Sebastian insisted on driving us back home, I couldn't bear to reject him.

Now, we are huddled in this car with the people I've known from my past and present life. There's a silence in the air but my sister, Lorena is an extrovert. She loved to socialize while I don't.

The silence turned into a small conversation with my sister and Lilian, although I don't feel too well for her doesn't mean I hate her. I didn't butt in to their conversation and I don't want to impose.

I could see happiness shone through her eyes. She has many friends in the past but none of them were true to her, how about now. Did she find some true friends here in this time?

They didn't remember any memories from their past. The pain, suffering and misery was all gone along with the time.

But as time passed, my memories from the past that was supposed to fade seems to be not working. I could still recall everything.

I was the one who is still suffering but maybe, maybe it was for the best.

They know I could keep a secret. They know my lips are sealed. But does it have to be me?

Am I getting punish?

I didn't do anything bad.

Or was I?

I was the first one to get off, I couldn't wait to get rid off the tense feeling I have on me. I could feel my sister's glance at me. I know she's itching to know the things I'm doing.

A voice stopped me, turning back I found his concerned eyes. I could never get enough of it so i avoid my eyes to prevent myself from being a fool again.

My sister take the two siblings and tried to entertain them while she tries to let the two of us alone.

My laughter pierce through the silent night. Never have I imagined that the oh-so composed man Sebastian would feel flustered. Maybe it's my turn to tease me.

His eyes furrowed a bit then he broke out in a smile. His eyes are full of mischief.

he finishes with a smile but not a full blown smile. Even so I can't help but smile and blush.

The fear and confused state fade and with just a smile from him all the things that occupied my mind was long gone.

after saying that he smiles more and I can't help but to clutch my hand.

The two of just stare to each other, heart beating fast and sweat coming out from my hand and forehead, even though it's midnight and the wind is blowing. A hand was on my forehead, wiping some sweat that trickeld down from my neck. His gaze became dark and a shadow suddenly blocked my sight.

Soft warm lips was all I feel. It was firm but gentle, I couldn't help but lean on to him and before I know it, my hand was on his neck. Hands tugging his hair as he groaned lowly from my lips. He nibbled my bottom lips and I couldn't help but whimper a bit. His embrace was warm and I can't help but to hold him tightly as I feel like I was falling down.

Our breaths mingled together and after some time our lips separated. Foreheads so close to each other I could feel his breath on me. Biting my lips, I could still feel him. His eyes turned dark and kiss me for a bit, tugging my upper lip he released a choked breath.

Hoarse voice was heard from my ears. I could feel his muscles tense and his rigid pose, meeting his eyes I laugh at how contorted his face were.

pecking him a bit he groaned a little bit but smile afterwards. My body feels warm and I feel like a big weight was lifted off my shoulders.

After that my sister and I got home, I just stood to our porch as I see him drive off. Looking at my phone,it was already 3:30 am. I would really like to sleep now. I just mouthed at my sister "later" as she tried to get some information from me. Laughing silently at her sillyness we made it to our rooms and plop through my soft beddings.

I feel warm and relaxed. Who knows that a kiss from Sebastian could make my worries go away. Lifting my fingers to my swollen lips l, my smiled at the memory. Tomorrow is another day and I won't let my past ruined my chance with him again.

The past is in the past already, no matter how it haunted you it's already gone a long time ago.

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