Parked outside the gas station, I posed as A'Mariell took my picture. "Is it cute?" I asked grabbing the phone looking through the photos I picked my favorite 3 &' posted them to Instagram.

"Baby where??" A'Mariell asked me, making me laugh. "All in the tits, still leaking &' shit. I don't know how I'm wearing this white tee." I joked back making her join in on my laugh .

"It seem like it's been forever since we got lit, who kick back we going too?" I asked her again for the third time . She just smacked her lips . "Girl I told you once twice &' three times. If you don't wanna go just say dat." A'Mariell told me climbing in the passenger seat of my car, I'd finally bought an all while 2017 camero, I call her milk Marie .

"I swear I do wanna go, I wanna get fucked up too so I'm gone go head give my keys up." I mentioned pulling out &' heading to her apartment for us to get ready . "Wait stop at dis liquor store." She said, I hurriedly flicked my blinker &' turned left into the parking lot of the corner store . We both undid our seatbelts &' jogged into the corner store, I held my breast as we ran cause they were still sore .

"Oh No Baby?" The Foreign Cashier Spoke to me making me smile . "Yes baby, just not in here anymore." I joked pointing at my belly .

"Lemme get dat 1942." A'Mariell spoke making me jerk my neck towards her . "Bitch you said we was going half on a bottle, who finna pay for d- BITCH who is finna DRINK that." I spoke putting emphasis on my words . "You said you wanna get fucked up right?" She asked me , smiling showing all her damn teeth . "&' lemme get a pint of patron too bossman." She added , i palmed my face knowing we we're going to drink both bottles &' probably get more, we were not lightweights . He rung us up before telling us the total "212.67" We both pulled out blue strips, she handed him the extras We grabbed chasers on the way out &' headed back to the house .

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"Trench bitch, she don't give a fuck about rich bitch

And I keep my pistol in her purse, 'cause I can't risk it

Trench bitch, she know when I fuck, I ain't gon' kiss it

And she gave me all her niggas drugs, knowin' it's his shit

Trench bitch, she been gettin' money, she a trick, trick

And she get to swipin' with her friend, that's how they get shit

Trench bitch, she can't hold a secret, showin' my dick pick

My skinny bitch had took it, so I sent it to my thick bitch"

We yelled out the lyrics to lil durk as we bounced around, getting ready to go out .

"I'm finna put this on bestie." She spoke getting my attention, she pulled out a cropped black jacket with brown fur, a blank tank that exposed her tits with dark ripped jeans &' a pair of all black heels .

"What you doing to yo hair?" I asked laying my edges . "A lil slick back, nothing too serious."

I nodded standing up showing her my outfit .

"Is this too extra ? Cause I'll change. Like is my baby fat sticking out ion wanna cause too much attention to mys-" "Bestfriend you look great, like I promise it does not look like you had a baby at all . Don't be insecure baby you look good." She hyped me . I pressed my lips together twirling around .

I wore a black two piece , i unbraided my hair so it could crinkle before adding too braids in the front leaving it down .

I recorded as A'Mariell drove my boat with the 1942 then chased it with the patron before posting it to my story. She took one shot before grabbing her purse, phone &' my keys &' heading out the door.

Pulling up to the function it had cars parked down the street, Don saved me a spot . His little brother turned 20 today &' they were having a party for him, he told me bring Zay to get her out the house, that was so sweet of him.

"Wait lemme drive yo boat bestie." Zaylin spoke before we hopped out the car. I threw my red Bull back before tilting my head &' letting her pour the liquor in my mouth . I took a few more shots while we got turnt in the car before we both bailed out &' walked to the front door . I sent don a quick text letting him know we were here &' shortly he answered the door with a gallon of Hennessy in his hand, his face lit up seeing me at the door .

"Come on, come meet my folks." He motioned for us to come in . "How rude am I, what yo name is?" He turned to Zay . She gave him a smile smile while sticking her hand out. "Zay, &' yours ?" She asked back being polite because I'm sure she knew . He pointed at the bottle &' then me &' let out a lil laugh .

"Ask yo bestfriend what her favorite liquor is." He joked to her making her laugh with him . He introduced us to his people &' Zaylin &' his brother Drew hit it off instantly , we all sat in a circle taking shots whenever the song changed to get drunk quicker . I looked over at Zaylin to see if she was enjoying herself &' all I could see was her white teeth, I smiled with her before turning my attention to Don who was clearly drunk .

A brow skinned girl walked over to us, she looked at me then looked at Don . She was drunk as well I could tell in her face .

"Listen, I'm not tryna be rude but y'all go together?" She asked, he looked at me &' I looked at him .

"Na we just coo." He confirmed to her . "Okay perfect cause I been staring at you across the room, like damn God took his time on you." She spoke.

Don smiled , attempting to say thank you she stuck her hand out . "Uhuh , Not you .. you." She confirmed looking at me, my eyes widened. "Oh shittt." Don said getting geeked . I was stuck

"I need a shot." I complained jokingly, She offered to give me a shot of her patron &' I was down . Zaylin walked over to us , with a stank look.

"Well look who in here making friends." She smartly spoke . The girl quickly shifted her attention to Zay

"Oh my god, they just get badder &' badder." She complimented . I nudged Zaylin , "She like girls." I mumbled as quiet as I could over the music .

Zaylin had an oh look &' said thank you to the girl .

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After more drinks, Zaylin was basically tripping over air so I decided it was time to take my good babymom home . "Call Mar an-an-an &' tell him mama coming home &' have the dooorrr opennn &' I'm still sleeping with in the guest room cause he be tryna sneak this COOCHIE ." She screamed the last part making me die of laughter. Don laughed at her too, he saw how drunk she was &' sobered up to help me take care of him.

"Is you done drinking mom?" Don asked in front of Drew. "Wait she got kids?" He asked

"Nooo no not KIDS, a kid, a new kid &' she a baby too oh she so cute, no give me another shot." Zaylin mouthed off I laughed . Knowing she didn't need anymore liquor, I gave her the biggest shot ever. 18,1942,Hennessy &' patron all mixed &' she took that shit like a pimp, Until she stood up . Her body folded like a lawn chair &' she hit the ground, luckily it was a packed party so only a handful of people seen . I smiled seeing how fucked up she was. I know she needed a good night, she took a long 10 months off &' I know she was stressed She needed to feel like she didn't have a responsibility for one night .

I tried to get her up but she was too heavy .

Don shut the music off . "AYE IMA LET YALL GET BACK TO PARTYING, BUT I NEED A CLEAR PATH TO THE DOOR." He screamed, playing the music again . Everyone moved , Drew &' Don Carried her to the car fastening her in the seatbelt &' all .

"Waittttt Dreww, Can I Have A Kiss ? I promise ion kiss my baby daddy." She spoke drunkly . I couldn't do nothing but laugh . "Ion Give A Fuck If You Did, Fuck Dat Nigga." Drew spoke . I cut that shit super short . "Just leave it at you don't give a fuck. Cause dats my blood &' I won't ever play bout him." I spoke looking at him. "My bad shorty I was joking round but I get what you saying ion play bout my blood either." He spoke nudging Don playfully .

Don leaned in my window . "You safe to drive home?" He asked, I nodded . " I am good my love " i confirmed. "I'll swing by in the morning ." He spoke kissing my forehead. "Na swing by tonight." I spoke

putting the car in revere &' pulling out of the driveway. Pulling up to Marlons I FaceTimed him hoping he would answer cause it is 4 in the morning . He answered with the baby on his chest

"Yo , fuck is Zaylin?" He asked harshly .

"I'm good how are you. the fuck." I spoke back harshly . "Come get her though, look at her." I flashed the camera as she sat in her passenger seat drunk . The phone disconnected &' soon I seen the front door swing open &' my shirtless brother angrily rush down the steps . He roughly grabbed her bridal style

"Gimme her keys." He told me,I smacked my lips

"How the fuck ima get home ? You gone take me?" I asked pulling the keys out the ignition. "Tae in dere shooting dice, ask his lazy fat ass." He spoke

"Oh you must've got hit on d's cause you'reeee pissed." I dragged, making him more irritated.

I ran in the house behind them seeing Tae recording the niggas, he did a double take once he seen me &' tried to hide his smile .

"Hey bestfriend ." I spoke, my shots finally kicking in

"Wassgood." He spoke back as we hugged .

"You drunk ? I smell it on you." He told me I just giggled . "Yeah you can take me home." I told him more then asked . "You ready now?" He asked me grabbing his stuff . "Yup." I popped my p &' followed him out .

"Throat Babyyyy, I'm tryna give it to youuu." I sung along to the music, it's like I was getting drunker by the second . We pulled into my house, seeing Don's car parked outside, my heart dropped into my ass . I played it cool like I didn't see his vehicle .

"Who dat is?" Tae asked me. "Huh?" I quickly asked back making him snap his neck towards me

"Mannn A'Mariell who is in dat car?" He asked again this time looking in my eyes . I was far too drunk now . "Uh my friends?" I answered truthfully

"A'Mariell, I will park this car right here . It will not move . Who the fuck is in this car?"

"You really wanna know?" I asked looking into his eyes back . "Matter fact , I don't . Just give me a kiss so dey know I ain't going no fuckin where no time soon." He spoke gripping my neck pulling me into in embrace &' slapping me with a sloppy kiss .

I just shook my head before climbing out his car

"I love you bestfriend." He told me before I shut the door . "I love you too Ivontae, text me when you make it back to Mar's"

I unlocked my door &' waited for Tae to pull off before inviting Don in for the night , making sure I locked the door behind him . We cuddled up &' fell sound asleep .