Sans POV

sometimes I wonder why I even bother to try?

Why I try to be happy?

Why I try to be normal?

Why I try to live?

No one would care if I left

Wouldn't they be better without me?

I shake my head trying to make those thoughts go away

I go to the save screen and sure enough geno is there

He opens his arms and I run into them usually I would reject the hug but now

I felt safe

Frisk walked over and hugged me too I cried hugging them close

Only they understand me

Only they know how I feel

Only they know the real me

"Don't worry you'll be fine you just need some time" geno said frisk nodded and jumped on my head giggling

I picked her up and held her in my arms and her demon friend came in with her

"So how have you three been??" I questioned the trio

'We have been alright and thanks for the letter and chocolate' she signed holding up the chocolate I smiled

"Its okay kiddo do you still have the scythe??" I said she smiled and raised her hand summoning it

It looked different now it had a vine like handle and a silver blade that glowed a light green with small little flowers growing on it

I chuckled patting her head messing her hair up she grumbled playfully fixing her hair

'Can I see your scythe' she signed looking hopeful I held out my hand and summoned it

It was a lot bigger then hers and was a lot different too

It had a black obsidian handle with a gaster blaster head on the top and a shape light blue glowing blade at the bottom with a long light blue chain connected to it

She tries to pick it up but drops it straight away making her fall I chuckle and help her up

She puffs out her cheeks and marches towards my scythe again and tries to pick it up but fails

'Sans can you help me please!' She signs geno walks over and tries to lift it they fail

"Holy heck how do you manage to lift this thing or carry it around!" geno says sitting down

Frisks sits on his lap and glares at the scythe angrily

I pick it up with one hand and spin it around expertly

"Its my scythe only I can hold it unless I give it to someone and say they can hold it" I say and drop it into frisks hands

"I give frisk and geno permission to hold and use deaths scythe" I spoke

Frisks lifts it up with ease she passes it back to me and I give it to geno to hold and he lifts it spinning it in his hands

"Woah. Now this is much easier why didn't you do this the first time!?" He said

"Because I wanted to see if you guys could lift it" I said shrugging

He hands me back the scythe and I make it disappear in a cloud of black smoke

'Will you come to my pta meeting tomorrow please geno doesn't like them very much' she signed

"Hey! Its not my fault there boring and plus all they do is talk and talk and talk" he said

"Okay kid I'll come and pick you up then we'll get going okay" she nods happily

"Okay I gotta go guys before nightmare and killer get up and see I'm gone" I say frisk pouts

'But why!?? Can't you stay a little longer?" She signed I shake my head kneeling down to her height

''Sorry kiddo but I can't maybe next time I can but I can't leave them there I promise I'll visit again soon okay kid" I say she nods crying slightly

I sigh giving her a hug she cuddles up to me holding my cloak

I don't blame her for crying she knows how screwed up my life is and everything I've done her and geno both do

They just worry a lot for my safety as I worry for them and they haven't seen me in a long time

The last time they saw me was about a couple of months ago not counting when they were in reapertale with me

"Don't worry frisk I'll be back soon okay I promise and I never break my promises" I said smiling

She smiles back and I wipe her tears geno comes over and gives me a hug too

"Make sure you come back or I will drag you back to reapertale by your hood I swear to Asgore" he said I chuckled

"Let me guess. You promised pap that if I didn't come back you would drag me back to him" I said he smiled and nodded

"Yup so you better come back soon or im coming to find you" he said I nodded and gave him one final hug

I opened a portal getting ready to jump through

"WAIT! when will you come back?" Geno said stopping me from jumping through I shrugged my hood casting a shadow over my eyes

"I don't know" I said looking up at them they smiled sadly

"Soon maybe I just............I just need some time to get my head together okay" I said he nodded and I jumped through closing the portal behind me

They were both up and I grabbed some food from a random au and gave it too them

"How long was I out?" Nightmare asked me and killer shrugged

"About a day you took some pretty hard hits there pal" I said killer nodded in agreement

"Hey where did you go off to???" Killer said I shrugged

"Just visiting a friends of mine" I said eating a piece of pie

"Well then who were you visiting?" Killer said

"And where the hell are we? This looks like the anti-void" nightmare said looking around

"Well I was visiting geno and frisk ànd honestly-" I said looking around at the white empty space

"I have no idea but its not the anti-void or the omega timeline so I think another void??" I said it sounded like more of a question then a answer

"Well since were here I'm gonna kick back 'cause i be had to deal with enough shit this week" killer said and teleported a couch and TV in and turned turned it on

(Seriously killer -_-)

"Sometimes I wonder why I even hang out with you guys" I say they grin

"Because were your friends and us crazy people gotta stick together" nightmare said smiling which looked fucking terrifying if you didn't know him but to us we know its a real smile

"Yeah yeah whatever and I'll be gone tomorrow night" I said they look at me weirdly

"Why?? Are you going somewhere tomorrow??" Killer asked

"Yeah I promised frisk that I'll take her to the pta meeting that's happening 'cause geno hates them" I shrugged

Nightmare opens a window to the original au and looks through with au windows you can see them but they can't see you

Me and killer look over his shoulder to see what he's watching I see him holding some popcorn and take some he glares at him and I just point back at the window

Blue and classic sans aka the original sans are hanging out in from of classics house

"What do you call a person with no friends?" Classic say to blue

"You" blue says looking back at him

He steps back looking offended while blue had a cute innocent face on

"Umm I uh gotta go now so uhh" classic said blue smiled

"So are you going to see frisk or what??" Blue asked innocently classics face went bright blue with a blue

"Blue why do you do this to me!?" He said and hid his face in his hood

"Because its fun! And me and papyrus both agree that you two suit each other" blue said and smiled evilly holding up a camera

"Also me and papyrus took some photos and gave them to your alphys and my undyne" blue said classic blushed even more

"And honestly you guys look so cute together" blue says and shows a photo of classic frisk and classic sans sleeping together on the couch

"H-how did you even get that?" Classic said blue shrugged and frisk cane running out of the house with flour in her hair

She was running and almost hit blue who was in front of sans so blue quickly teleported out of the way so she hit sans instead

The two tumbled to the ground with frisk on top she accidentally kissed sans on the lips or where they should be

(I don't care about logic)

FLASH CLICK

Blue took the photo making them both blush madly and scramble to get up off the ground

Sans pulled up his hoodie and buried his face in his hood hiding his bright blue face

While frisk hid her face with her hand hiding her tomato red face

Both were a blushing mess

"Goodbye classic me! I'll be sending these to undyne!" Blue said and jumped through a portal

"I'm so proud" I say wiping a fake tear laughing slightly

"Where did he learn to counter the puns like that and how did he even get those pictures is he like a ninja or something!?" Killer said I raised my hand

"I taught him" i said laughing slightly nightmare was laughing slightly too but killer was full on laughing

Which sounded like a insane person laughing

"Well I'm going to sleep now good night" I said and made another couch appear going to sleep straight away

I probably shouldnt have taught blue how to stalk people

Oh well

Not my problem

Sorry this chapter sucks like shit I know but yay I posted it up and the updates will be coming in slower now and before you ask why its because

A. Life sucks

B. I need ideas