Undynes pov

Death

He spared me

He knew life

Death wasn't his real name

His name was sans

Sans

The god of death

And papyrus

Papyrus knew life

He knew life was important to him

He knew life

They both knew life

They both knew where she was

They knew who she was

They both knew of her death

And

They never told us

And by the look in his eyes

I knew

That sans

Knew who killed life

Those were the only thoughts running through my head when I woke up

Alphys walked in and shut the door behind her I gave her a toothy smile and tried To sit up but a burst of pain shot through me forcing me not to she noticed this and helped me up

"H-how do you f-feel Undyne" she asked worry was on her face and I felt bad for being the cause of it

"Don't worry I'm alright punk just a little sore and shaken that's all no need to worry" I say smiling she blushed slightly

A knock was heard at the door and we turned to look at it alphys hid behind me slightly

"Come in" I said and the door open and two of his friends came in one held a tray with food on it making my mouth water while the other just stood there watching

Creepy

"Oh sorry if we woke you but we got some food for you I'm ink and this is error" one said pointing at each one of them passing me the tray I started to eat my food

Once I finished it I looked up at them ink was sitting on a chair doing something with a note book while the other was leaning on the wall looking lost in thought I cleared my throat and got there attention

"So what are you punk's doing here? And where's papyrus is he alright?" I asked I had to make sure he was alright

"Yeah he's fine he's just resting geno already checked on him he's fine" ink said putting his sketch away I sighed in relief

"So any news on sans" I asked the room became silent and I saw error flinch

"He left and went into a different au we can't find him" ink said looking down

"What happened?" I asked he looked back up at me not meeting my eyes though

"When he came back you found him and started chasing him you threw spears and made a wall he told you to stop you didn't and papyrus ran into the wall so sans got mad beat you up and almost killed you" ink said

All the events that happened came back me almost dying and him sans

Sans almost killed me

"Sans knows about life and so dose papyrus" I said to them ink nodded

"We need to question sans" I said to them he put his note pad away and looked up at me shaking his head

"We can't not now he's missing and papyrus is resting and you need to rest too" he said

"YoU DoNt DeSerVe To SaY HiS NaMe" the one by the door said glaring at me making me shrink back a bit

His face was hidden in his hood but I could see His eyes flaring in anger his fists were clenched tightly together at his sides and to say the least

I was scared

"What do you mean?" I was confused

He growled at me walking over ink grabbed his arms restraining him slightly he yelled for the someone while the other one was fighting against him

"DON'T ACT FUCKING STUPID YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN YOU OUT CASTED AND ABANDONED HIM AND YOU THINK YOU HAVE THE RIGHT TO CALL HIM HIS FUCKING NAME YOU BITCH" he screamed at me

Some others rushed in and started pulling him away he was still fighting them

"ERROR CALM DOWN!" ink shouted error didn't listen and shoved one of the others off him the quickly got back up and started to push him out

"YOU FUCKING BITCH ILL MAKE SURE YOU BURN IN HELL DO YOU KNOW THE PAIN HE'S BEEN THROUGH GET OFF ME LET GO!!" he screamed trying to get them off him

"GUYS GET HIM OUT!" ink said pushing him

"YOU DON'T DESERVE TO EVEN SPEAK HIS NAME YOU CALLED HIM A USELESS EXCUSE OF A GOD YOUR THE USELESS ONE GUYS LET GO OF ME YOU TOLD HIM TO DIE HE'S ALREADY TRIED TO YOU SHOULD BE THE ONE TO DIE" he screamed lunging for me the others just caught him in time

"LET GO OF ME!! GET OFF GET OFF!! LET ME GO LET ME GO!!" he screamed as they just managed to drag him out the door he yelled out in protest

They dragged him out and I could still hear him yelling from down the hall and loud crashes and bangs

Alphys came out from behind me she looked scared she ran over and hugged me tightly I hugged her back

"Its okay alphys don't worry I'm fine your fine were okay" I said to her patting her back

She looked up at me wiping her tears that were on her face

"U-Undyne" she said looking down slightly a crash was heard and she flinched slightly

"Yeah punk" she looked cute right now

"C-can I stay here f-for a bit?" She asked blushing madly I gave her a toothy grin

"Of course ya can punk no need to ask you can sleep in the bed over there" I say pointing to the bed next to mine she went and sat down on it before flopping backwards on the bed sighing a loud bang was heard again and she jumped slightly

A slight knock was heard at the door and ink walked in a crash echoed around the house making us winch slightly he shut the door and looked down at the floor

"He's mad......really mad him and carrot are really close friends with him and they have been through pretty much everything together and he still doesn't forgive you guys for blocking him out" he said

I winched at what he said unpleasant memories flooded in my head at what we had done

"I would be to" I said quietly he started playing with his fingers looking up slightly and a bang was heard from down stairs

"Its going to take some time for him to cool off but try get some rest and stay in here just call out for one of us if you need anything" he said smiling kindly I nodded and he walked out shutting the door behind him

More crashes bangs and yell could be heard from down stairs alphys started shaking

"Hey don't worry punk I'll protect ya so don't worry nothing will happen to ya" I said reassuringly to her she smiled slightly

"C-can I s-sleep w-with you tonight?"

She asked blushing hard I grinned

I already had a crush on her and I blushed slightly as well

"Sure thing punk come on in" I said to her shifting over so she could fit

She jumped in and cuddled next to me in the soft blankets more bangs and shouts were heard and she whimpered again

"Don't worry punk just try get some sleep I'll make sure nothing harms ya okay" I said to her she cuddled even closer to me

I put my hands over her ears to help block out the noise and held her close making me blush more

More bangs and shouts could be heard and she clung to me whimpering tears slowly going down her face

"Hey its okay punk its okay it will all be over soon try get some sleep I'll look out for you" I said

She was still shaking and when ever a bang was heard she would flinch or jump

I held her close trying to block out the noises rubbing her back soothingly

She stayed like that for a while before finally going to sleep in my arms the bangs and shouts kept going on for a bit longer before they stopped

I sighed in relief hearing it stop leaving me to my own thoughts

He was right

I dont deserve to call him his name

I don't deserve to speak his name

He doesn't deserve this

He doesn't deserve to be hated

He doesn't deserve to die

If anything

I'm the poor excuse of a god

I'm the one

That deserves to

Die

Sans POV

I was crying for I don't know how long minutes hours maybe I don't care I couldn't get there faces out of my head the way they looked at me

Fear anger and disgust

I never wanted them to see me like that

I never wanted then to see what I really was

I never wanted them to see the monster that I am

"I never wanted you to see"

"The darkest part of me"

"I knew you'd run away"

"I waited"

"But you never came"

"So afraid to be alone"

"I tried to let you go"

"But still I find you"

"Lost inside"

"The darkest part of me"

I sang out loud sobbing more tears fell and hit the ground burning like acid into it

I stood up shaking before retracting my wings using a tree to support myself

I took out the flower that tori gave me and revived the area around me returning it back to its natural beauty once more

I didn't know which au I was in but I didn't care

I kept stumbling forwards going towards the cliff that over looks Snowdin

I felt like I was going to collapse but I kept moving forwards

"HEY WAIT UP ARE YOU OKAY!?" a voice shouts startling me I put my hood and look to the voice

A sans wearing a bright yellowish gold cape was running towards me

(Not good at description guys sorry)

I stumbled backwards trying to leave but he kept running up to me

"PLEASE STOP ARE YOU OKAY LET ME HELP YOU!" he yelled catching up I shook my head

"S-stay away from me I don't need your help leave me alone" I said backing up he was Infront of me now

"Please calm down I'm not going to hurt you no need to be afraid wow his feelings are so..............Weird" he said mumbling the last part I kept backing up

"I don't wanna hurt you too g-get away from me" I said fear shone in my eyes everything around me was dying and turning black

"Please tell me what's wrong I can help" he said walking towards me slowly his hands out Infront of me showing me he mentioned no harm

"St-stay away l-leave me alone" I had tears in my eyes at his point but he kept approaching me

"I-i don't want to hurt you to" my voice was cracking and he looked more concerned for me but I had this urge

I wanted to scream and shout at him to leave me alone I wanted to see him suffer I shook my head a those thoughts

"I don't want to hurt you just LEAVE ME ALONE" I screamed the urge was getting stronger

I can't hurt him

I can't hurt anyone

I can't hurt him

I won't hurt him

I turned around and ran he chased after me but I kept going I ran dispute his protests for me to stop

I saw the cliff up ahead and ran up the edge of it looking over snowdin I couldn't hear his voice anymore I lost him awhile back

I sat at the edge of the cliff my legs hanging over the edge as I slowed my breathing down taking in the quietness around me

It was peaceful

Peace

The one thing I could never even have

A tune played in my head as I started to make up words for the tune

(The song is called your song literally)

It's a little bit funny

This feeling inside

I'm not one of those who can

Easily hide

I don't have much money

But boy if I did

I'd buy a big house where

We both could live

So excuse me forgetting

But these things I do

You see I've forgotten if

There green or there blue

Anyway the thing is

What I really mean

Yours are the sweetest eyes

I've ever seen

And you can tell everybody

This is your song

It may be quite simple but

Now that it's done

I hope you don't mind

I hope you don't mind

That I put it all down in words

How wonderful

Life is

Now that your in the world

I sang out loud looking over this AU's snowdin I figured out I was in a place called

'heaventale' or 'heavenfell'

Something like that it was so peaceful here people still argued but no body fought or killed anyone

A pacifist au

They are lucky they don't have to feel the paint losing each other completely

I heard foot steps behind me as I jumped up and turned around looking behind me

It was the same guy from before and boy did he look tired he had some small scratches on his arms legs and face but other than that he looked fine

"Wait please don't leave I just want to help" he said approaching me cautiously

I backed up and shook my head

"Just leave" I said turning from him and standing on the edge of the cliff

"No i wont please tell me what's bothering you" he said walking cloaer to me i turned and glared

" Well right now your bothering me so just leave" i said he looked taken back at what i had just said and looked mad

" No i wont your feelings are so weird and your losing hope I can feel it please let me help you" he pretty much begged me

I was losing control of my magic slightly and let out a small but powerful burst of magic

It flowed around the area and hit the other person making them stumble slightly

He looked weak and looked like he was going to pass out

He fell forward and I caught him with my magic before he hit the ground and made a small bed and put him on it

Why am I helping him?

Wasn't I trying to avoid him?

Why dose he come back?

Why dose he keep trying to help me?

Why dose he want to help me?

"If you knew what I really was you wouldn't be helping me" I whisper to myself

*Time skip 2 hours later"

I was just drifting off but I heard a loud crash coming from my right and turned my head groaning in annoyance

"DREAM DREAM DRE- DREAM!! WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO TO HIM!!!" some said/yelled/screamed running into the clearing we were in

They held a giant knife and there was a ghost life figure beside them

"I didn't do anything to him he just collapsed" I said to him it looked like he didn't believe me so I backed away from

'Dream' the other person walked over and held dreams hand holding the knife in a defensive position

"Well then why did he collapse?" He asked me I just shrugged my shoulders

"How am I supposed to know?" I shot back at him he was quiet for a few seconds

"How am I supposed to know your no lying?" He said again this question caught me a little off guard I scofed at him and he looked mad

"Whatever I didn't hurt him and I don't know who did I'm gonna leave now I've got better things to do no use being somewhere I'm not welcomed anyways so bye no- AHH" I screamed and clutched my side in pain

There was a wound on my side and it was bleeding it wasn't too bad but it still hurt A lot

The other person was looking at me he still had the knife in his hands so he didn't make the wound it must of been when I first came here

The so called 'dream' started waking up the other person rushed to his side helping him up

"DREAM ARE YOU OKAY? ARE YOU HURT? DO YOU NEED ANYTHING? WHAT HAPPENED? WHO HURT YOU?" He fired questions at the smaller one

Wait dream wow I know his brother nightmare but not dream

"C-cross oh it's you I'm fine just a little dizzy but we have to fine someone they were hurt really bad on there side and they were stumbling through the forest there feeling were really weird we have to help them bu-" they other one was rambling until he looked in my direction

So his name is cross huh

I didn't care I slowly got up ignoring the pain in my side and started to walk off

"Please wait I just want to help" the smaller one said running to me but trips over a rock I shook my head

"I don't need your help I don't want your help leave me alone" I said to him my voice was coming out with a scary edge to it he shook his head

"No I won't! You need help you helped me so I'm gonna help you weather you like it or not I'm not leaving you alone" he said walking closer

"I don't need any help just leave me alone I didn't have to save you" i said to him he looked annoyed

"Well then why did you? Why did you save me? Why did you help me? You could have easily left and let me just sit there but you helped me" he said I froze

Why did I save him?

"None of your business now leave me alone.....................................

I don't want to hurt you to" I mumbled the last part done couldn't hear me and continued walking I felt a tug on my sleeve and looked back

"No I won't you need help I'm not letting you leave till you tell me what's wrong I'm not going to leave" he said firmly I tried to shake him off before he grabbed my hand or something

I couldnt let another person die because of me

"Hey let go or you wil-" I never got to finish my sentence because he grabbed my hand

I froze and stopped dead in my tracks he was holding on to my hand

But he didn't die?

"I don't care what happens to me I'm a god so I don't die very easy so your either going to let me help you or I'm going to have to force you to let me help you" he said seriously

"So your a god too heh probably why your not dead yet" I said to him and snatched my hand back he looked confused as I put on my gloves

"What do you mean by 'problaby why I'm not dead yet" he asked me cross was behind him

"I mean anyone that touches me usually does but that doesn't concern you now I have to go" I say opening a portal and jumped through

"Wait what's your name?" He asked reaching out to grab me I give him a pain filled smile as I held onto my wound

"Just call me death if ya need help just yell" I say to him before closing the portal and fell to my knees

I started to heal the wound with the help from tori but it left me exhausted and black spots started to cloud my vision and a blurry black figure came towards me it looked like they were talking I could only make out a few words before I slipped into unconsciousness letting sleep talked over

Freshs pov

Error was still angry as hell so we had to throw him back into a abandoned au to destroy and even then we could still feel his rage it honestly was scary we have never seen him this mad before

Me and PJ were cuddling ont he couch carrot and blue were sleeping and ink was sketching outside so we were alone

"Hey fresh" PJ asked suddenly gaining my attention I looked down at my little cinnamon bun

"Yeah my little radically rad cinnamon bun" I ask earning a blush to appear on his face

"If I was taken from you what would you do?" He asked out of the blue the question had taken me back a but I kept my cool

"Id probably go looking for you straight away and won't stop and if I found that unrad homie I'll make sure he never takes you again I promise"

I said dreading the thought

"

What makes you ask?" He just shrugged his shoulders looking at me through my shades that I always have on to cover my eyes

Jammy thinks there cool and that I should show them off but me

Nope not one bit

"No reason and can I see your eyes again I wanna try sketch

them" he says pulling out a drawing pad. And some pencils I sigh

"Okay jammy but only for a bit" I say he nods his head and I hastily take off my shades letting him see my eyes