i know you watch me

checking in on me

wondering if im

happier now

maybe i should be flattered

gaining the attention

you wouldn't give before

were you watching

when i kissed him?

did you see my fingers

tangled in his hair

like you never let me do?

how did it feel,

to witness me

with someone new?

i regret the way

i spoke to you

my harsh words were

out of place

i do not, however

regret my actions

i am moving on

this doesn't mean

i've forgotten

hell i still find you

in my dreams

nothing could ever

erase who we were

our what we had

that pain will

never leave me

but now

it hurts less

a bittersweet

twisted

aching feeling

but happy nonetheless