Crap. Hojun sent me several messages.

I think he is mad.

[ I'm out. I told you I'm not scared >

[ Apologize for what you said, and I come back to be with you >

If he speaks like that, I know that he is not mad. He is scared, and he hates me at the same time. I should go back, but I went through it once and do not want to do this again.

I have to.

I breathe out but get my phone in my pocket to go back to the entrance, but to my biggest surprise, I see them both leave from there.

"What are you doing?" I ask them, but Hojun punches me in the abs. "That piece of shit ran after us even though we didn't even pass by him!"

I cannot hold back from smiling but wrap my arms around him. "I'm sorry, my baby."

"Keep your baby to yourself," he pushes me away to not even let me hug him. "Come on, I was coming back right now."

He ignores me and gets by y/n's side, but as soon as I hug her to apologize to her as well, she steps back. "We both are mad at you, so this won't work," she walks away, and they both give me the silent treatment to make me pay for what I did.

I kind of deserve it, but not for too long. Only a few minutes are acceptable.

"Let's walk through the streets and see if we can find something interesting," she talks to him, and they both lead the way in front of me while I am quietly following. "Kimoon told me they're selling some cotton candy and popcorn not far away."

"Really?" she looks up at him, and he confirms with a movement of his head. "Would you like some?" she smiles, knowing how much of a baby he is. "Yeah, I haven't eaten any in years," he lifts his arms up to comb his fluffy hair back, but the more the seconds are passing, the more they are talking, and the harder it is for me to stand this.

I cannot do it anymore.

I step forth and get my head between theirs. "Are you still gonna ignore me? I feel lonely, and it hurts."

"Oh, you don't like being lonely now?" she barks at me, so I run my hand through her hair to slide it down to her neck. "Yes..."

"We forgive you, but we won't forget," she finally permits me to join them. "I love you both too much, you cannot spend a whole night without feeling pain for me anyway," I nudge my way between them, and we walk out of the college yard.

•••

The three of us going back in y/n's room, we take our shoes and jackets off, but Hojun instantly makes a beeline for the two beds that make a big one in the center of the room, and he jumps on it. He hurries to bury himself under the blanket and warms himself up. "I feel so much better here."

Y/n giggles at his actions but joins him, both feeling cold, so I sit down at the end of the bed, and we all remain in the dark with only a TV in front of the bed to give some light. "Don't you want to play anymore?"

"Play what?" Hojun sticks his head out of the blanket. "Roll the dice," I get the idea in one second. "Each number has a meaning, for example, if you roll the dice and get a four, you have to kiss the person on your right. If you get a six, you have to lick a part of their body, etcetera..."

"Why something sexual?" he asks a dumb question. "Because it's better."

"If you say so," he does not move, and y/n either, so I sigh but slap her ass over the blanket. "You're both already gonna sleep?"

"No, we're just warming our bodies up," she lifts her hips up as she can feel my hand on her butt. "Make out together, that will get hot quickly," I stand up to look for the dices I bought at the shop I went to this morning. "What if one dice is for the thing you do, the other dice is for the spot on the body, and the two together is for the person you do it to?" I speak to the wall but get back on the back.

"It's going to go downhill, we know it," y/n leaves the blanket to sit up, and she looks at me, but Hojun does the same. "That's why it's fun. When you think about it, you and Hojun haven't kissed yet..."

Hojun darts his eyes down to the sheets as if this topic had triggered something. "I let him decide when our first kiss will be," y/n answers as he did not make a noise, but his expression turns delighted. "Why? You can kiss me if you want."

Oh.

Y/n looks into his blue eyes, and she cannot help but smile. Are my two babies going to kiss for the first time?

"Have you already kissed a girl?" she asks him since I do not remember him mentioning it when he told his story, and he shakes his head. "I never did."

"Wait, what?" I gawk at him, hearing this for the first time. "You told me you already kissed that bitch before I did!"

"I didn't want you to know that you were my first kiss, you'd have felt bad since it's like a stolen kiss," he gives me a lame reason, telling me the truth only after five years, in front of the girl we both are dating. "Hojun. I'm gonna strangle you, baby."

"You can as long as it's choking," he takes it lightly while I am literally worrying. No wonder he fell in love after I kissed him, I was his first, and he lied to me. "I'm not joking," I slap his head. "I freaking stole your first kiss!"

"But I liked it!" he shouts back. "I would have regretted it if you were not my first," he finds the right words to soften my heart and relieve me. "Tch," I do not restrain my smile, and I toy with the dice in one hand.

"Why haven't you kissed the girl you dated?" y/n curiously tries to know, and he shrugs. "I tried. I made a move, but she pulled away and told me that she wanted to wait because a first kiss meant a lot to her, which was not true since she already had sucked many dicks, but whatever," his wrath towards her causes me to chuckle. I love when he is mad and thoughtlessly speaks.

"Well, at least you did not lose your first kiss to this worthless person," she says, and he nods. "True."

They both look at me now that they are done, but I do not put an end to this. I know that Hojun wants to kiss her but does not have the balls to make the first move. "Does that mean you want your first kiss with y/n to be very special?"

"It's gonna be special since that's her, so..." he does not know what to say about this, being cute without even trying to. He is so hot with that look, but yet, he manages to be adorable too. "Do you want to be alone with her to do it?"

He shrugs. "It doesn't matter."

"You know, we're not gonna have this type of occasion again where we are all together before Christmas because of all the work and the exams..." I point out what I believe to be important. "So if there are things you want to do without being too nervous, do it."

"I can't kiss anyway," he finks out, and his low confidence gets the best of him. "Here we go again," I sigh but shake my hand to play with the dice. "If you're so bad, then let y/n teach you how to kiss. That's even better than kissing well right away."

"Hm, sure," he does not take my words. "You're good at kissing, otherwise, I wouldn't have kissed you with my tongue, but whatever," I let him believe what he wants since I will not change his mind. "You used your tongue just to provoke the guy."

"Were you in my mind? No, you weren't. So you don't know the truth," I throw the dice to see what number I get, but Hojun grabs them before I could catch sight of the black dots. "I assumed then."

"If I use my tongue when I kiss you, that means I'm liking it," I spill the truth. "Give me back my dices."

"Tell me what number means what," he keeps them in his hand, and he asks to play the game he refused to start a few seconds earlier. "If you get a seven, you kiss me on the lips."

"Okay," he does not refuse but even chuckles, and he throws the dice. The three of us only focus on them to know the result. "Seven," y/n's mouth opens out of shock.

I did not expect it either.

I laugh and snatch the dices away. "There! I won. Come here," I grab his chain to pull him in, and he smiles but does as told, and he goes up on his knees to press his lips on mine, but I twist my hand around the chain and tug on it so that I can keep him still, and once he parts his lips, I slide my tongue inside, but this little shit bites it.

"You said a kiss," he laughs and covers my mouth to move back. "A kiss is not a peck."

"A kiss is not a french one," he does not say a lie, but I rub my thumb over the dice and lay my eyes on y/n. I place the two dice in front of her. "Your turn."

She breathes out but takes them, so I tell her what will happen. "Remember what you both made me do last time we played?" I smirk. "If you get an even number, you moan in his ear."

"A—"

"And not just a small 'ugh' that you let out when you stretch. You moan like you're climaxing," I do not joke anymore and give her a harder dare, but as if the beers that she drank earlier were still running through her veins, she throws the dice with no doubt, and they end on the blanket.

"Six," I voice out but cannot even keep the excitement inside of me. "I wanna die," she bites her lips and hides her face in her hands. She must have thought that the dices would give her an uneven number.

"Too late for that, you have to do it now that you threw the dice," I show no mercy, but she sharply exhales, and her head turns towards him. "Tell me you don't permit me to do it, please."

"I permit you, otherwise, he'll never leave us alone," he knows not to disobey me. Y/n nervously laughs but whines. "I can't..."

"Yes, you can. I know it," I state with confidence, but she understands what I mean by that and throws a glare. For a reason that I do not know, she ties her hair in a bun and clears her throat, but nothing more happens. "Do you want us to help?"

"Help?" she frowns at me. "How? You do it for me?"

"I already did that, girl. I'm not going it twice," I do not take the moans and whines I let out right in her ear last night into consideration, and we both stare at each other. She throws her head back, and her body follows the same direction to lie down on the bed.

"You won't avoid it, we'll wait," I do not care about how she feels right now since I had to go through that but that she did not mind me doing it. A few seconds later, she goes back in the position she was so that we can see her, and she leans towards Hojun, her rosy lips touch his ear, and her voice leaves her mouth to enter it. She moans once, and to my greatest surprise, she moves her legs to direct her body towards him, and she moans again, in one of the hottest manners.

I check Hojun's reaction, feeling empathy for him since if I was in his shoes, I know I would be hard. He smiles, obviously out of nervousness, but y/n drifts away from his ear.

"That's not how you sound when you orgasm," I complain about how short this was, even if I did not do as told when I was the one who was given the dare. "Shut up. I did it," she hurls the dice at me, but I catch them. "Now, if you get an uneven number, you fake an orgasm right in front of us. You wanna play to that game, so we're gonna play," she takes revenge as quick as she can, seeming upset about what I made her do.

I do it without fearing the number, and as soon as it gets revealed, I sneer and let Hojun have his turn. "You're freaking lucky," she does not stand to see me win and not do the dare she gave me, and we put our attention on Hojun. "Uneven number means you..." I look for a good one. "You tell me your three biggest turn-on's."

He throws them without minding this, but he does not get a number I wanted to see on the blanket, so he hands the dices to y/n, and she waits.

"I don't have ideas, so you can do it," Hojun does me a favor and lets me pick what I want, so I gladly do it. "Okay. If you get an uneven number, you act like a kitten and meow for me."

Hojun laughs at this sentence, but y/n pitches the dices at me instead of the bed. "Are you gonna make me do the most embarrassing stuff?"

"It's not embarrassing, it's hot, dumb girl," I do not move but check the number she got, and I point my finger down at it, grinning with excitement. "Three."

"A kitten can bite, right?" she fakes anger when I know that she is liking this but being too shy to do it. "Yes, but if she does, I'll make her regret it."

"How?" she crosses her arms over her chest, suddenly becoming confident and brazen. "A slap on her ass."

"Tell me what I have to do," she changes her mind in a quick second, and I get out of bed. I head towards the desk where I left some candies and snacks, and I pick the strawberry laces but look for a piece of fabric. "Do you have something to cover the eyes?"

"A sleep mask," she leans back and gets one out of a drawer of her bedside table, so I hide the candies behind my back and stand at the bottom of the bed. "Put it on."

She carefully puts it around her head to blind her sight. "Alright, you stay on your knees. I have a candy in my hand right now," I pull one red string out of the wrapping. "You have to crawl towards me and find it with your mouth, once you get it, you can remove the mask."

"From what I know, cats don't eat cand—"

"I said 'act like a cat' not 'be a cat'," I cut her off and struggle to explain, desperately trying to be the right one. "Now move your ass and come."

She bends over to do as told and crawls towards me, being slow, probably out of fear that she might not touch the bed and fall. She passes her hands over the blanket to scan the area with them before moving forward, and both Hojun and I watch her without saying a word but having fun.

"Don't use your hands to know where I am," I repeat this rule, so she respects it and continues her way towards me, but her head bumps into my thigh, and she laughs at the same time as I do. "I'm going to kill you after this," she holds back from hitting me, and I peek up at Hojun once she raises her chin to attempt to find the candy with her parted lips near my crotch, but I catch him with his eyes on her thighs. He checks what she is doing with her mouth but cannot even be discreet at all, he smiles at her behavior and when she lowers her head to get the tip between her lips, which makes her arch her back even more, he gets an eyeful of the inside of her skirt, but briefly.

He is even more obsessed than I am.

"Wiggle it to help me!" she gets mad at me for not being good enough on her own, but since she had the audacity to raise her voice at me, I slap the candy on her face. "There."

Her jaw clenches, her words full of anger remaining in her mouth to not let them out. I sneer at her but have some mercy, and I rub the length up and down the tip of her lips. "I'm helping you."

She opens her mouth and bites into it. Finally.

"Good girl," I smile and drop the candy inside, and once she chews on it but lifts the mask up, I pet her head. "Here, you deserve some affection."

Her eyes gaze into mine, and she moves her head back to give a lick to my inner wrist but goes back next to Hojun. "You're lucky the candy made me forget."

She is such a tease.

"An even number means you kiss Hojun on the lips for at least thirty seconds," I take care of picking the dare after most of the last ones were avoided or kind, but she peeks at him first. "Are you okay with it?"

He agrees, and she throws the dice.

Ten.

I chuckle at how unlucky she is at this game, but she does not seem as bothered as she was with the orgasm one. She smiles and moves closer to Hojun, doing it in one of the sweetest ways, and she holds the side of his face, the one where his dangling cross earring is, and she locks lips with him.