It was a decision,

A cold hard one.

I couldn't bear the uncertainty,

Filled with tears, my eyes were done.

I had a choice,

I chose the wrong guy.

At the time I really thought,

It wouldn't be hard to say goodbye.

But when I saw you later,

I couldn't help but remember my loss.

Why did I let you go?

Oh, how naive I was.

And now it's all a blur,

But I remember the pain of it all.

Me breaking your heart,

Me trying to move on.

How I wish the longing of my heart,

To you I could show.

You only know you really love him,

When you shut your eyes and let him go.