《Dreamscape (ReaderxMidoriyaxBakugouxTodoroki)》52. The Connecting Truth
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Shaking her hands back and forth, Y/N sweated nervously through her freshly picked out clothes Momo had helped her with. Izuku mentioned cozy, so she was going to keep it casual. A cream A-line flowy skirt, with a dark green long-sleeved turtleneck shirt was a safe option. Specially since it covered a hickey Shoto had left behind. They almost didn't make it back to her room, when their kiss turned into another make out session, leaving both breathless. The girl still felt the ghost of his touches and she kept on blushing when she thought of what they did together.
Opting to wear see through green tights that matched with her shirt. Her scars were still visible but only if paid attention to. She was getting better with her scars, but it was all in baby steps. She'd been wearing less and less layers. However, she still chose to cover everything. She twirled her thick braid messing with the ends as she thought of Izuku and contemplated their date. Y/N also wanted to make it special for her green haired boyfriend, so she got him a gift when he first asked her out. Taking time to get him something special.
It had been hiding in her closet for the longest time. She was very lucky her father was a Pro-Hero. It came with perks in finding limited collector's edition merch. Also having All-Might at the school, who was Izuku's all-time favorite hero, made it easy to get his signature on the gift. It costed her a fortune, but she didn't mind. She was sure now the value had gone up since it was signed by the hero himself.
Y/N never had a lot of money before. The little she earned at the club she spent it all on Miguel. So, when she got an allowance from Aizawa, she never knew what to spend it on. She would always give some to Hitoshi when he would run out. Buy Eri and Miguel cute clothes when they went out. She even bought Aizawa clothes that she thought would look good on him. She was slowly getting him out of just wearing black on black. Rosalinda wouldn't let her spend money on her, saying she needed it and to start buying herself things. Though, even if she did, Y/N still had a lot saved. Izuku's gift was expensive. However, it hadn't made that huge of a dent.
She also had another surprise for him in the identical backpack to Izuku's that she was taking with her. It was ironic how they had the same one when they met, and she was able to find another one when she lost her original one. She had been ecstatic when she found it at the store one day. Hopefully what the backpack is hiding, he'll like both gifts. What she cooked him, which was in a small warmer container and the gift she bought him. Bubble wrapped to the max to not cause any damage to it.
Playing with the ends of her skirt, Y/N was mulling over if she should change when she heard a timid soft knock on her door. It was too soft that she almost didn't hear it. Shaking the nerves through her hands. Y/N tentatively walked to her door and opened it to be greeted by her blushing emerald eyed boyfriend. She admired how handsome he was in his dark green sweater with a white shirt underneath, his muscles stretching out his clothes because of how tone and lean he was. His dark jeans hugging him just right. And ah, his adorable timid smile and freckles adorning his beautiful face perfectly. Though, he'd lost all his baby fat in his second year after hitting that growth spurt and the constant exercise regimen he kept up with.
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Izuku Midoriya was absolutely radiant to his girlfriend.
As he always was.
Izuku staring back at her with wide eyes mumbled, "Wow... you're so perfect..."
Y/N felt her cheeks warm, and heart skip a beat, when he stared at her with his alluring dark forest eyes. Almost calling her into him and would always willingly get lost in them. Izuku licked his bottom lip enticingly, then trapped it in between his teeth. An action Y/N couldn't help herself from zeroing in on. Her eyes lingering too much on them because of how badly she wanted to kiss him.
After realizing what he whispered, he blushed madly from the words that left him. He shook his hands afraid that he offended her somehow.
"Not that you weren't already before! You're really pretty in green and I like it when you wear my color... not that I own the color or anything... oh gosh... I'm not making any sense... I-I u-um... it's just you look different in the uniform and seeing you like this, is just... not that the uniform is ugly on you." He covered his mouth with one hand freaking out more, "...you're NOT ugly! I swear, I didn't mean it like that. I don't think that of you, you're extremely hot!" Y/N's eyebrows went up in amusement, giving him a slight smirk. "NO WAIT! Yes, you're attractive, but I shouldn't be talking down to you like that... You're really beautiful and pretty and nice... and..." groaning Izuku turned away from his girlfriend who hadn't uttered a word.
He was a nervous wreck. He'd been thinking over and over how he was going to finally tell her how much he loves her that any other thought had him a rambling mess.
"Izuku?" Y/N giggling, tenderly reached over to him. Turning him back and rubbing his freckled cheeks, pinching them a little when he gave her a faltering smile. His eyes widening when she got closer to his face, her lips millimeters away from his own. Then trailing to his cheek and kissing his freckles lovingly, she whispered "You're perfect too. All the time. Handsome, sweet, and loving. My loving shooting star."
Almost blowing a fuse. Izuku hid his crimson face from his flirtatious girlfriend. How could she render him speechless with just a couple of sweet words? He felt like a fish out of water, he's been so nervous he didn't want to mess this up. And to be honest, he hasn't gone on a date in a long time. Him and Ochako rarely went out in their relationship towards their second year, because of how busy they were and then when she started to act weird, they rarely spent time together.
He didn't know what to do with his hands, or his body. Should he ask to sit, keep standing up? Take her hand in his? Kiss her now? Or wait until it was over? What would they even talk about?
"Izu?" Y/N called to him gently again.
"Y-yeah?" He mumbled, looking nervously at the floor now.
"I'm nervous too..." She reached for his hand and intertwined his fingers with her own. "But we shouldn't be. It's just me and you, like every other time we've gone somewhere. I'm here every step of the way with you. Today's just a little more special. Even through the awkward moments, I'm going to love every second of it." She nibbled on her bottom lip, trying to dissipate the anxiety she could feel from him and herself.
Taking a calming breath and squeezing her hand in his. He pulled her into a much-needed embrace. His erratic heart calming down a little from keeping each other close. Breathing in the smell of her coconut and almond hair.
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He'd been so nervous all day, and when she disappeared to get ready and probably met with Shoto he became extremely flustered when he felt something in the pits of his stomach. And while he was getting ready too, he had to push down the tingle he felt himself. Changing in his dorm, he noticed in the mirror how the flecks in his green eyes burned so brightly. Something happened with Shoto and Y/N. It wasn't anything bad because he would have felt the emotion in his heart.
No, it was the same emotion which happened when Katsuki was with her, the night that woke Izuku up. He didn't want to pry, but how was it possible for him to feel it when they weren't even in the same room?
The first time it happened, he asked Shoto, and he confirmed that he too felt something. And after having a conversation with Rosalinda this afternoon before meeting with Y/N, it all made so much sense now. The four of them were truly connected because of her quirk. He of course, wasn't going to tell Y/N everything. She deserved to know from her own sister, but the older girl did give him the green light to just give a good amount of information to tell her the truth.
Besides it would be better if Izuku told her, because Y/N wouldn't get upset at him. He could probably calm her down before she spoke with Rosalinda who evidently had to tell her the whole truth right after. Izuku was just going to help her a little bit to lessen the blow.
"Hey? Where'd you go?" Y/N asked him, after feeling him calm down immensely.
Still holding on to her and swaying in each other's with no music needed.
"Sorry, I've had a lot on my mind lately." He mumbled quietly. Not wanting to lie to her too much because he was already withholding truth from the Tomura/Tenko thing, he grunted then told her, "Don't freak out but..."
"Oh God..." Y/N groaned already knowing she did something, making Izuku chuckle.
"I felt something again like last time that you were with Kacchan, and I'm assuming because you met with Shoto. You and him..." Izuku trailed off, leaning back from the hug to stare at Y/N who was blushing madly now and avoiding eye contact.
"I swear we didn't have sex... well um... all the way? If that's what you're worried about..." Y/N mumbled nervously.
Izuku's hold on her waist tightened. What did all the way mean?
Izuku, Katsuki and Shoto made a promise. An unbreakable serious promise... Did Shoto by chance break it? He didn't want to get mad because something like this would happen eventually, but he was sure Shoto would keep the promise they all made. Like Katsuki kept his end of the deal too.
"Gosh, please don't get mad." Y/N whispered when she felt a tinge of rage ignite in Izuku. Grabbing him from his forearms and bringing him into the room rapidly. She locked them in so he wouldn't storm out. "Can you please sit, and I promise I will explain everything..."
Izuku getting anxiety and a bit of PTSD from the night his heart was broken. He quietly sat down on the edge of her bed waiting for the worst. His hands balling into tight fists. Y/N was probably going to leave him now. They haven't even kissed yet, while the other two have and they've gone beyond that too.
If Izuku couldn't keep up, why would she want to stay with him?
Kneeling in front of him, Y/N booped his nose with her finger and rubbed small circles with her thumb on his freckles to bring him out of his thoughts. "Please stop that Izuku, you have validation to feel jealous and maybe even anger. But please don't feel like you're a failure or being left behind. I would never, ever, leave you. You are so important to me. More than you realize. So, you're stuck with me, for as long as you let me."
Getting up she crawled up and pushing him a little to move backward on the bed to give her some space to sit in between his legs, that were now spread out on her bed. Izuku's breath hitched when she looked at him so earnestly and timidly with her palms on her lap. His hands behind, supporting him. Y/N afraid that she could lose him, grabbed on to his shirt with a tight grip. Not giving him any room to leave, trapping him so he could hear her out. He started to feel guilty himself when Y/N's side burned with shame.
"I'm sorry!" Izuku blurted out before she could say anything, making her eyebrows raise in surprise. Afraid that she would ask him to leave, and she would never speak to him again, he rushed out, "I... I have no right to make you feel ashamed of what happened. I shouldn't even be mad about it... I knew from the very beginning what I was getting into, and you never make us feel like it's a competition I know that. I-I'm just ... insecure that I'm not good enough for you. I'm not mad at you I promise!" He was more jealous than anything, and a little upset at Shoto because he might have broken their promise. And regardless of the compromise, they only spoke to each other about it. They didn't bring Y/N into the conversation because they knew she would have run away to begin with. Besides, with her it couldn't be predicted what would happen. She was an enigma. "Whatever happened with you two, you don't need to tell me."
Shaking her head and a small giggle coming out Y/N leaned back, her hands supporting her with whatever space she had behind herself on the bed. "I'm still a virgin. Yes, we did some stuff, but we didn't go all the way..."
"Oh..." Now Izuku felt ashamed. His cheeks dusting pink from embarrassment and how easily she was able to talk about all of this. Maybe they should have brought it up to her too. He also questioned his best friend, and in the end, nothing happened. Now he felt like a jerk for questioning it in the first place. "I'm sorry..." he mumbled.
Leaning forward again. Y/N kissed his forehead, then nose and cheeks. Making him sigh in relief. Loving how his side of their connection began to feel calm and loved. "Izuku, I know you're scared." His green eyes met with burning pools of scarlet. He sighed contently again, when their connection snapped into place, washing him with her love. She didn't even realize how much she was helping him right now. "You're scared that I'll leave you and break your heart. But Izuku... my sweet, sweet Izuku you have control of this as much as I do..."
Y/N crawled over to him and climbed on his lap, trapping him with her legs on either side of him. Izuku's heart beating rapidly for how soft her eyes looked at him. In adoration and understanding. He could feel it in their connection, how much she cares for him... maybe even lov-
"I'm in love with you..." Izuku's eyes widened from the revelation. He couldn't stop the corners of his mouth from tilting up. Tears pricking at the corners of his eyes, for how happy this made him. "Wait no that's not right." His heart stopped momentarily... Y/N shook her head to get her jumbled thoughts together. Her heart almost beating out of her ribcage, because Izuku had as much power over her, as she did over him. "I can't say that version because then that means I can fall out of love with you and that will never happen. No matter what you do or even if you don't want me in your life anymore, with no remorse I'll understand. But I will always love you Izuku Midoriya."
"Angel..."
She just had to beat him to the punch, didn't she?
Always knowing how to make him feel better in an instant. He needed to hear this, he needed to know this was not one-sided. They were both on the same page. She was not his ex, or past crushes that he had and ended with being rejected and laughed at.
No, she was Y/N, his angel.
And even though after coming back from her coma he seemed fine. He really wasn't. Izuku was not okay. But in front of everyone he was pushing to show that he was. His mind, the relentless poison that could bring everyone even himself down, reverted to 'people will always leave you' stage. Like when his sensei, Sir Nighteye died. When his father left him at such a young age. When Katsuki left him and bullied him. When Ochako broke his heart and left. All-Might not believing in him at first and left.
When so many other people didn't believe in him, made fun of him, and left.
But this was different.
His girlfriend.
No, his love and future, because that is what he saw her as.
Y/N Aizawa is and always will be his world.
His angel didn't show up into his life to just leave. No, Y/N was loyal she's been loyal to him and them since the very beginning. She always made sure to voice that loyalty and prove it. To everyone that was special to her.
Regardless, even though loyal.
That didn't mean she was immortal.
And when she was gone for those three agonizing weeks. Izuku felt so lost and numb. His life became so dull, and he freaked out when she wasn't there every day like she's been. Goofing off with him, and nerding out with him. A ghost version of her only left behind because he could still hear her laugh and feel her presence. He could feel it in the connection that just like her refused to wither and fought to come back.
Always telling him how important he was to not just her, but everyone around him. How much he was needed and loved. Always sweet to show him affection and making him into a blushing mess with her flirty comments. Making him feel like he mattered. She always listened to him ramble on and on because she truly loved to hear him and his thoughtful theories and ideals. Running her hands through his green tresses when he was troubled and would seek advice from her.
Always giving her honest opinion even if it wasn't in his favor.
And at first when she was gone, it didn't sink into him. He would find himself super excited when learning something new of a hero and then seeking her out to tell her about it. Only to remember that she was at the hospital. Leaving him aching and depressed. Pushing every day to not break down, to not completely lose it like Shoto because he had to be strong. Even though it was still noticeable, he really did try to push past the pain.
However, he was still human. Izuku's world stopped, and every negative depressing imaginable mood, rushed at him.
And then there was the Tenko truth.
They've been afraid to tell her because, what if she left?
However, what her boyfriend's didn't realize and would have probably saved a lot of heartache soon. Y/N had lost too many people to just let them go that easily. Even though they been in her life for a short time, they became family to her. And Y/N would never forget or leave a family member behind.
Specially ones she loved so much it was ingrained in her soul.
And to prove it to Izuku, not knowing how, she felt her love begin to pour into their connection the more she wanted to show him. Not knowing what she was truly giving to him. But Izuku knew... and he allowed and basked in it. His eyes fluttering and biting back to hold a moan when the feeling spread all over him. Never experiencing this before, Izuku held onto her for dear life. Gripping her sides to ground him a little. Hiding his face on her chest and breathing in shuddering small whimpers, he bit down on her skin gently to ground him, making her gasp and cling onto him as well.
He knew what she was doing because Rosalinda told him the truth but Y/N sure as hell did not. Without touching any part of him, she was giving him a euphoric ecstasy feeling. One his body was getting addicted to. And one she was feeling herself too.
Yes, Rosalinda told him. Y/N in fact was an empath and a telepath.
Just as much as she could feel people's emotions. Whenever she connects with someone on a deeper level, they could feel hers in turn. She could also flow them into people should she want to. The closer she got to them, the stronger the feeling would become. Which is why, when she connected with them through her telepathic half quirk, her empath quirk reached out and clung out to them too. Starting the process and blooming into what they had now. And it had to be a mutual thing, if one side didn't want to then it wasn't going to snap into place.
However, with the four of them it did happen, because they were all willing.
Four souls lost, had found love and solace through this connection.
When her quirked was not messed with when she was in Mexico, and even though it was not reported to the Mexican government for issues Rosalinda would explain to her in detail.
Y/N's true quirk was half telepath and half empath.
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