"mattia where the fuck is my baby" i asked crying

"i-i dont know i woke up and he was gone"

"are you lying to me you do that thing when you lie"

"what thing"

"you play with your fingers and shit why are you

lying to me"

"i'm not i'm just scared val" he said softly

he hugged me and i cried on his chest and

i had one job to keep him safe and i already

failed doing that

"what if he's hurting right now mattia like

i already failed as a fucking parent i didn't name

him , i let him get kidnapped i'm so dumb"

"it's gonna be okay"

"no it's not mattia our baby is out there somewhere

and i'm not there to protect him or save him like a mom

should" my voice cracked

"i-i dont know where he could be v" he said

"go find him and use your devil powers or some shit

that you used on me" i said

"it doesn't work like that"

"how does it work because you can find everything

about me and kidnap me but can't find our newborn

child that's probably gonna get sick"

"it just doesn't work like that val i'm scared to okay

he's my kid too"

"your not acting like it"

"i can't show emotion anymore it's not in me anymore" he said

"i feel like your hiding something from me mattia and

i'm gonna figure out what it is"

"i'm not hiding anything"

i went to the bathroom and slashed water on my face

trying to calm myself down

my hands were shaking and i started crying again

and mattia was gone out of nowhere

if you seen my last post no you didn't