"k-kairi slap me or something" my voice cracked

it was 100% real and kairis jaw dropped and my

face went blank

"valentina"

"valentina"

mattia was hovering over me and shaking me

"you okay what's wrong?" he said softly

i wrapped my arms around him and hugged him

really tight

"was i really crying over you ew" i said

i kissed him softly and smiled i realized i'd be

a total wreck without him and i hate it

"what was your dream about?" he asked

"that you died"

"i can't die you rat fuck" he smiled

"i know it's just scary mattia"

he laid on my chest and just started kissing my

neck softly

"stop it i'm not in the mood" i said

"i'm just giving you kisses shut up"

i eventually fell asleep and i heard mattia moaning

and shit in his sleep

"matti-

"oh fuck valentina" he moaned

i covered my mouth so he wouldn't hear me laughing

i pulled up the covers and seen his boner

"wake up" i said

"w-what this is your fault" he groaned

"no your just horny as fuck"

"fix me please"

"no"

"yes"

"no mattia"

"yes"

"no you have a hand so leave me alone"

"no i like your hands better" he said

i ignored him and he kept bugging me to fiX hiM and

so i did but not in the way he wanted

"owww valentina that fucking hurted"

"i said no you should've listened" i said

"fucking bitch" he groaned

"it's not that bad love"

i'm ending this sooon i think