vinnie wanted to hang out with me so i invited him

over and mattia went on trip with kairi and i was bored

anyways

we were watching movies and after a while he put his

hand on my thigh and i smiled

no what the fuck am i doing

he looked at my lips then back and me and kissed me

softly and i kissed him back

"we shouldn't-

"shh"

he pulled of his shirt and unbuttoned my pants

he pushed my back onto the couch and started

kissing down my body and next thing i knew i cheated

on mattia fucking polibio

i was laying on his chest thinking about how mattia

is gonna react

"y-you should go" i said softly

"why?"

"just go please"

he left and i got in the shower and i started crying

i felt like such a horrible person and let water run down

my body

i put on some sweats and a sweatshirt and laid in my

bed with a blank mind

it's been like a week and today mattia is coming

back today

i heard the door open and flinched

"hey what's wrong" he asked

"nothing just really bad cramps" i said

"you want anything?"

"no i'm fine"

he laid on me and i played with his hair and i felt

like i was just gonna break down

we both fell asleep and i woke up before he woke

up i made him breakfast and stuff

"why are you being so nice" he smiled

"because you deserve it" i said with a faint smile

i couldn't face him so i went into the bathroom and

i was gonna tell him but i just don't know how , he's gonna

react the wrong way

"valentina are you ok seriously" he asked

"yea" i sniffled

he opened the door and hugged me

"tell me what's wrong val" he said

"i-i can't mattia your gonna be so pissed" i said

"it can't be that bad"

"i-i cheated on you while you were gone" i said quickly

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