I've cried so long

There's stains on my cheeks

It'll was off my face

But never out of my soul

You'll look at me

And my eyes will turn black

A shade of grey

For each time I cry

Darker

Darker

Darker than a midnight sky

Without a moon to bring light

An empty ocean

No light

No waves

No life

I'm caught in the middle

Of all of these emotions

I can't control them all

So why try anyway

I'm fighting demons

But they're pulling me

So many different ways

I collapse in on myself

Curling my body into a ball

Trying to hold myself together

Though it's all in my mind

I want to give up

But I know I shouldn't.

I want to cry

But the tears won't come

I want to feel...

Normal again