold: "It's okay."

Ding He's eyes flashed a trace of loss, but he quickly covered it up: "Now go to the school and tell us that we should be able to agree to our class change."

Yu Jin lowered his eyes Looking at the ground: "No need, the teacher's level is almost the same, and the lectures are the same everywhere."

Ding He opened his mouth and hesitated, and finally managed to organize the language: "Can you get used to it?"

"I don't know, it should be fine. You don't have to worry, I have handled all these things well."

Ding He told him a few more daily precautions, and reluctantly said goodbye to him: "Remember to wait for me to go home with me later."

Yu Jin said "oh" , turned his head down and was about to leave, Ding He suddenly grabbed his right arm: "Don't you want to be in the same class as me?"

Yu Jin was startled, and conditioned reflexively, he threw off his hand and said in a hurried tone. Saying "No", he quickly walked into the classroom.

Ding He stood there in a daze, looked down at his left hand, and felt a burst of bitterness in his heart.

Has his idea been discovered?

Yu Jin is... think his touch is disgusting?

***

Yu Jin walked all the way to the seat, the blush on his face did not fade away.

The seat next to it was still taken by a brave man. The new tablemate squinted and looked like he hadn't woken up. He looked at him vaguely: "Are you hot?"

Yu Jin replied briefly, "No," and distractedly lifted the clothes on his right arm. sleeve.

The place that Ding He touched just now still maintains a scorching heat far beyond the normal body temperature, as if it was not blood vessels but molten lava buried under the skin. He didn't know why, despite several pieces of clothing, the temperature of Ding He's palm was transmitted to his arm exactly, and even a faint flame ignited a raging fire that was enough to start a prairie fire.

He pressed his arm against the cold tabletop, and finally lowered his body temperature slowly, and his heartbeat returned to normal.

The tablemate asked gossiply, "You guys quarreled?"

Yu Jin flatly denied it.

The tablemate made a long "oh" and lowered his voice to remind him: "Someone guessed that you were quarreling, so you are not in the same class."

With the power of the two families, it is not difficult to transfer to the same class. What's more, their grades are in the same level, and there is no problem of crowding out the top class.

This time the class division is Yu Jin's insistence to divide like this.

Not knowing exactly when, he became sensitive to Ding He's approach. It's not rejection, and I can't say expectation, but a kind of incomprehension accompanied by blushing and heartbeat, like a cat scratching its chest, a little itchy, and a little painful.

Judging from his existing knowledge reserve, he should be in love.

This love is very strange. He and Ding He have known each other for so many years, and this feeling is not long ago. It may be that the particularity of adolescence magnifies every sprouting. I feel like my brain is going to explode.

The cause was about the end of last semester, when he accidentally bruised his calf while moving something, Ding He immediately found a potion to help him deal with the wound.

This was originally a normal thing, but when he watched Ding He half-squat in front of him, carefully raised his calf, and gently smeared the potion, he didn't know why he had a special feeling.

The skin of the calf was broken, and it would have been a little painful when applying the medicine. Ding He kept talking about other things to distract him. But his attention was filled with the itchiness of the places Ding He had touched. Every place seemed to have sprouts breaking out of the soil. When growing, the roots grasped the soil tightly, causing the muscles on the legs to unconsciously. tense up.

Ding He also nervously asked him if he had leg cramps, and helped him knead his calf.

He could only quickly drive the confused Ding He out of the room, drop the door lock, and bury the whole person in the quilt.

It eventually passed, but unfortunately, he found his body becoming more sensitive.

As long as Ding He appeared in front of him, even if there was no substantial contact, he just listened to the other party's voice or felt the other party's breathing, he would unconsciously think of the feeling of that day.

To make matters worse, he had to deal with the physical excitement that appeared more and more frequently.

He used to be considered a pure hearted person, and this kind of thing just endures it for a while, but now the impulses in his body are out of control.

He could only try to soothe his body, but at this time, Ding He's face would run into his mind again.

Not just the face, but every part of the body. What he can usually see, and what he can't see.

Yu Jin has been troubled by this unfamiliar throbbing throughout the winter vacation. If it weren't for the lack of opportunities to meet, he would probably be more difficult to control this feeling.

But starting school is different. For the convenience of the two of them to go to school, the two of them bought a house in an apartment near the school. They usually live together and see each other when they look up.

Yu Jin knew that he needed to give this feeling a conclusion.

He accepts the fact that he is gay very well. Probably because the writer he likes is gay, he does not reject this sexuality.

But Ding He is different, he can't see Ding He's tendency for the time being. After having known each other for so long, he knew that there were not a few people who tried to chase Ding He, and Ding He politely refused every time, but none of this could explain whether he liked the same sex or the opposite sex.

He felt suffocated when he thought of the stunned and alienated smile that would appear on Ding He's face after he expressed his thoughts.

Ding He will definitely remain friends with him, and then slowly distance themselves. Or maybe it's the same as before, just quickly find a girlfriend to break his thoughts.

Maybe Ding He would still feel that he was disgusting in his heart, and then he had to contact him because of the face of his elders.

And even if Ding He can really accept the same sex, he may not necessarily accept him. If Ding He chooses to try because he can't bear to hurt his heart, and then bears the pain himself, then his sin is too great.

It's too embarrassing to think about it. Yu Jin felt that it was impossible for him to express himself before seeing Ding He's intentions clearly.

What's more, he couldn't tell whether his impulse was magnified by the special blessing of adolescence, or a truly lasting feeling.

He chose to stay away from Ding He temporarily so that both of them could see their feelings more objectively.

After changing to a new class, Yu Jin was still not used to it.

In the past, when Ding He was by his side, he could help him block most of the meaningless social interactions, but now he is the only one left, so he has to face the fiery gazes of others.

Yu Jin didn't understand at all why there were always people who were afraid of his loneliness and wanted to be friends with him. He lived very comfortably by himself.

Most topics are neither meaningful nor fun.

In contrast, the new tablemate is quite agreeable. The new deskmate is Yue Qingting, who is usually quiet and quiet, except that he likes to sleep in get out of class and share gossip after class.

After Yu Jin finished the morning class, he packed up and went to the next class to wait for Ding He.

He took a few steps to the side, stopped abruptly, and turned hesitantly toward the stairs on the other side.

The teacher over Ding He seemed to drag the class for a while, and the get out of class has just ended. He watched Ding He collect the schoolbag and answer the question of the girl next to him with a smile on his face. He didn't know how to get irritable.

It has always been like this, even without him around, Ding He can integrate well into the surrounding environment. Even because of his existence, Ding He was dragged down.

Ding He originally caught a glimpse of the figure passing by the window, and he was in a happy mood to pack his schoolbag. He even had some patience in answering the questions of the people next to him. He finally let go of his uneasy heart that had been speculating on Yu Jin's mind all morning.

But he rushed out of the classroom with his bag, only to find Yu Jin's figure flashing past the corner of the stairs.

Ding He's heart sank.

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