Alex's POV.

We got to my room and to say I was nervous is an understatement. I was shitting myself. She looked beautiful as always. That scent, I missed it. When I held her hand downstairs my heart just started beating erratically.

"Alex look, I'm sorry. I didn't want to do what I did but I had to.", "I know. No need to apologize I've been a jerk. I know you did all of that for us but I got mad at you because of how you acted the last day you told us you got back with her. I know it was all an act but damn I got hurt."

"I had to make y'all believe and y'all did. I was hurt too but I had to suck it in. I couldn't let her get away with killing Venus, I knew I wouldn't know how to live with myself if Nicole had died knowing I could've done something", she said.

"That's why you told Shane and not us?", I asked. "Yeah, that's why I even bought y'all the wings which I was told you didn't even eat", she said sounding sad. "Well I..", "Nah it's all good, I understand. But they were fyeee though, you missed out", she said and we both laughed.

My mind wondered to something I had written a few nights ago. I was drunk, horny and in my feelings that day so I had to. It read,

To the next woman I fall for,

This is more like writing a love letter, I haven’t written one in years. I’ll write it for you because I value you. Though we haven’t met, just know I exist, just know I’m not perfect, I’ve got my flaws and I know you have yours too. My definition of love might not be the same as yours. My understanding of life might differ to yours. My state of mind has episodes, episodes that confuses me as well.

Yes, I bet we are different but we want the same thing which is love. We voucher the same effort but different opinions. I for one see you as life, the afterlife of this life. I want to have deep stimulating intellectual conversations with you. It is said that “meditation is good medication”, I want to meditate with your fingers intertwined with mine.

I want to read your mind and blur all the negative thoughts it has. I want to smile in my sleep because I know you’ll be down for me. I want to cry when I look at you and thank you for no reason. I want to make you the treasurer of my heart and no one else. I want to love you and know that you’ll never get tired of me. I want you to believe in me as much as I believe in you.

Most of all I need you to love me with my flaws. So wherever you are right now, I hope whoever is keeping you busy knows that I’m waiting for you. You don’t need to rush, take your time. I’ll be right here, remember you still going to be in my life even after this one. Take care for now.

Yours truly,

Alex.

Reading that now I can describe the "woman" as Mercury. I've been in love with her for so long now and I still don't have the guts to tell her. I don't even think she feels the same way so it's better I keep this to myself. Even though those idiots know and might have maybe told her I'll act dumb.

When I wrote it I had convinced myself that I was over her simply because I was mad at her for choosing Chris over us. I just didn't want to forgive her but now I see I that I was playing with myself because now I just want to be next to her.

"You know for the last 3 months I haven't been thinking about another girl but you. I've been wanting to call and text just to talk to you but decided not to because I convinced myself that you wasn't going to answer. My mother once drove me here but I didn't have the guts to get in. Never again will I do anything like that again. And if I'm planning on doing something, I'll tell you so that you'll be prepared", she spoke with teary eyes.

"Come here", I said welcoming her into a hug.

"You listen to Kyle Dion?", I asked putting on Play Too Much by him. "Nah, I've heard about him but never gave him an ear", she said. The song started and I sang along.

"Sit your ass on me,"

I gently pulled her on me.

"I want you close, you've been gone for a little,"

I looked at her then licked my lips, she blushed.

"I been bad, thinking.

If you left, I'll regret not telling you."

I sighed and inhaled her scent one more time. She held both sides of my face and leaned in.

"That's just a word to say, who know love anyway?

So you don't go away, I say I LOVE I say I LOVE"

I also leaned in and our lips touched. Our lips then synched in motion. I held her waist and she started grinding on me. The way her hips and waist were moving on me made think that all of this was a sin because shawty moved like a freaky demon. I took off her hoodie and she had nothing underneath. Her titties were so pretty I had to bury my face in them.

I picked her up and layed her on the bed. I took off my beater exposing my naked upper body. "Damn", she said. I smirked and crawled to her. She sucked on her lower lip making a popping sound. I kissed her toned stomach and swirled my tongue around her bellybutton piercing.

"Look at me and keep eye contact, clear?", she nodded. "I can't hear you", I said. "Clear?", "Yes" she said with pleading eyes. I took off her sweatpants and briefs too. I licked my lips and her face turned red. My baby tomato. I blew on her clit and her eyes closed. "Eyes on me", and she immediately opened them and looked at me. "Fuuck"

Her eyes made me weak, they made me want her more and they made me want to marry her at that very moment.

I could say that for the first time in a long time I actually made love to a woman. That wasn't no regular sex, it was the 'I'm going to have your babies' sex. It got me calling "pussy Jesus?", "Yeah?", "I'm pregnant, for real this time."

After I don't know how many rounds we were both heavily breathing and smiling like little kids in a candy store. "I didn't know you had that side in you", I heard her say. "Which side?", I asked smirking. "The one I just saw", "You like it though" I said feeling myself. "I love it actually", she said kissing my cheek.

We made eye contact and I just wanted to ride the fuck out of her AGAIN! "You going to stay the night?", I asked. "Yeah, I'd love that. Let me call my mom and tell her." I nodded and quickly threw on some boxers and a sports bra. I went out the room headed to the kitchen, I was thirsty and had beads of sweat on my face.

"If you're horny," "Let's do it", "Ride it", "My pony", I turned my head to see my idiotic friends singing, grinning and grinding. I just laughed because I had forgot about them. "You're pussy whipped huh?", Lando asked. "She can't even talk bro", Shane said. "Her pussy that fyeee?", Ice asked too. "Eww bro it's Mercury we talking about", Avah exclaimed. We all laughed because man who would've thought this day was going to come true.

"Why y'all niggas talking about me?", we heard Mercury say before she looked at me. We both blushed and she went on to sit next to Ice. "Damn Merc' you smell like sex", "Fuck you", Mercury said making us laugh. "Let's go take a shower yow", I said to her.

"IT'S ABOUT TO BE A MOVIE!", they sang out. Dumb niggas!

- 18❤.