"what made you so mad" i asked "my parents they hate you" he said

"that's 100% not the reason you cried" i crossed my arms

"my ex she- she's gonna try to kill you everyone i date or try to date she hates anyone i date, especially you"

"this is confusing" i laughed

"i don't know" he ran his fingers through his hair

"why were you crying" i asked him "she has a lot of power"

"trust me not more than my dad"

"i know but your my girl- i want you to be mines" i gagged at the fact i said that

"i'm yours mattia" i said

i sat on his lap and played with his collar

"she's not gonna touch me i promise" i said

he looked and me and rolled his eyes

"i'm just stressed ok i don't want and anything to happen

to you"

"nothing is going to happen to me how many time do i have to tell you hm?" i said

"i love you" he said

"huh?" i said

"you don't have to say it back just know"

he went to sleep and i went outside just sitting there observing the sun setting, it's so pretty.

i missed home a lot but not the abusive relationship i was in, the house, my friends everything. i thought about running but he'd find me and honestly he does make me happy.

i drank some, a lot of wine and i didn't realize how tipsy i was until i went to stand up and damn there fell off the balcony.

i stumbled into the house and took a long steamy shower, once i got out i put on some clothes and got back into bed. he immediately wrapped his arms around me and i melted into his arms

pls i didn't realize how short i made my chapters, but i deleted the smut out of this chapter it was so bad 😭