Awkwardness feel the entire room as the two of us were preoccupied on our own thoughts.

Wanting to break the stiff atmosphere I got up from my seat and come closer to him.

Coming closer to him, I smell his intoxicated scent. It's the smell of the Earth and has a hint of peppermint on it. It's warm but at the same time was dark, making me sneakily sniff some.

followed by a heart stopping smile. I immediately take action and hand my camera to him, he pat the other seat for me.I leaned closer to him, biting my lips as I try to avoid breathing in front of his face.

He focus his eyes on my camera, and I took the chance to study him. His face become more handsome when looking at this side. I can see a little stubble on his jaw, he probably doesn't have time to shave these following days. His eyes are literally golden, brown eyes with a hint of Amber color on it, the spec of gold in his eyes make me wonder if it's due to the sun or maybe I'm just making up things on my mind. You could get lost on those eyes, I wonder if it'll shine even in the dark. His eyes are the most attractive part of his body and possibly the most fascinating thing I have seen.

I was so lost in his eyes that I didn't see his eyes on me, clashing both gaze to each other, my heart speed up and skip a bit. Lowering my head, I let my hair Cascade in order to shield myself from his prying eyes.

picking up his coat as well as my hand, his grip not too tight but is impossible to break apart though.

not realizing anything wrong with my words I look at him, well tilted my head upwards because his height is too tall from me.

Tilting my head in the side in confusion,I wonder why he think that. Suddenly I felt like a zap on my spine.

Aren't you tired and sore?

Sore

Can you still walk?

Oh gosh! I didn't mean to ask a sensual question. I just want to ask him if he's still okay, but now. I feel like a pervert.

I look at him and shake my head until I fell like my head is gonna fall off from shaking. I tried to explain but I was stuck and my face is piping hot. I really wish I could crawl into a ball and roll down. I was stop by a hearty laugh of a man, gaping at him I feel like he's gone crazy. His eyes full of amusement he tried to smother his laugh with his palm. Handling his voice and his laugh is no easy feat because every time he laugh, I get shock like I was struck by a thunder bolt.

I was so embarrassed that I didn't care if his still following me. I stated to walk fast but who am I kidding? He's 6'2 foot, he got long legs that 3 steps was equivalent to 1 step for him, due to that he easily catches up to me. Even though he's not saying anything, he's eyes are teasing me. Pouting at him he finally stops and ruffles my hair like a little kid. Heart beating so fast at the sight of him. I really can't get enough of him, his gentle eyes, deep dark tone and his brightly sun like eyes.

Oh it's the annual fair. I must have been preoccupied thinking about our date that I actually forgot about it.

My parents always go to the annual fair, me and my sister would run and jump around at the fair. Seeing so many things all at once can make me feel overwhelmed but when it's the fair, it only excites me more. Going to the fair is the only thing that I absolutely love when I was a kid. Even though I'm an adult in a child's body, just by being in a fair makes me like a child again.

filled with hope I look up at Sebastian. He seems pleased about it although I didn't understand it I just let it go considering that my mind is still on the annual fair.

grabbing my hands with him, I feel the roughness and some calluses in his hands. They were so different from mine, his was much bigger than mine he could easily crush it with his bare hands. Enjoying the warm feeling of his touch we set out to the annual fair.

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Excitement was clearly seen on my face the minute we step down to the fair.There is so much going on in this place. Children's from various places and different ages are huddling on an amusement show which composed of animal shows, puppets, comedies, story telling and many more. You could see them running around the place, never staying still and the smiles.

Oh! The smiles on their faces are so infectious it makes everyone watching them smile too. Teenagers with they're own set of friends and couples holding hands, love is really in the air. Food vendors with their stalls are urging people to take a bite of their own food. The aromas makes your mouth salivate at that thought especially with their sales talk, it makes you wanna try and buy.

I almost forgot about Sebastian. Our hands are still tied to each other.

" smiling warmly at him, I tug his hand and pointed at my point finger the food stall nearby.

He look at the stall and nodded at me, finally I could eat! I rushed towards the stall but at the same time many people rushed to the stall too. How can I take an order if there are many blocks like people blocking me?

Disappointed at the outcome I turned around and was supposed to go to another stall when I feel the coldness from my hand. The hand that was holding me was nowhere. Feeling down, I just sit on a bench and wait for him. Maybe he see his colleagues or maybe he saw a beautiful girl and decided to hang out with her and abandoned me. Maybe he thinks that I'm not interesting and wasn't worth his time.

Pulling me out of my thoughts, a warm fluffy thing was pressed on my head. I found the waffles that I love and always order whenever we go to the annual fair.

Crouching beside me was Sebastian holding two pairs of waffles with strawberry, chocolate and whip creams topped on the other waffle while the other one was a simple chocolate filling.

Gaping at him not comprehending why he did that. There are at least thirty people buying some waffle in the stall.

comforting me, feeling warm by his action I just smile at him. I really wanna hug him but resorted to just hold his hand. The moment our hands touch again, I feel an electric current traveling through my hand down to my spine. Holding it tightly we play games and all

throwing my dart at the balloon as it hits the target. I look at him with an arrogant look, I am a challenging person when it comes to the things that I'm good at. Whether it's playing darts and video games, I'm on.

Losing my focus as I throw the dart. I got distracted by the last word, I tried to think that he just spilled the word accidentally. Glancing at him I see his lips twitching until I narrowed my eyes at him that he gives a full grin.

Realizing that he distracted me on purpose, I give him my fiercest glare.

blushing at the cute word I just turn my head abruptly my neck twist in pain.

It feels like when you turned your head so fast when you have a stiff neck. The pain in my neck travels through my head, I didn't even realize that were outside of the fair.

Sebastian tilted my neck gently and massage it to ease the pain. Moaning I pain, I buried my head into Sebastian's neck not caring about proper distance anymore. Inhaling his scent, I feel myself calm down and felt the pain has subside. Leaning on to his chest as I breathe heavily I open my eyes and find him staring at me. His eyes turn darker though I didn't know if it's because it already dark or it just me. Anyway I untangled myself from his embrace, though I really want to be wrap in his arms, Its not appropriate.

I was about to thank him when I still saw his intense focus on me. He was leaning towards me, his eyes flickering back and forth to my eyes and to my lips. Biting my lips, I tried to clear the haze on my mind when I heard his voice.

his voice got deeper and somewhat a little huskier fro before.

Tilting my head as I try to decipher what he's saying.

i was stop by a warm feeling on top of my lips. My eyes are so wide I feel they will fall out. He just press his lips on mine and even though I was nervous, I closed my eyes and savored the feeling of his lips on mine.

There was no fireworks nor butterflies inside my stomach. It was warm and cold at the same time. Slowly he gently move and I was like a wooden log staying still.

he understands that I don't know how to kiss and that feeling when he cares for you makes my heart melt.

I copied the way his lips moved and soon our breaths are labored and heavy breathing can be heard from just moments ago. He pecked my lips again and I just stand there blushing and feeling a bit hot about what happened. Eyeing him I also find that I'm not the only one embarrassed about what happened earlier. His ears have gone so red that you can see it even though it's dark. I only feared that he will think that it's a mistake.

his breathing is normal again and the redness of his ears are already gone.

he pecked my lips again to stop me from rambling and it work but it makes me more nervous now.

he assured me with a smile, relaxing at that thought I smixed at him.Ruffling my hair he tugs my hand.

Still in a daze about what happened Sebastian shook me and our house was already in my sight. I get off and thank him for getting me home while he just stroke my cheek. Leaning my head to his warm hands, I find myself in a trance because of him.

Ushering me to go inside I wait for him to get to his car and drive back home. Waving a goodbye I finally step to our house.

In this lifetime, I will hold his hand tightly and never be a coward again.