i found out i was actually pregnant so i wanted

to tell mattia tonight at dinner

"you ready" he asked

"yea come on" i smiled

once we got there it was flowers there and wine

everything

after we were done eating and stuff mattia went to the

bathroom so i took the chance to out tha pregnancy test

and sat it on his side of the table

he was taking forever so i went in there and seen him

laying there on the ground bleeding and unconscious

i-i thought he couldn't die

"mattia is this some type of fucking joke?" i said

he didn't respond and i felt my heart sink in and

i sat by him and checked his pulse and it wasn't there

"no no wake up you don't get to on die on me and

leave me alone after you kidnapped me"

i looked for his phone but seen a ring in his pocket

i started crying i didn't even get to tell him i was

pregnant

when we got to the hospital i was scared out of

my fucking mind that he wasn't gonna make it

i called kairi and i was basically breaking down on

his lap while he was trying not to cry

"mattia wouldnt want you to cry val" he said rubbing my back

"mattia is probably dead" i said crying

after like 3 hours of waiting for him to get out

of surgery the doctor called me and kairi back

"is he okay??" i asia's wiping my face

"i'm sorry he didn't make it...

i'm in painnnnnnnn 😣