《Dreamscape (ReaderxMidoriyaxBakugouxTodoroki)》35. You've Never Been Normal

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Y/n freshly showered and wearing a long lose fluffy pink sweater and black leggings, groaned in frustration. Pulling on the sleeves of the sweater and mumbling to herself alone in her room. Nervously, gnawing at her bottom lip with her teeth. She walked back and forth, barefoot on her circular soft white rug.

She loved this rug, sometimes she would take naps on the floor, because of how soft and thick it was. It was a welcome present she received from Toru Hagakure. Whenever Izuku checked in on her because he would do that often. He would pick her up and put her back to bed, making sure to tuck her in. When she woke up in the mornings, she would always be wrapped up like a damn burrito.

Though she couldn't complain, she did love the gesture.

Most of the knickknacks and belongings in her dorm, were presents she received from all of class 3-A and a couple of other students and teachers from U.A. She even got a cute tea set from principal Nezu. Most of the other presents came from Momo. She loved to spoil Y/n whenever she could.

Momo bought her soft fabric sheets, that costed her probably a fortune. Apparently, she asked Aizawa for permission to decorate Y/n's room herself, saying it would be a welcome present.

Y/n, Mina and Momo would spend a lot of time in Y/n's room. If it weren't for Katsuki, Shouto and Izuku, the girls would probably be together, twenty-four/seven.

Her dorm walls were decorated with translucent fairy lights, and there were a lot of polaroid photos of everyone hanging from the corners of the room. The polaroid camera was given to her by Tsuyu. Y/n loved to capture in the moment photos like Aizawa, she had a lot of photos from her peers. She always laughed when she looked at Tenya's, chopping at the air with a comical expression. She even had a couple of Aizawa sleeping in his yellow sleeping bag while in class.

There was one photo she loved more than the others.

A big picture of herself, Izuku, Shouto and Katsuki on her nightstand. She loved that photo. Mina always liked to tease her because of that photo. It was taken last week when they all went to get frozen yogurt.

Katsuki had Y/n on his lap, trying to hide his reddened face on the crook of her neck and shoulder, with a closed eyed smile. While Izuku was on Y/n's right side, with a big cheesy smile just like hers, holding on to each other's hand. Shouto was behind, towering over them, with his chin on top of Y/n's head, with a soft smile directed towards the camera.

It was taken by an employee at the yogurt shop. Y/n practically begged, Katsuki for him to accept. The explosive blond caved in when she gave him puppy eyes. Something he was starting to do often, give in to whatever she wanted. Though he did grumble the whole time, about how she was a shitty girl. Izuku came up with the idea to take the group photo and it didn't take much to convince Shouto.

After a kiss on the cheek from Y/n and Izuku telling him it was a friendship ritual, Shouto eagerly agreed.

Beside that photo Y/n had another one framed and named Aizawa family.

Eri was on Y/n's lap, Hitoshi had Miguel on his and Rosalinda and Aizawa were behind them with warm smiles. Eri and Miguel with big goofy smiles. While Y/n gave Eri a big smooch on her cheek, and Hitoshi did the same to Miguel. They were all in matching shirts and jeans in a big family photo. Aizawa also had it framed in a big canvas at their home. It was above the fireplace.

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It was also Aizawa's favorite. Y/n felt internally giddy when she looked at the photo all the time.

Her family finally feeling complete.

However, looking at the other one with her and the boys had her in turmoil and anxiety again. It worsened as she stared at the photo. She didn't attempt to mask her emotions, like she's been learning to – to not worry the other three. They became her best friends, but she knew she wanted to be more.

Her feelings were intensifying as the days went on. She couldn't hide her feelings anymore, and she couldn't drag them along either. She wasn't dumb, she knew they felt something for her. She could feel it when they looked at her. And she didn't care whether this was how she truly felt or if it was part of her quirk anymore.

Thinking of Shouto's small kisses on her knuckles every morning as a greeting, made her swoon.

Every time she thought of Katsuki's captivating red eyes, and teasing smirk, she felt butterflies erupt in her stomach.

When Izuku gave her, his big cheesy smile adorned by his freckled cheeks, and goofed off with her, she could feel herself falling more for him.

Y/n absentmindedly ran her finger through each young man from the picture with a small smile. The image going in and out of focus as her vision cleared up after using her quirk from training. She still got blurry vision after each lesson but was never pushed to the point of total blindless.

Still, she's stared at the photo so many times before, she didn't need to look at the photo anymore to know what it looked like. It was deeply ingrained into her mind, having it already memorized.

However, her blindness wasn't the problem.

It was Katsuki's challenges and confession from a month ago.

Izuku's teasing words and touches.

Shouto's soft smile and soft lingering cheek kisses.

Y/n bit her bottom lip harder as she waited for her sister to arrive. What I'm I going to do, she internally thought.

Rosalinda finally had free time to have lunch with her family today. Y/n eagerly took the opportunity to ask if she could meet her at the dorms, later in the evening. The only reason why Rosalinda agreed was because of how anxious Y/n was acting and she mentioned it was important and it couldn't wait any longer.

The younger sister knew Rosalinda was busy with teaching assistant duties, it took most of her time now. However, she couldn't push this to the side anymore, and Rosalinda would give her the best advice.

She contemplated speaking with Aizawa. However, from the way she remembered the look he gave the three boys, she figured it wouldn't be a good idea right now. Aizawa even looked over at Y/n with suspicion and narrowed eyes when she asked Rosalinda to speak with her in private.

Hitoshi was quick to jump in and cover for Y/n before Aizawa could ask her anything, bombarding their father with training questions.

Aizawa wanted to protect Y/n as much as he could, even if she was already a grown up. In some instances, she did have a childlike behavior. Since her childhood was practically taken away from her at such a young age, she missed out on a lot of things. These past couple of weeks, everyone saw how carefree and free spirited she really was.

However, Y/n had to focus in getting stronger to defend herself whenever Shigaraki attacked, but life was short.

There would always be boulders along the roads of someone's journey. Enjoying the small moments in life are what made it worth living. She didn't want fear to discourage her, from her emotions.

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She's only known them for about a month and a half now after they met at that store. However, it felt as though she's known them her whole life – it was hard to explain. They've known each other for such a short time, still she felt complete when she was around them.

Y/n groaned in agitation again. "Son of a... Why couldn't I have been a duck or a dolphin... This is so frustrating! I can jump right into defending someone like nothing! But nooooo. Not, when it comes to this! How do people do this? Is this what having feelings for someone, is always like? Why, why, why, why!?" she crouched low, hugging her knees closer to her body, wiggling her bare feet on the rug.

Muffled soft groans could be heard from outside Y/n's dorm. After hearing her sister, Rosalinda worriedly knocked and not waiting for her to open-up she walked into her room with a weary smile. Finally having time to see her sister she was tired but excited to spend time with her. Even if it was only for a couple of minutes.

However, what she didn't expect was to see Y/n having a mental breakdown in the middle of her dorm room. Rosalinda's eyes widened, not having seen Y/n like this in a while, especially after coming to U.A.

She carefully tiptoed towards Y/n making sure not to disrupt the comfort she found in the position she was in. Y/n always did feel the safest when she turned into a ball, something she's done since she was a little girl. Rosalinda carefully sat crisscrossed in front of her sister.

"Hermanita querida, estoy aqui..." Rosalinda cooed to a stressed-out Y/n. Said girl only grumbled and buried her head further into her knees. "Andale, no seas asi... que puedo hacer para ayudarte, hmm?" she reached out and ran her fingers through Y/n's ruffled hair.

Y/n already fed up with her dilemma hiccupped, trying to hold back frustrated tears. Rosalinda always did know how to breakdown her walls. Sniffling softly, she let Rosalinda pull her hair away from her face.

Her older sister spoke softly, not wanting to scare her away. "Cuéntame Y/n. No puedo ayudarte si no sé qué es lo que está sucediendo."

With a heavy sigh, Y/n let go of her knees and faced Rosalinda, mimicked how she was sitting. Looking down at her fingers and pulling them nervously, Y/n nibbled on her bottom lip again.

"After all these years, and you still have those bad habits when you're nervous. Come on, spill." Rosalinda waited patiently for her sister.

She knew, Y/n could not be pushed to answer if she did not want to. It was something Rosalinda learned when she took it upon herself to take care of her. Whenever Y/n had something on her mind, she couldn't be rushed into things, she had to take the first step herself.

"Have you ever liked more than one person at the same time?" Y/n whispered, playing with the ends of her sweater to have her fingers focus on something else.

Rosalinda smiled knowingly, "No, only one."

Y/n huffed exasperated, bringing her knees close to her chest again, "Then you can't help me." She mumbled into her knees.

"That doesn't mean I can't help you silly. Let me guess, this has to do with Todoroki, Bakugou and Midoriya, right?" Rosalinda asked her carefully, wanting to stop her sister from closing herself off again.

"It's so strange I haven't even known them that long. It's weird how I got attached so quickly, don't you think? These emotions flared up when I met them-" Y/n grumbled still in between her knees.

Rosalinda's eyes widened from the words, "Emotions?" She mumbled the words.

Y/n couldn't mean... No, Rosalinda shook her head from the thought. They made sure it wouldn't be a problem when Y/n got older. There was no way it could manifest now.

"Mhm, it's like they sparked out of nowhere on all of us. Is that normal? Sometimes, I think it's my quirk making me feel this way and not really me who is feeling this." Y/n mumbled quietly, not noticing the slight panic Rosalinda masked perfectly.

"How do you know it's not real?" Rosalinda asked carefully instead, trying to forget the past and focus on her sister, not wanting to scare her off. If she raised her voice even the slightest, Y/n would stop talking.

She always hated when people got into arguments.

"I've never felt anything like this before. Well maybe once, but I was little and that doesn't count." Y/n whispered, remembering the little boy her little heart loved at the time. Her best friend she would never forget and had as special place in her heart.

Rosalinda's smile saddened, also remembering who Y/n was speaking of. She also remembered how heartbroken Y/n was when she found out what happened to him, he was her first love. Even if they were young, Y/n adored him, always staying by each other's side. Her sanctum in the hell she was forced to live in.

Clearing her throat, Y/n shook the past from her memories. No point in thinking about someone who was gone.

"I don't even know how to explain it. I feel safe whenever I'm with one of them, and all of them together. I can be myself, and I'm accepted." Y/n looked to her sister, with tears in her eyes.

"That doesn't mean it's not real Y/n. Liking someone doesn't always make sense. You shouldn't blame it on your quirk, just because you don't understand it." Rosalinda grabbed her sister's hand and squeezed it gently. "Tell me what's really bothering you?"

Rosalinda's heart broke when she saw her sister trying to hide within herself again.

Whispering and voice breaking Y/n cried silently into her knees. "Am I a bad person, for having feelings for more than one person at a time? I wouldn't be able to choose between them if they asked..."

Rosalinda whispered, "Oh, sweetie. No, you are not a bad person..." Rosalinda slowly crawled behind her sister and hugged her from behind, playing with Y/n's hair to distract her. Braiding the thick locks.

"But it's not fair to them Rosie... They haven't said anything to me... a-and..."

"You know, sometimes there are people who have such a big heart, they have enough room to love more than one person." Rosalinda interrupted Y/n, wanting to calm her down before she got worse.

Her younger sister was a good person to everyone. However, never to herself. Rosalinda could see why this dilemma would make her hate herself.

Y/n's bottom lip trembled, trying to hold back the tears that wanted to spill over, they deserved the whole world. She felt horrible for dragging them on for this long. She knew they were frustrated and so was she. She just didn't have the heart to break two of them if she had to choose.

In a small voice and fully relaxing into her sisters embrace Y/n asked, "What do you mean?"

"This world sometimes gets incredible people, that having one partner is not enough. So, they have two, three, four, maybe even five." Rosalinda smiled when Y/n turned to look at her sister giving her a dubious look.

With tears going down her cheeks, Y/n rolled her eyes at Rosalinda, slightly pouting.

"What?" Rosalinda asked, wanting to smack the back of her sister's head. She truly was a brat sometimes.

"If this is you telling me in a nice way, it's okay to have a harem. I'm not falling for it..." Y/n slightly giggled wiping her tears away when Rosalinda choked on the air she tried to breathe, not expecting that from her sweet innocent sister.

"Who the fuc..."

Interrupting her sister before she got riled up. Y/n whispered tiredly. "You and all the girls at the club don't know how to keep your voices down. I'm well aware of how you would let William Levy, Diego Boneta and Aaron Diaz rail you at the same time and marry all of them if they asked."

Rosalinda's eyes almost bulged from her sockets. "Y/n!?" she smacked her younger sister playfully.

"What?! I'm not five anymore Rosie... I still remember you drooling over them when you saw Telenovelas back in Mexico." Y/n shrugged at her open-mouthed sister.

Rosalinda after letting the wave of shock pass her, wiggled her eyebrows at her sister, "Are you telling me, it's time for the bee's and the bird's talk. Now that you're such a big girl?"

Y/n bolted from her sitting position waving her hands in front of her. "N-no way! I'm good. I know all about... that." She waved her hands.

"If you can't talk about sex like a grown up, then you're not ready to have any. I'm going to speak with those three." Rosalinda got up and attempted to walk out of Y/n's dorm room.

However, Y/n rushed in front of her sister blocking the door. Not wanting her to leave and embarrass her, because she knew Rosalinda would.

"No! Stop being weird! I didn't ask you advice for that! Geez, I've only known them for a month." Rosalinda laughed at how flustered her sister was getting. Y/n narrowed her eyes at her and pouted. "You're so mean!"

"Relax! I was trying to get you out of your pity party, and it worked, so, ha!" Rosalinda stuck out her tongue at Y/n, with hands on her waist. "Now stop acting like you don't deserve the whole world. Those three are lucky you're even giving them the light of day. Who says you have to live life by regular social norms? We live in a world with superpowers Y/n. There are literal people with animal features. Having more than one boyfriend, I'm sure won't be a shocker."

"But." Y/n's voice became timid again, "Don't they deserve to have someone to love them unconditionally and fully? Give them all their attention?"

Looking down at her hands. They tingled from how she wanted to fully be theirs with no restrictions. Not just touch them when no one was looking or give each other lingering stares in class. She wanted to do all of that out in the open, she wanted the world to know that she was there's and they were hers.

"And who says you won't? Y/n you're capable of loving a whole damn village, maybe even the world. You never play favorites. If anything, I think you're bad at loving just one person." Rosalinda smiled, when she remembered Y/n crying from leaving behind one stuffed animal, when she was little. Saying they would feel betrayed, thinking they wouldn't be wanted as much as the others.

"Hey!?" Y/n huffed out annoyed at her sister.

"You know what I mean. You've sacrificed everything for me and Miguel. Even people you barely knew. Hell, you already love Eri and Hitoshi like they've been your siblings all your life. And you look at Aizawa as if he's your biological father. You've never been normal, and there's no such thing as normal when it comes to love." Y/n nodded her head, slowly understanding. "Did I help you out?"

Y/n's shoulders dropped as if a huge boulder was lifted off her, she gave her sister a sheepish smile. "You did... I need to talk to them soon..." She wiped the remnants tears from her cheeks.

"Good." Rosalinda hugged her sister one more time, before walking to her door. "Now, that you're feeling better. I'm going to check in on some students. Make sure everyone's okay." Y/n laughed at her sister. "What's so funny?"

"If you're checking in on a certain black-haired student. You can just say so..." Y/n poked her sister's side teasingly.

"That's not..." Rosalinda looked everywhere but at her sister.

"Rosie, you two make it so obvious." Y/n grinned, wanting her sister to spill the beans about her newfound love interest, who was Y/n's best friend.

"I don't know what you mean." Rosalinda whispered quietly, slightly hyperventilating.

Y/n's eyebrows went down in confusion, tilting her head and not understanding why her older sister was acting this way. "Woah relax, why are you freaking out about it?"

Rosalinda shook her head. Disappointed and proud of how her sister's managed to stay pure hearted for such a long time.

"Sometimes you're so naïve... Y/n I'm a teacher assistant now, and teachers don't feel things for students, or date them." Rosalinda, finally looked up at her sister with saddened eyes.

"Hanta's almost going to be twenty though, the idiot was held back for not taking middle school seriously. That's only five years of a difference..." After spilling that, Y/n looked nervously around her room, as though someone else heard her. Scolding herself mentally "...crap don't tell anyone, Mina let it slip when we had a sleep over."

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