The nights are cold and there are times when I am thankful that I have a boyfriend to be with me to hug me and make me warm.

I still doubt everything that happens to me. Is this the butterfly effect? I didn't chase him back then in the past but just observed him from afar.

Is this because of my good karma or is it fate that is trying to make the two of us fall in love together.

I don't want this happiness to stop. Maybe it's a dream and after waking up from that dream everything will became dull again.

But one thing is for sure, I would hold this happiness tightly and never let go of it.

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My sister decided to shop along with me and so I have to go to every store and boutique we could find just to find the right dress for this birthday party that is coming up

I reminded her again but she didn't even look at me as she continues to take dresses in her arms.

Yes I know. My boyfriend's hot and rich but I trust him, although I don't trust the women he met and will meet in this party.

I guess I need to listen to my sister s advice, again.

Liliana's birthday was supposed to be a party but her parents want the typical part where rich kids talk to each other and their families are congratulating while your parents boast about you. Basically it's like a business in pretense of a birthday party. There would be important people and rich family household for generation so I don't want to make a mistake tonight. It wasn't enough for his parents approval but for his entire circle of friends too.

My sister decided on a baby blue off shoulder dree that ends in my mid thigh and has blue layered laces on the skirts and is designed with silverly blue snowflakes. It wasn't enough to garner everyone's attention but it's elegant and feminine and is the right one for me. I paired it up with a glittering blue wallet and silver heels.

My hair was up in a bun and my hair was braided like a headband so it won't mess up. All in all it was classy and formal which was essential for the party tonight.

I could hear honks and my sister squealed in delight, Sebastian must be here. I suddenly feel nervous and I look in the mirror to see if there's anything wrong or if my dress are still good.

My sister didn't wait for me to say anything as she makes me go downstairs to meet Sebastian.

Walking deliberately slow, my heart pound at the sight of him in his black tuxedo and hair that feels like it has gone into a salon for hours just to get the perfect amount of wave and gel into it. But I was intoxicated at his eyes, his eyes look at my head down to my neck, my chest my legs and even in my feet. It feels like a warm hand caress every part of my body that he is looking.

Blushing at my dirty thought I snap out when Sebastian hold my hands.

he finishes it with his smile while showing his pearly whites teeth on me. He was dashing tonight and I couldn't help but tighten my hold into him more at the thought of women harassing him with their eyes.

he just chuckled and kiss me in my cheeks.

laughing at his pettiness, my heart can't help but feel an overdose of sweetness when I always see his jealous side.

Pleased by my father he held me through my head and kiss my eyes. Smelling his manly scent coupled with the minty foresty smell on him, I can't help but to stick more closer to him.

We get to the car and drive towards Liliana's mansion. I hope everything goes well.

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The mansion or more like castle was Grand and you could see and hear the noise from the inside of the mansion. Some butlers would open the doors for you and you could immediately see the shimmering crystalized chandelier hanging in the ceiling along with other small chandeliers. The color theme was black,silver and gold which gives off the sophisticated and elegant touch on the party.

Ladies with their partners hanging off their arms linking it to them tightly. Different colors were seen, glittering sequens, long puffy gowns dress for a princess, and some skin tight gowns that accentuate their body. Either their showing their back, legs, chest all of them show off their body for everyone to see or even to drool. I look at my dress and thank myself for not making my sister choose my dress, it would be color red and has slits and show cleavage on it which I highly despise.

There is also some chairs surrounding a big circular table with some flowers in top and the utensils are already arranged. The music was groovy and there are musicians on the side, all in all it feels like a party in the past.

Liliana finally decide to descend, her brother with his handsome face combined with a tuxedo, he truly looks like a prince. She looks like a princess while walking downstairs. Her gown is a dark green sweet hear neckline with laces and it's puffy which makes her look like a true princess coupled with her delicate features.

The sound of the horn starts the dance and we all lined up. It was the usual ballroom dance with some simple dance moves so it was easy to follow along. We change partners and twirl again until the clock strike 9 and off we go to eat.

It was a buffet and there are also some refreshments and appetizers are lined up. With just their aesthetic look, you could feel full and doesn't want to ruin the great art. But if course I'm hungry and after eating resumed the chattering of all guests. There are people who would introduce their daughters and some to some of their close friends and even their partners in business.

Of course there are also some people who know my boyfriend and can't help but chat to him. My face starts to feel sore from all the smiles and greetings that I did. No wonder Sebastian seems so composed about this type of party. He is also one of the "most richest bachelor" here and of course the families and the ladies won't hestitate to greet and form a relationship to him. It was really getting on my nerves when this lady with her red skin tight dress is practically shoving her chest to MY boyfriend.

I could only held my laugh as I see the darkened face of the woman. Smiling at him, I kiss him in the cheek and pat his head while thinking "good boy".

He awkwardly placed his hands to his neck while apologizing to me.

Threatening him, I was pleased when he nods his head frantically while placing his forehead onto mine. His hands found it's way to my waist while he look me straight to the eyes.

"I love you"

"Love you"

He freaking loves me.

Me!

I wanted to shout to the whole world that he finally loves me.

My heart literally stops and I feel like we're the only one in this world. The intensity in his eyes tells me that he's sincere. He pecked me in my lips and I was snapped out of my daze.

Eyes clouding with tears as k held his face and deepen the kiss. I didn't care a out the people that might see us, I don't care about the stares and judgemental eyes they have. All I care is that I finally met him and love him. I wanted to say I love him from the first time I saw him.

I love him in the past and will continue to love him in the present.

I wanted to say many things but with that words I could feel he knew already the thought that is on my mind. He just smiles and wipe the tears on my eyes as he laughed at me.

Teasing me, I hit him in the chest with my fist. It looks like a kitten clawed on your hand which makes him laugh more.

he salute at me and I left chuckling.

I was about to turn left when a figure stand in front of me. Finding his familiar eyes I step back and was supposed to go when I feel his fingers in my neck.

he grip my neck and I find his eyes. His gaze was familiar and the last thing that came to my mind when I left in the past was his eyes. He continued to stroke it and then tighten it. I was rooted on the spot and I wanted to badly move but his piercing eyes stop me.

The clock strikes and he left me there shaking in fear. My steps seems so heavy and I feel like I wanted to puke. Holding the tears in I stop myself from puking.

I rush towards Sebastian not caring about the tears on my face. I just hold him tight and nestle myself in his embrace.

he nods his head and he apologized to Liliana. At the car I could still feel his hands on my neck, squeezing the life out of me.

Sebastian just holds my hands and kissed my forehead.

nodding at him I smiled at his consideration. It wasn't the right time to say anything. We just barely started and I don't want to burden him with anything.

Everything's gonna be fine.

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