Sans pov

I wake up fall off my bed

'Stupid fucking bed' I say in my head I was in a bad move for some reason

I get up and teleport down stairs papyrus is there with error PJ ink and fresh

"Morning guys" I say and yawn they all say morning and I get me some ketchup and papyrus walks in

"BROTHER"

"yeah pap"

"WOULD YOU LIKE TO COME ON A WALK WITH ME TODAY I THINK YOU NEED SOME FRESH AIR ITS NOT HEALTHY TO STAY INDOORS ALL DAY"

"okay then pap where to?"

"CAN WE GO TO THE WATERFALL PLEASE I LOVE IT THERE ITS BEAUTIFUL"

"okay then when should we go?"

"AS SOON AS YOUR READY!"

I quickly go ready and hes down stairs by the door waiting for me I smile slightly

"Ready to go pap?" His face brightened up when he saw me coming down

"YES BROTHER I THE GREAT PAPYRUS IS READY TO GO GOODBYE OTHER VERSIONS OF MY BROTHER WE WILL BE BACK LATER" he said and we walked outside and I started floating

"BROTHER WHERE IS THE WATERFALL AGAIN?" He asked I mentally facepalm I forgot about that

"Remember bro you can only get there by teleporting" I say his smile drops slightly but he starts grinning again

"YOU CAN TELEPORT US THERE BROTHER" he says and walks over to me

"Okay then bro but hang in close your eyes and don't look down" I say he does what I tell him and we teleport to the waterfall

He opens his eyes and looks over at it and gasps pulling out a camera taking a photo of it then the echo flowers that surrounds it and puts me over

"SMILE FOR THE CAMERA BROTHER AND SAY SPAGHETTI" he says and takes a photo with a flash blinding me for a few seconds he's grinning like no tomorrow

He runs off and touches the water it starts to sparkle and glow and he stares in amazement he walks over to the flowers and says something in one it starts to echo

"I THE GREAT PAPYRUS HAVE THE BEST BROTHER EVER"

"I THE GREAT PAPYRUS HAVE THE BEST BROTHER EVER"

"I THE GREAT PAPYRUS HAVE THE BEST BROTHER EVER"

I smiled and he notices it and comes over and hugs me picking me up in the process

"Haha okay bro put me down or I'm going to be spinning for the next ten years" I said laughing he puts me down and I float before I touch the ground not wanting to ruin the waterfall

"Okay bro I think it's time to go back we can visit one more place before we leave though but just one" I say he starts to think putting a finger on his chin

"OH I KNOW BROTHER CAN WE GO TO UNDERTALE PLEASE I WANT TO SEE CLASSIC SANS" he said excitedly jumping up and down

I quickly open a portal to Undertale and jump through with him we land on the soft snow in the worst place I didn't want to go snowdin why not because of all the monsters that were around I tried to go to there house but no my magic just had to bring me here

I mentally facepalm and quickly help papyrus up he looks at me confused then looks around us seeing all the monster he hides behind me and I teleport us to their house and knock

"Oh hi death *yawn* and papyrus what brings you here?" Classic sans said yawning I was going to answer key word 'was' but papyrus beat me to it

"HELLO AGAIN CLASSIC SANS I THE GREAT PAPYRUS HAVE COME TO VISIT YOU WITH MY BROTHER HOW IS THE OTHER ME DOING?" He questioned him

"Oh you mean my papyrus he's okay and he's making spaghetti wanna help?" He asked moving aside from the door letting us in papyrus rushed in and went straight for the kitchen and we hear twice as many pots clanging in the kitchen and slightly block our ears

"So how's being the god of death like must love getting breaks all the time I bet you sleep like the dead" classic said stepping out and closing the door because we didn't want to go inside

"It's okay I guess but 'she' came back and now Tori's gone and I guess I haven't been the same and error ink PJ fresh and geno are over and then 'she' teamed up with dust and horror" I said floating because I made the snow turn black his face was emotionless and I couldn't see his eyes

"Well if she ever comes here and hurts anyone then I'll give them a and then everyone will know that the lazy punny skeleton is basically a death machine that could kill everyone's but I won't let that happen they won't see that side of me" he says his eye flashing blue I nod

"She's already ruined my AU don't let her ruin yours" I say to him even though he's lost it all before when my Chara kills it's a lot worse

"BROTHER THE SPAGHETTI IS READY" both Papyrus's shout from the kitchen making us cover our ears

"Well don't want our brothers waiting come on in" he says and we walk in and see the barely edible spaghetti on the table and both cringe slightly

We both took our seats and our brothers walk in smiling chatting happily and take there seats staring at us

"WELL GO ON TRY IT WE THE GREAT PAPYRUS'S HAVE BOTH BAKED THIS MARVELOUS SPAGHETTI SO IT SHOULD BE TWICE AS GREAT" they both say

"Bone appite guys" sans said making me laugh at his pun that he made making our brothers go insane

"NYEH BROTHER NO PUNS AT THE TABLE" his Papyrus says making me laugh at his expression

"Okay then pap no more puns but I might wanna keep a eye socket on your spaghetti it might be a im-pasta" he said again making me laugh again our brothers look like we were going to lose it

"BROTHER STOP NO MORE PUNS"

"oh come on bro you know my puns are real ribs ticklers"

"NYEH!!!!!!" BROTHER STOP"

"Okay then bro I'll stop but you better not lose your noodle" he said lifting up his spaghetti

"SANS IF YOU TELL ONE MORE PUN I WILL THROW YOU OUT THE WINDOW"

"but if you do that my spaghetti might pasta way"

Papyrus stood up grabbed sans and threw him out the window breaking it he landed in a snow poff laughing

"NYEH NO MORE PUNS"

I laughed at the pair and sans teleported back in on his chair still laughing

Me and classic both grab our forks and take a bite of spaghetti and hold it to our mouths and taste it using our magic to make it dissapear and make sure they don't see it

"Thanks bro and deaths bro it tastes great" classic says making them smile while they weren't looking I used my magic and make their forks fall off the table

The bend down to pick them out and we use our magic to make our spaghetti dissapear before they see it making it look like we are it

"WOWIE BROTHER YOU ATE FAST" his papyrus said I smile at them pretending that I ate it

"Yeah it was so delicious hey pap I'm going to grillbys death wanna come?" Classic said standing up I instantly agree and our brother continue eating and we teleport in front of grillbys I put up my hood before walking in

Everyone and everything went dead silent no one talked or spoke you could practically hear a pin drop

"Oh hey guys this is my friends death he's okay and he won't hurt you" he said they all went back to doing there own thing as he takes his usual seat on the stood I sit next to him

Grillby comes up and sees us and smiled seeing me again here at the bar

(A/N only grillby sans and papyrus know death)

"Oh hello again death how have you been I haven't seen you in a while" he said rubbing his glasses

"I've been alright grillbz just coming to visit I brought paps with me too he's hanging with classics brother" I said he nodded

"Okay well since I already know what you want here you go" he said sliding us two bottles of ketchup

I catch mine and take a large sip of it before putting it down noticing grillby staring at us

"What's wrong grillbz looks like you've seen a ghost" sans said eyeing grillby

"Oh no nothing's wrong it's just that I can't tell if I'm seeing two of you because your doing everything at the same time" he said we realize it and start laughing

*Time skip*

"Okay well me and paps better get back to our au" I said standing up and I pay for our order knowing sans would just say

'Put it on my tab grillbz'

And teleport back to there house with sans classic behind me and we walk in and hear yelling we run into the kitchen

"WHO ARE YOU AND WHY DO YOU LOOK LIKE PAPYRUS" Undyne shouted at my papyrus making him sacred at hell as she pinned him up against the wall

"NO UNDYNE PUT HIM DOWN THIS INSTANCE BECAUSE IF-" he tried to explain

And saw me standing there in the doorway and backed up sans tried to stop me but it didn't work

I raised my hand that was covered in a black flame and her soul comes out I hold my hand in the air and she floats up away from papyrus and I move my arm to the side and she goes flying out the window sans was covering his Papyrus's eyes and I run over to my papyrus

"Hey bro are you okay? Did she hurt you?" I ask him he shakes his head no and I sigh in relief and look at classic

"He's okay" I say to him he sighs knowing that if he was hurt that it would end very badly for Undyne

"OI SANS YOU PUNK WHY DID YOU THROW ME OUT THE WINDOW" Undyne yelled storming back in holding a spear

"AND WHO ARE THEY?" she yelled pointing a finger at us I growl at her sans facepalms and Papyrus looks shocked

"Long story hey death do me a favor and erase her memory please" he said I snapped my finger and erased her memory and she faints I grab Papyrus open a portal back home and jump in

We land I don't know where because papyrus landed on to off me and I couldn't see

"Hey pap can you get off me please I need to breathe here" I ask he jumps off me and helps me up I brush myself off

"Um death what was that?" A voice asked behind me I turn and see da da da! UNDYNE

Why the fuck do I always teleport in front of her?

"Um a portal" I say it sounded more like a question then a answer to me she looks at me weirdly

"Okay then punk but where did you go and I got a question for you" she said I mentally visualize me beating the crap outta her right now

"We went for a walk and I got to go somewhere so make it quick" I say to her she raises her eyebrow in confusion

"Well you know how you saved Papyrus then you picked up frisk" she asked

"Yeah of course I remember why what about it?" Where was she going with this?

"Well how did you make the flowers on her head I thought only life could do that?" She said I froze

Shit shit shit fuck fuck fuck I'm screwed how am I going to explain this I am so fucking screwed crap I'm so lucky pap can't here my thoughts right now

I was yelling at myself in my head cursing trying to come up with a answer

"WELL UNDYNE ME AND MY BROTHER MUST BE OFF NOW GOODBYE!" he said grabbed me then ran leaving a stunned Undyne behind

She snapped out of it and started chasing us around throwing spears I block the ones about to hit us but she made a wall of spears

"UNDYNE STOP" I yelled she didn't

Papyrus ran straight into the wall lowerng his HP down

And she threw a spear and it hit papyrus lowering to one I was now officially pissed off

NO ONE HURTS PAPYRUS

"YOU HURT PAPYRUS YOU MOTHERFUCKER ILL MAKE SURE YOU BURN!!" i screamed she backed up dropping her spear and started running away

"OH NO YOU DONT YOU LITTLE BITCH GET BACK HERE!!"

I teleported her in front of me and summoned bones and shot them at her and used my magic to slam her into each one lowering her HP

I summon some gaster blasters and shot them at her wrapping my magic around her soul and forcing her into the beams of light and throw her to the ground

She was weak covered in blood and she had bruises and cuts everywhere and her soul started to shatter a bit she coughed up blood and weakly looked at me her eyes showed fear as she tried to back up

I summon a large bone sword in my hands and she still tried to escape I used my magic and brought her closer and aimed the sword at her neck

"" I said darkly

"NO SANS STOP YOU'LL KILL HER PLEASE I KNOW SHE HURT ME BUT SHES CONFUSED WHAT WOULD LIFE SAY? WHAT WOULD TORIEL SAY IF SHE SAW YOU LIKE THIS? I KNOW YOUR HURTING BROTHER BUT PLEASE DONT DO THIS STOP SANS WHAT WOULD SHE DO? SHE WOULD TELL YOU TO STOP I KNOW YOUR HURTING AND SHE WAS YOUR BEST FRIEND FOR SEVEN YEARS AND HER DEATH IS HURTING YOU BROTHER IM HURT TOO BUT I STAY STRONG FOR HER SHE WOULD WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY AND CARRY ON LIVING FOR HER AND ENJOY LIFE PLEASE BROTHER PLEASE SANS DONT HURT HER SHES LEARNED HER LESSON PLEASE DONT PLEASE SANS I KNOW SHE WAS IMPORTANT TO YOU AND YOU PROTECTED HER FOR SO LONG YOU LOVED HER SANS AND I KNOW HOW MUCH IT HURTS TO LOSE SOMEONE BUT PLEASE DONT HURT HER PLEASE SANS I KNOW LIFE WAS THE ONLY OTHER PERSON YOU CARED ABOUT YOUR HURT SANS I UNDERSTAND THAT BUT PLEASE YOUR SCARING ME BY LOSING CONTROL PLEASE SANS DONT DO THIS" papyrus yelled at me crying my blade was just inches from her throat

I realized what I was doing and dropped the sword and back up she stood there fear and shock on her face

Ink error PJ fresh geno blue and underswap papyrus showed up and gasp in shock

Papyrus covered blues eyes and held him close his eye blazing orange as flames leaked out

Error couldn't even believe what was happening in front of him and was just standing there staring

Ink gasped and covered his mouth tears formed in his eyes as he stared

Fresh covered PJ eyes and PJ held on to him crying softly in his jacket his glasses change to 'danger' instead of Yolo

Geno really didn't look fazed at all he's seen me like this before and he knows what to do

I looked down at my hands horrified at what I had just done to her

I never wanted them to see what I really was a monster a murderer they were right I really am a useless excuse of a god

"SANS ARE YOU OKAY" papyrus said slowly approaching me carefully

I stepped back not letting him touch me he kept trying to come closer though

"BROTHER ITS OKAY IM NOT GOING TO HURT YOU" he said gently

I shake my head and back up more he looked saddened at my actions

"No stay away I'll hurt you too I'll hurt you just like Undyne I'm a monster and you don't deserve to have a monster as a brother" I say to him

"BROTHER YOUR NOT A MONSTER YOU WERE JUST SCARED FOR ME AND REACTED WITHOUT THINKING" he said to me I kept backing up

My wings shot out of my back and he knew what I was about to do

"NO BROTHER SANS PLEASE DONT LEAVE" he begged running towards me

My wings opened and in one giant flap I flew up into the air hearing him begging for me to come back made me feel more guilty then ever but it's for the best

I flew off faster and opened a portal to a random au and went through tears in my eyes I teleported to the waterfall and collapsed on the ground making my wings sag behind me and drag on the ground

Killing everything around me turning it black tears flowed down my face like a waterfall and I made no attempt to stop them

I broke down crying harder sobbing on the ground lying in a useless mess

I wanted someone yet I had no one Tori's dead I abandoned Papyrus to protect him and now I'm alone

"WHY DO I ALWAYS END UP ALONE!?"

I Screamed out to no one

I was always alone

I was always abandoned

I was always outcasted

I was always useless

I was always weak

I was always stupid

I was always ignored

I was always trash

I was always a freak

I was always a murderer

I was always a demon

I was always a killer

I was always a abomination

I was always a coward

I was always a waste of space

I was always a monster

"Why am I a monster?"

Who would love a monster?

Papyrus's pov

I BROKE DOWN SOBBING WHY DID HE LEAVE AGAIN?

WHY DID HE LEAVE ME AGAIN?

I DONT CARE IF HES A MONSTER HES STILL MY BROTHER AND ILL LOVE AND SUPPORT HIM IN ANY DECISION HE MAKES NO MATTER WHAT

"PLEASE BROTHER COME BACK PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME ALONE AGAIN" I BEGGED OUT WISHING HE COULD HEAR ME BUT.......

NO BODY CAME

WHY? WHY DOSE HE DO THIS? WHY DOSE HE RUN? WHY IS HE AFRAID? HE THINKS HES PROTECTING ME HES HURTING ME MORE THEN EVER RIGHT NOW IT HURTS

MY SOUL EVERYTHING IT TEARS ME APART TO SEE HIM LEAVE

WHY

"WHY DOESN'T HE JUST COME BACK?"

"PLEASE BROTHER"

"SANS PLEASE"

"JUST LET ME HELP YOU"

"PLEASE COME BACK"

I HELD ON TO THE HOPE THAT HE WAS STILL HERE

THAT IT WAS A JOKE

THAT HE DIDNT LEAVE

THAT HE WAS STILL HERE

THAT I WASN'T ALONE

BUT

HE NEVER CAME

HE NEVER CAME BACK

HE NEVER CAME HOME

HE NEVER CAME BACK TO ME

I SAT THERE ON THE GROUND IN A SOBBING MESS SHAKING, BEGGING, FOR HIM TO COME BACK BUT HE NEVER DID

"Don't worry he'll come back I promise"

I LOOK OVER MY SHOULDER AND SEE ONE OF HIS FRIENDS WITH THE GLITCH ON HIS EYE AND A CUT ON HIS CHEST

"HOW DO YOU KNOW HE'LL COME BACK?"

I SAID TO HIM HE PUT A HAND ON MY SHOULDER AND LOOKED ME IN THE EYE

"Because he always has he has left me before he's done what he's just did before and I've seen him he came back me so he'll come back to you I know it because so help me if he doesn't I'll drag him by the hood all the way here and bring him back to you he just needs some time alone to think things through okay he will come back I promise" HE SAID SERIOUSLY

I SEARCHED HIS EYES FOR ANYTHING A SENSE THAT HE WAS LYING A TWITCH A LOOK ANYTHING AND FOUND NOTHING

HE WAS TELLING THE TRUTH

I JUMPED INTO HIS ARMS HE STUMBLED BACK SLIGHTLY BUT RETURNED THE HUG

I SOBBED ON HIS SHIRT SOAKING IT IN MY TEARS WHILE HE SAID COMFORTING WORDS TO ME

I CRYED FOR WHAT SEEMED LIKE YEARS UNTIL I FINALLY STOPPED A SUDDEN TIREDNESS WASHED OVER ME LIKE A WAVE AS I BEGIN FADING MY LAST THOUGHT WAS

PLEASE BROTHER

DONT LEAVE

DONT LEAVE ME ALONE

I CANT FACE THE WORLD BY MYSELF

PLEASE SANS

IM SORRY

PLEASE SANS

COME BACK

PLEASE DONT

DONT LEAVE ME

ALONE

COME BACK

PLEASE

*TIME SKIP*

Papyrus's pov

I WAKE UP ON A WHITE BE DB AND LOOKED AROUND MY EYES ADJUSTED TO THE BRIGHT LIGHT IN THE ROOM I WAS IN THE INFIRMARY

I LOOK TO MY SIDE AND SEE A TRAY WITH SOME FOOD ON IT I QUICKLY EAT IT AND GET UP

MY MIND WAS A BIT FUZZY FOR A MOMENT THEN I REMEMBER WHAT HAPPENED

SANS IS GONE

I FEEL THE NEED TO BREAK DOWN AND CRY AGAIN BUT I HOLD IT BACK AND SLOWLY GET UP MY MOVEMENTS ROBOTIC LIKE

I HEAR A KNOCK ON THE DOOR AND SANS FRIEND WITH THE GLITCH ON HIS EYE COMES IN

"oh good morning Papyrus how do you feel?" HE ASKED MOVING OVER TO ME

"IM NOT FEELING TOO WELL I MISS HIM I WANT MY BROTHER BACK" I SAY HUGGING MYSELF

HE MOVED OVER AND EMBRACES ME IN A HUG WHICH I GLADLY RETURN

"don't worry we'll get him back" HE SAID TO ME MAKING ME SMILE SLIGHTLY

"Anyways you should stay in bed and rest for a bit" HE SAID TO ME AND I NOD FEELING A WAVE OF TIREDNESS WASH OVER ME

I PROMISE BROTHER

ILL GET YOU BACK

ILL GET YOU HOME

EVEN IF ITS THE LAST THING I DO

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