With my hands tug inside my pocket I walk in my room only to see kinza rushing from one place to another, a smile automatically forms on my lips seeing her so excited "ready?" She snaps her head towards me and grins brightly.

"Yes!" Forcing something inside the already packed back she takes a step back "hmm let's go then?" I walk forward to take our bags but she moves faster to carry her bag which I am sure is heavy than mine, always acting like a gentle woman even if it's not necessary.

"Give that" she shakes her head and moves to the other side so I do not grab it from her hold, stubborn like always and I am not even able to do anything.

I move forward to take the bag from her hold with a little force ignoring the glare she is throwing towards my side "Let me act like a gentle women for once" she rolls her eyes and I ignore her before clasping her hand in mine I walk towards the living room where to my greatest displeasure my brother is seated.

He grins at me evilly when he sees us walking and I so want to turn my shoes and walk past him but I can't do that.

"Take care couples! Don't bother calling us even if ammi says to do so, just enjoy!!" his grin widen and a chuckle leaves his lips when ammi slaps his back.

"Bro don't forget my tips" he pats my back and even though I want to twist his hand and push him away I keep my annoyance a side and think about the tips he gave even though I said him not to, but his truthful words literally made me insecure and I hope I forget those words and I wish it's not true.

After having a very awkward goodbye, and a small take care smile from Abbu we leave towards the airport.

"What if the plain crashes and what if we die?" The girl who I thought stopped ranting Rubbish words pokes my arm only to say this line "Shutup kinza...are you serious?" I glare at her not so good thoughts and words and she looks at me apologetically.

"Do you want to change the seat?" She quickly shakes her head and hugs my arm mumbling few dua's and verses in repeat which is making me laugh at her scared face and cuteness.

"Nothing is going to happen calm down" I caress my thumb on her knuckles seeing her shaking her leg up and down nervously.

She nods and holds me tightly when the air hostess rechecks and asks again if we have tighten our seatbelt's and that we will be leaving soon.

I try my best to not laugh at Kinza's face where her eyes our shut tight and her lips our moving so fast as she is repeating the verses in her mouth while hugging my arm as if her life depends on it. Poor baby, why is she so scared?

A gasp leaves her lips when I pat her cheek asking her to open her eyes and see the beautiful view of the clouds.

She opens one eye to take a peek and I do not stop from laughing this time "look" I point towards the window and she slowly cracks her necks and again a gasp leaves her lips, after staring for few seconds with shock she speaks "wow...when I was a kid I went in a plain it's like 10 to 12 years ago and only now I am going again...I feel so happy" she gives her best grin and turns again to look out but does not leave my arm, her head still resting against it, she is still holding it tightly and so do I.

I lean back and gently but carefully rest my head against hers which is resting on my arm as we peacefully see the beautiful scenery of the clouds.

"Those birds our lucky" she mumbles quietly, I close my eyes feeling sleepy not replying to her mumbling I take some rest.

"Oh my—We will go there right??" She gasps and looks at me with wide eyes "we will" I nod smiling to myself when I see her gawking her eyes every where as we are seated in a cab.

"Wow...this place is more beautiful than I heard" she cries as she eyes the beautiful bridge we are passing through.

A smile plays on her lips throughout the journey to our hotel in which we are staying.

When the driver stops the car, kinza quickly hops off and so do I. After paying the bills We take are belongings and enter this big lavishing building "are we staying here?" I shake my head "Nope just taking a visit because It looks clean" she rolls her eyes punches my back when I mock her.

"What? It's obvious isn't it?" I raise my eyebrow when she squints her eyes "don't act smart with me, I'll bite you I am telling you" she warns me with a glare and a hidden smile.

I shake my head with a chuckle, not at all doubting at her words because she has already done that before. Yes she literally without any thought bited my arm when I was annoying her few days ago.

I walk towards the receptionist with kinza who is not leaving my side which I am glad about, I don't want her to get lost in this nee place.

"Yes sir how can I help you?" The receptionist professionally smiles at us and I show her my phone where I have booked the room and without further questions she smiles at us and handles us the key "Thankyou and enjoy your stay Sir, Madam" Kinza waves and grins at her "she is nice" she doesn't forget to compliment her and I nod at that.

Kinza admires the beautiful surroundings in awe and I lead her towards the elevator not bothering to look around the same environment In which I have been before, stayed here for a week I guess for a business trip.

"Woah even they have designed the elevator...damn" her mouth gapes open looking around the small room sized elevator.

When it reaches the 10th floor we get out, I place my hand on Kinza's lower back asking her to walk forward when I see few not so good looking men's eyeing her. She blinks her eyes confused but walks ahead but glancing at me at time to time since she do not know which direction we should.

"This hotel is so big" I smile at the amusement in her voice "it is" I hold her waist so she could slow down when I see our room just few steps "that one" I take her towards the room and she holds her hands together patiently waiting for me to open.

In a quick scan the door open and I motion her with my chin to walk first. Her eyes lits up in excitement and she happily opens the door wide only to let out loud gasp at the beautiful interior work "woah" she looks around the living room which is very has all modern works.

She rushes and open the door which is our room and again she let's out a surprised gasp "Oh my—what the—" she looks around with wide eyes loving the view this room gives us which Is why I chose this room and to my greatest pleasure it was available.

"Ayaan look at this!!" My eyes widens when she calls me by my name for the first time willingly and not by me forcing her. I blink my eyes not believing it and wanting to hear it again desperately.

"What did you say?" I ask her getting near to her and she looks over her shoulder with red excited face "look at this!" She points through the window showing me the beach which can be clearly seen.

Knowing that she did not say it in her right sense, I let it slide but mentally plan on making her call me by my name only in this next few days.

I walk towards her to get a clear view "It's beautiful" she speaks more to herself and I nod at that "you should go freshen up, we had a long journey" she nods and looks at me wide eyes "I did not see how the washroom look like" she runs away and before I could follow the room bell rings so I leave her to go take our bags which the staff must have brought.

The young guy smiles at me when I open the door and places our bags down before giving me a small bow he leaves.

"Husband!! Look at this! How to open this?! This all looks like a different language to me" she laughs and calls for me...well, here we go with this husband again.

Not that I don't like it but Since I desperately want to hear my name being call I prefer my name over husband. But husband looks possessive and I like that.

"Coming"

After having a quick shower I get out to see kinza drying her hair while looking at the view which she has fallen in love with.

I lick my dry lips nervously feeling awkward and different at this trip which is named as honeymoon and I feel goosebumps crawling through my skin when I hear that word, well it can be simply named as trip but my extra super mother need to exaggerate it and tell everyone around 'Oh my son is going to his honeymoon to paris this week!' She literally screams in her phone telling her beloved friends and sisters, making it such a big scene that I feel so different now...don't know if I can phrase it with the word uncomfortable but when I see Kinza's happy face I forget everything and I feel like extending this trip for how many ever days she wants.

That's smile is enough for me to do anything, and I hate myself for being so weak. Because I know this is not me, then what is happening with me? Why do I feel so weak under her stare, under her smile. Why does my heart flips when she smiles? Why do I hate myself when she cries thinking that I am the reason behind her tears, when I am not? Why do I smile when she smiles? I don't know..

And I did not even realised when, her smile became my favourite sight.

And I wish and pray that this beautiful sight should never go missing until my death or until I loose my eye sight.

"Oye husband?" I blink my eyes when I see her standing infront of me waving her hand "I was talking to you like a mad from the past thirty seconds" she glares at me like a teacher asking me where I was lost and when she sees a frown on my forehead her expression changes into a worried one.

"Umm what's wrong?" She blinks her eyes confused and I force myself to get together and act normal.

I run my fingers through her not so wet hair before taking her hands in mine, when she sees me looking at her in silence actually fighting with my inner question which have irrupted in my mind because of my brother who asked if I confessed her about my feelings....and when I just looked at him blankly He gasped and literally scolded me for me being so dumb and not confessing my love because girls starts doubting on themselves when the guy does not confess her love.

Love? Confessing? Freaking hell I am not good at this!

And I am so new to this shit that I was only blinking my eyes confused, but I seriously don't know what to do or how to do and A little part of me is scared that kinza, who means so much to me now, will have some possibilities of leaving me because I am not someone who expresses. And that scares me.

"It's okay" she again gives me that breath taking smile, "huh?" I look at her confused "I feel like you're going to apologise and say 'I am sorry we won't be able to go out and roam around because suddenly some how my employees made a super duper plan on ruining my holiday time by giving me work' I am getting a strong feeling that these are your next words" she squints her eyes with a pout which she is trying to hide as much as possible.

A low chuckle leaves my lips and I shake my head amused at her thinking "I am the boss sweetheart, I give them work they don't" I speak in a low voice to which she clicks her tongue as if she forgot that, Chuckling at her cuteness when she slaps her forehead I lean forward to kiss those pouty lips which I am sure will make me forget the unwanted stress I am going through.

I pull her closer by her waist, holding her nape and gently massaging it and running my fingers through her hair loving her kisses and her lips but I force myself to part a little to look at her beautiful face that is glowing with shyness and her red cheek and the way she is not opening her eyes and waiting for me to do something is driving me insane.

I give her what she is asking for silently by kissing those lips which I am not able to resist and the way my heart sparks with joy whenever I kiss her, and the way blood rushes down whenever she flips my heart with her lovely actions and the way her smile has become my favourite sight, It only tells me clearly that I am in love with this women, my women.

Gently caressing my thumb on her hot cheeks I devour her mouth not at all feeling nasty when doing this but feeling more than good. I ignore the other part of me who used to feel disgusted a few years back when people used to kiss out of nowhere. Well, that's past, let's ignore the past cause the only thing I want to do now is kiss her and show her how much I love her, because I am too coward to say it verbally.

I gently part our lips letting her breathe, do not suffocate her since it has to be a sweet moment not a difficult one for her. I press my forehead against her, softly breathing against each other, sharing no words but enjoying the silence.

I open my eyes to see her lids closed and her lips parted as she is gasping for air.

"What do you think honeymoon is?" I finally ask the question which I wanted to ask for a long time but was not able to.

She nibble on her lower lip and opens her beautiful brown orbs which has hidden desert in it. "Hmm?" She gulps not expecting me to question this.

I pull her closer knowing that she won't be able to answer if I stare at her so I hug her m, hiding my face in the crook of her neck inhaling her addicting smell.

"Tell me sweetheart" her breathe shudders when she takes a deep breathe before opening her mouth to speak.

"Umm I don't know umm.." when I see her getting nervous I move away but lead her towards our bed. I sit down and take her between my legs. Not able to ignore the softness of mattress as I sit. I hold her by her waist gently pulling her closer and taking her hand in mine so does not fiddle with and the other hand caresses her waist at time to time.

"Do you want to know what I think about it?" She nibbles on her lower lip but nods shyly already expecting me to be a pervy and that's what I want to clear with her so she could stay with me comfortably without being nervous.

"I think it is all about enjoying togetherness, I am sure your nervous to be honest I am too but more than that I am excited to spend each and every second with you and only you, enjoying day and night with you. It's not about getting intimate or doing something intimate because we are alone. I am not even thinking about it and I don't want you to get nervous by thinking about it too, we are going to spend time the whole 24 hours of each day only laughing and playing around and nothing else. Did you get that sweetheart? I am not someone who expresses I am sure you would have figured it out by now because I am someone who was always alone and after you came in my life I started to speak a little too much, laugh more than I always and about expressing and confessing I still suck at that. If you want me to change I will try my best to change myself but I hope you don't get disappointed if I am not expressing things vocally, hmm?" I look at her with some hope and she shyly smiles at me.

A smile forms on my lips when she wraps her arms around me and giggles "I won't be disappointed at all I promise! But you also should know by now, I enjoy our eye talk more than our verbal talk" she grins telling the opposite of what I was expecting and that was enough for me to flips her body and pamper her with kisses loads of kisses and when laughter fills the room, I knew this is what I wanted, she is perfect for me and I hope I can become her perfect one day.

"You look beautiful under me" I stay above her looking at her heavenly features, she grins and hides her face in her palm but I hold her wrist intertwining our fingers together and resting them against each side of her head "I complemented you sweetheart, where is your manners, you should thank me" she giggles and shake her head.

I raise my eyebrow trying to act serious but not able to help myself from showing my teeth, grinning at her cute behaviour "your being disrespectful now" I lean forward with my eyes squinted.

"I want to say something else" she mumbles "hmm? please tell but I hope your not planning on saying I did not ask for your compliment...I am telling you, you will be punished ba—" she cuts me off and in a quick beat she stops my heart beat.

"I love you" My heart stops hearing her saying something which has taken away my breathe, I blink my wide eyes still in a state of shock "W-What?" Why does these words sounds so pleasant in hearing even though its obvious she loves me and I love her with all my heart.

"I love you" she again repeats and I close my eyes feeling multiple emotions flooding through my veins. This feels amazing, I feel important, I feel loved, I feel all emotional emotions in one go. Make her feel the same by repeating it Ayaan. It's not that difficult.

"I-I Lo—" Kinza shushes me up which makes me open my eyes and look into her beautiful ones.

"Your good at kissing Mr Khan not at saying this cringe lines, leave that on me and you do what your best at" my heart flutters at her sentence as she eyes my lips secretly telling me that I am good at kissing and acting bolder than she is. With a bright grin I lean forward to kiss her and showing her how she means to me and how much I love her and cherish her.

"Don't give me sudden heart attack Mrs Khan, I would have lost my balance and crushed you because of your bold attack" Whispering, I brush my nose tip against her's and my heart flips and does a summersault at her soft giggles, which I love hearing.