"Okay okay! I give you won!" I yelled laughing at the same time. I couldn't contain my laughters anymore. I have been on floor for the past five minutes laughing hard because someone thought it be funny to tickle me. That someone is my best friend Ashley.

"Scar, go ahead. I'm waiting." He asked crossing his arms while sitting on top of me.

"Fine! You have the best hair in the world and Chris Evans has nothing on you." I yelled out. He chuckled and got up. I couldn't really breathe anymore.

This was our weekends him trying to beat my crushes. I was totally in love with Captain America. I mean come on he is hot. His hair is always flawless when I watch his movies. Ash didn't think so. He thought his look better. I think he is full of himself.

Well, I'm Scar. It's really short for Scarlett. I hate my full name makes me sound like a girl. I was suppose to be girl, but my parents got me instead.

This guy I'm sitting next to is my best friend Ashley and I utterly in love with him.

It really hurts how much I love him. He doesn't pay attention to it most days, but there are days I know he knows. I figure he just ignores it.

I can never tell him no because I just want him happy. We've been friends since we've came out of the womb. Every school we went to he was there to help me. I'm not going lie I'm little smaller compare to Ash which by the way is short for Ashley.

Sadly his parents didn't think he was a girl. I'm just really happy that he accepts me for me. Yes, he knows I'm gay. I really don't know what I would do if he didn't.

I really don't have friends he's my only friend. Yes of course Ash has friends. I just feel like there his and not mine.

They just hang out with me because I'm friends with Ash. I hate that feeling. Deep breaths I thought.

"Scar!" I heard bringing me out of my thoughts.

"Huh?"

"Pay attention Scar. I've been calling you for ten minutes. Are you sleeping over my house tonight?"

He asked.

"Only if you want me to." I put my head down and blushed. I only get really nervous around him when he asks for me to sleep over or him at my house. I just don't know what to do with my hands when we sleep together.

I've realize when I sleep with him I just sleep so much better. I get full hours asleep and I love that.

Only if I could with him everyday.

"Of course Scar."

Then his phone started ringing.

"You're on your way? I thought I told you I was hanging with Scar tonight. We hang out every night."

I put my head down. I hate her.

"Fine, I see you soon."

"Do you mind Scar?" He asked turning to me.

"I'll just go home." I said getting up, but he caught my wrist.

"N, we said we would hang out."

"Yeah, but you are inviting your girlfriend over and you know how I feel about her."

Doorbell

"You will be fine. Let me get the door." He said leaving room. I fell back on the bed.

A couple seconds I heard her voice.

"Eww your here?" She asked me. I looked up and saw her. Missy, I hate her.

"Why wouldn't I be?" I said crossing my arms.

"Because he's mine and you are trying to take him from me."

"We're friends Missy." She rolled her eyes.

"Yeah, right. "

"Yeah, right what?" Ashley said coming in.

"Oh nothing he's just so cute." She said coming over to hug me. Yes, I really hate her.

"I think I'm going to go." I said getting up.

"Missy, I'm glad you are here, but I promise Scar to hang out with him. I'm sorry, but you have to go." Ash said. My eyes widen.

"You're picking him over me!?" She yelled at me.

"He's my best friend Missy."

She started tearing.

"Please babe I want to hang out with you." She sobbed. Ashley signed. He always sign when she starts crying.

"Okay fine babe. I meet us downstairs." She clapped happily and kiss him on the cheek. I rolled my eyes.

"You always pick her!" I said grabbing my stuff.

"No, I don't. You know she's my girlfriend."

"You said it would just be us."

"We can still hang out Scar. It will just be three of us now. I'll get the movie ready." He said then he walked out.

I love it when it was just the two of us. I guess our plans were interrupted.

Once I made it downstairs and we popped in the movie. I looked over to Ashley and he was making out with her. It's so annoying. We suppose to watch this together.

I shook my head.

"Umm, Ashley?" I mumbled.

"Hmm." He said against her lips.

I started shaking him.

"Come on now. Why don't you get your own girlfriend?!" He yelled back at me. He's never yells at me.

"I'm GAY! You asshole!" I yelled.

"Damn, Scar what is the problem?" He said.

"We were here to watch a movie. You are messing it up."

"You're just jealous. That I have someone and you don't." My eyes were definitely about to water, but I would not let him see me weak.

I stood up slowly and grabbed my stuff to leave. I guess I was jealous.

****

"Honey, you're back early." My mom said as I walked in house. "Yeah, Ashley-" she gave me hug. She knew how I felt about him.

"Son, I don't understand why you won't let me kick his ass." My dad said getting off the couch.

"I really love him dad." I said.

"I know. I know, but why don't you start separating yourself from him." He said.

"Huh? I think it's different for you because you are actually in love with him. You surround yourself with him. How about you make your own friends? Meet new guy?" I took a deep breath.

"A new guy?" I asked. My parents nodded there heads.

"Dad were best friends I can't just drop him."

"Well, not drop him but move on from him. You can still be friends and not love him." I took a deep breath and nodded my head.

"So how about dinner tomorrow night with new guy?"

"I guess." He gave me hug and so did my mom. I went upstairs and laid on my bed.

A new guy? Ashley is my soulmate.