Part 6 –

"Y/n?" Bill said and pulled up on his bike

"Bill?"

"What's wrong?"

I sighed and ran over to him and hugged him, letting out a little sob

"I'm so sorry." I said

He frowned "What?"

"I-it's my fault about Georgie. I-I didn't mean to."

"Hey what? What happened?"

"Georgie was in that house. H-he said that it was my fault. And I can't help but think maybe that's partly true. I took you away from him, so you didn't play with him that day. He wouldn't be dead if it wasn't for me."

"Hey hey it's okay. Its Pennywise he's trying to scare you." He pulled me into a hug, and I started to relax "It's okay."

"Eddie... Eddie!" I said, "We need to find Eddie!"

"Okay okay, come on."

I got on the back of his bike and we went back to the inn, in hopes Eddie was okay

I got off the back of Bills bike and ran inside

"Eddie?" I shouted but there was no reply

"EDDIE?!" I shouted even louder, hoping he would hear

"Everything okay?" Beverly walked out the room where the bar was, and I saw ben no too far behind her

"Is Eddie back?' I asked

"Yeah he's upstairs. Just got back, why?"

I sighed a relief and ran up the stairs not bothering to answer her question

I opened the door to his room and saw him by the sink cleaning up

"What's up?"

I ignored him and pulled him into a hug, my eyes glossing over with tears

"Thank god."

"What happened?" He asked

I sighed "I went to my old house to see what Mike told us to look for. And I was trapped. Everyone was there, then you were there. B-but you were killed right in front of me. Pennywise stuck something in your chest and- "I couldn't say anything else as I let out a small sob

"Hey, it's okay." He pulled me into him, giving me a hug

"Eds I can't lose you. Not again. I know it's my fault because I left but seeing you die in front of me like that- it broke my heart." I sniffed

He put his hands on my face, removing all the hair that was currently in the way of my face

"Y/n, I'm fine. I'm okay." he said "Just breathe."

I nodded, trying to calm myself down

"There you go." He smiled, I caught myself getting lost in his eyes. Everything else around us was non-existent anymore. All that mattered was me and him

He diverted his eyes down to my lips and back to my eyes

I felt both of us slowly leaning in, before I became hesitant. Inches away from each other I remembered he was married. I shouldn't even be in this position to allow him to kiss me, knowing his loyalties were with someone else

Before I could stop anything, Eddie placed his lips on mine. The sparks flying and the warmth of his lips back again. How I missed that feeling. No matter how many boyfriends I had in the last 27 years nothing compared to this moment. This moment I craved for so long, and i was finally getting it again.

I pulled him in closer to deepen the kiss when reality hit me again. He's married Y/n.

I lightly pushed him away, to see his face drop. The hint of sadness obvious on his face

"E-Eddie you're married. We can't. You know the minute this is all over you will go back there and be with your wife again." I said

"Y/n- "

"Eddie no, you can't do that to her." I said and walked back into my room

I closed the door quickly and lent against the door and sighed, as amazing as that kiss was, I knew it wasn't right to let him think I wanted it. He had a wife, he married someone. he made a promise to someone else to be faithful and made a vow to that person.

I walked over to the bed and flopped down in frustration

That boy was going to be the death of me

I shut my eyes for a brief second, remembering the good times

*flashback*

"y/n! stop! Please!" Eddie said in between laugher

I laughed along with him as I carried on tickling him

"Not until you admit, that I'm the funnier person." I said

He shook his head "We both know it's me."

I rolled my eyes "Nope wrong." I said and tickled him more

"Okay! Okay! You are funnier, please stop!" He laughed

I stopped for a minute and smiled down at him

"I love you Eds."

"I love you too." He pecked my lips and quickly pushed me off and him getting on top of me

"Oi! No fair." I pouted

"It is fair, now I can make you tell the real truth." He said and started to tickle me

"No! no Eds please." I laughed

"Who's funnier?"

"Me." I said, sticking my tongue out

He tickled me some more before he winced

"Hey what's wrong?' I asked

"My arm still hurts a little." He said

"Sorry Eds, want to watch a movie?" I asked

He nodded grabbing the blanket, both of us laying back getting comfy

"I love you." He smiled

"I love you too." I kissed him on the cheek and cuddled up to him, my head resting on his shoulder

My eyes slowly began to shut as the movie started to play

"Y/n?" Eddie whispered, but I was too tired to respond. Eddie sighed and covered me up with the blanket, putting his arm around me "I'm so glad I met you and I hope you never leave me. I don't know what I would do without you." He said and kissed the top of my head, melting my heart with his words. Soon after Eddie fell asleep too

*end of flashback*

I smiled at how cute we used to be together before I was brought out of my thoughts by a piercing scream, which I identified as Beverly's

I quickly jumped to my feet and opened the door

"Eddie?! Oh my god!" I ran over to him as he got out his room and sat on the stairs

There was blood all down his face and top

"W-what happened?" I asked

He groaned

"You were okay a second ago!" I said

He groaned in pain as his wound bled out more

"it's okay I got it." I placed my hand over his cheek, closing up the wound with my fingers