"Nothing. I don't wanna answer it, so give me that card," I snatch it away from her hold, but she hurries to steal the question away from me and throw it to Hojun. "You—" I slap her thigh. "How dare you?!"

"When you masturbate?" he shouts the words to embarrass me, and I feel the heat inside shoot up. "Uh. I thought you were not scared to talk about that shit. Go ahead," he smiles at me, acting cocky now that this is to embarrass me in front of y/n. "Shut up. I won't answer that."

"I really wonder what you think— I mean, who you think about when you do it..." he wins this argument and makes me feel shy as hell, my brain not working with my mind anymore. I chuckle but fidget on my spot, and I cross my legs, lean forth, and fix my eyes down on my card. "Come on...we all know that you think about me," he attempts to save this moment I was about to put an end to by disappearing.

"Yeah..." I lick my lips and hope he does not talk about it anymore. "Dude..." I breathe out in a heavy way, not believing what is happening to me tonight. "Do your best fake 'o' while looking to the person to the right of you in the eyes."

Hojun has fun wheezing while I am dying from the inside, but I do not even look at y/n's reaction, not having the strength and courage to do it.

"Don't worry, you can just do it in her ear and not look into her eyes. I make it easier for you," he goes easy on me, probably noticing how hard it is for me to keep breathing. "Are you okay with it too, y/n?" he asks for her consent before I could do it, and I move back against the bed but hear her agree. "Yes. I don't mind."

Of course, she does not mind. If I was her though, I would not be okay at all, I know that hearing her fake an orgasm in my ear would turn me on so much that I would get a hard-on.

Since Hojun is not saying anything more, I decide to go for it with no second thought and hold the side of her throat, approach my lips from her ear to feel her skin on the tip of them, and I moan, in a deeper way than expected, right in her ear.

"There," I pull away and ignore what just happened, and Hojun grabs another card.

I wonder what y/n is feeling right now, what she felt inside her right when she heard my voice. I hope I made her feel enough to be turned on as much as I would have been if I was in her shoes. "Should we drink some beers to make it a little fun and less awkward?" he feels what everyone in this room must feel too, and I chuckle but check what y/n wants to say. "I can't drink too much because I can't stand alcohol very well."

"It's okay, you don't have to drink if you don't want to, I was just asking. We're not gonna get drunk, we're three guys with one girl, who is our best friend's girl, so no worries, he stands up and moves to a mini-fridge that is at the bottom of his roommate's bed.

"Wait, are you really stealing his beers?" Kimoon points his finger at it, but Hojun smiles, broadly, and he gets some cans out. "Yep, not only this guy is an asshole, but he's a dumb one," his answer makes y/n giggle, and he goes back on his spot to put the drinks down, so I grab one, and everyone does so.

•••

"Alright, guys! Shut the fuck up!" Hojun cannot handle what he just told us. "I lie, okay? But I say it as a joke!"

"Why the fuck would you lie?" I chuckle but kinda guess the reason why he does that. "Because I'm just joking, I thought you knew it."

"Well, kinda, yeah," Kimoon does not shut his mouth, gobbling down the intoxicating drink without ever seeing the boundaries. "Thanks...I'm glad to know it is obvious," Hojun puts his card down, feeling hurt about this answer but pretending to not take offense. "What? You never date, you never hang out or talk with girls, and you expect me to believe that you do hook up? Nah."

"Maybe I do things you don't know about..." he shrugs his shoulders. "No, you don't. You stay in your bedroom all the time when you're not in Jungkook's one," he takes a sip of his beer, but Hojun glances up at y/n and I after what he heard. He probably panicked internally because of this sentence that would not make a girlfriend very happy or pleased if she was not y/n. "That's not even true."

"Whatever," I roll my eyes. "I knew that you were kinda joking because you'd get attached to the person if you have sex with them. I know you."

"I'm pretty sure I'd be able to have sex and not catch feelings," he lies to himself, telling something that we both know would never happen. I stare into his eyes, smirking and reading through his look and body language that he is not being honest with himself but attempting to believe into his falsehood. "Sure," I move my eyes down to his hands, feeling slightly light because of the alcohol. "Anyway. I'm not answering this question," he takes the dare again to read it. "Bro," he drops it and his face tells us everything.

"What is it?" y/n bends over, laying her hands down on the floor, her softly tinted cheeks making us realize that she did not lie when she said her alcohol tolerance is not high at all. "It says that the person on my left has to give me the dare..." he bites his lips, but Kimoon laughs. "Kiss Jungkook on the lips."

His head swiftly rotates towards him. "Bro," he peeks at y/n,

"Damn, you're refusing to kiss me?" I relieve him without being direct about the issue, and he looks at me, wondering if he is allowed. "I'm offended and hurt."

"I'm not," he claims but still does not do it when I know that if y/n was not here, was not my girlfriend, he would have already jumped on me. "Hm. I'm waiting," I lick my lips, smiling with confidence. "Y/n will be mad at me."

"You really think I'd tell you to do it if I knew that y/n doesn't agree with this?" I tell him with no doubt or fear, but he sets his almond-shaped eyes on y/n again. "You can do it, don't worry."

"Are you sure? Because your mind does not seem to be okay," he mentions what is more than visible on her face. "I am okay, what do you mean?"

I make my laugh as discreet as possible, but since Hojun is not making a single move, I keep quiet, and once he looks at me again, I uncontrollably smile, and he crawls towards me to press his lips on mine, in one of the most adorable manners. "I'm gonna tell everyone about it on Instagram," he makes a joke to not have to face the nervousness this provoked to him, and I scoff at how chill he is pretending to be.

"Damn, y/n does it better," the alcohol hits my head to affect my actions, but he glares at me. "I just pressed my lips on yours. You can't do better, little shit."

"Yeah, that's the reason why I said that. Pecking and kissing is different," I say what is evident to me, but he pokes his cheek with his tongue, this habit that he now has because of me. "Let me show him, baby," I touch her thigh with my hand and incline my body towards hers, and once her face is at reach, I hold it and lock our lips.

I do not even care about what I might regret by acting so bold in front of them, I shove my tongue in her mouth as soon as her lips part, and we both kiss hungrily, the alcohol running through our veins in small amounts but being present enough to disturb our state, I smile through it but give her a lot of passion and erase what is around us for a moment.

She only kissed me two times, but I love it so much, and she is so good that my heart goes crazy at the exact second that she starts.

Not wanting us to make out in front of them, I slow down, and she does so to end this. I press one more peck on her soft lips and pull away.

"Here, this is what a kiss is," I pass my tongue over the lips that she covered in her sweet taste, but he raises his eyebrows. "I can kiss like that too."

"Are you all in a poly relationship or what?" Kimoon frowns at us. "We're not..." I do not know what to say exactly, but he does not hear what, to him, is the untruth. "You literally just fucking kissed them both on the lips. What do you mean 'we're not'?"

"I kissed him many times," I mutter my words, not willing to talk to him after what happened, and which I cannot forget. "Yeah, and you always said that I'm a good kisser," the grumpy boy does not give up or drop this, getting me to laugh but shake my head.

"No? Alright," some frustration and bother taking over him, he stands up and heads towards y/n. "If she is so much of a better kisser, then let me confirm that," he goes down on his knees right next to y/n, but I stare at him, knowing he will not dare to do that without my permission. "Don't even think about it."

"Then shut the fuck up about how good she is compared to me," he fakes a smile and goes back to his spot. "You're a good kisser too, you know I'm just provoking you because you pecked and didn't kiss me."

"Whatever, the game is over, you should all go back to your room before the asshole might come back," he takes hold of the empty cans and throws everything out. "We need to stop before it goes downhill anyway," I pull on my sweatpants, feeling uncomfortable with the hardness between my thighs that I can feel pushing against the fabric. "As if it didn't already," I rest my arms over my lap, y/n still leaning on me.

"Whatever," he tidies up in a proper manner, and I help him but see Kimoon stand up. "I gotta go, my head is aching a lot right now."

"Alright, see you tomorrow," Hojun tells him goodbye, but I do not say a word, and he answers with the same to leave the room.

We all remain quiet for a few seconds, then once Hojun closes the box, he slides it under his bed that is behind me, and he sits in front of us. "What was wrong earlier that you seemed mad?" he brings this up again, willing to know what happened for me to feel that way.

I am not sure this is a good idea to say it here, maybe without y/n would be better.

"Let's not talk about it now," I ruffle my hair and rise, making y/n follow me. "Text me if you need or want anything, okay?"

"Yeah, I hope you both have a good night and sleep well," he smiles at us, so I grab y/n's hand with the one that is not in a pocket of my sweatpants, and I hold it to get out.

I close the door behind us as soon as we stepped out, but before letting her leave, I get to my room. "Wait here," I open the door and head to my closet, grab one of my jackets, and go back to her in a few seconds. "Here, wear this. It's cold as hell outside."

"It was just for a few seconds, you know," she chuckles but still lets me put it on her. "I know, but I don't care."

Once this is on her, I close the zipper but gaze at her features, her cheeks, and how adorable their soft redness is. I touch them to feel the warmth, and I press a kiss on her forehead. "Sleep a lot tonight, okay?" I caress her skin with my thumbs, and she smiles at me. "I will. Make sure to do the same and not go to bed too late."

"I won't, don't worry," I hug her before she leaves me, and she tries to squeeze me in her arms. "Have a good night."

"Have a good night too," I rub her back and enjoy the scent of her fragrance for the last seconds, then she steps back. "Text me once you go to bed," I tell her to do, and she nods to me. "See you tomorrow," she hides her hands in the pockets, and I grab the handle of the door. "See you, baby."

"Don't call me baby when I have to leave," she complains while walking away, but I giggle and wait for her to reach the stairs. As soon as she is there, she turns towards me and waves, so I do it back, and I enter my room once she is out of sight.

Not seeing Chiwon in the room since he is away until ten, I get on my bed to text Hojun.

[ hey, I didn't want to talk about it in front of y/n so it's better to do it by text >

[ when we were at the restaurant, you're maybe going to think that it's dumb, but I got mad as fuck bcs I caught Kimoon staring at y/n's cleavage many times, remember when he left to pee? He literally had his eyes on her for more than five seconds bro >

[ I wanted to punch him too but I thought about y/n and you, I didn't want to ruin the night bcs of this asshole and make her uncomfortable >

[ yeah, honestly I don't know how many times he did it but at first I was like 'its a guy, he drank a lot, its not a surprise' but he did it so disgustingly it pissed me off >

[ I know... >

[ no don't say anything, I already did it when I was in the restroom, don't worry >

[ that's exactly what I told him >

[ I thought the same but he doesn't wanna talk about it >

[ I hope not >

[ ours? 🤨 >

[ I'm gonna kill you >

I leave the conversation as soon as I receive a notification from Instagram that warns me about a new post from my favorite girl. I hurry to check it out and like it, then I take a closer look at the picture.

She is in front of her mirror, sitting down on the floor like an anime girl would do, still wearing the oversized white sweater, with her phone in front of her face to not show it. She effortlessly has the power to be cute and hot at the same time.

I check the comments before leaving but see that Hojun has already put one and got a response.

_ you're so cute:( _

_ _ thank you, but you're prettier c: _

_ stop it:> _

I do not say anything in the comments but text Hojun right away.

[ you're so cute:( 😤 >

[ I tell her but not in the comments >

[ I know, it's her best friend;-; >

[ no and I don't want to >

[ I know, I don't want to anymore, it's for y/n only now >

[ no, I don't even check them unless it is from her or you >

[ I know;) >

♡ ]

[ I love you too, sleep tight

I leave the conversation since he is gone, and I get hold of my controller to turn my console on and play.

— Next day —

did you sleep well? ]

[ I did, and you baby?❤ >

[ same, I hate this weather so much let's go back to my bed and warm each other up >

[ that means we would skip classes to cuddle, is that okay for the hard working and very studious girl you are? >

[ I knew it;-; >

[ he's already with you?! >

[ why didn't you tell me?;-; >

[ y'all are too early for me okay? >

[ Hojun respects me more than you do😤 >

[ I'm coming! I'm waiting on top of the stairs to not fall while texting and drinking my coffee! He does bcs at least he calls me daddy, he knows what I represent😠 >

[ I😳 didn't expect you to actually say it, but thanks. Now you better call me that >

[ what does that mean? I always deserve it >

[ chill your titties, I'm coming mommy😤 >

[ then shut up >

I do not answer anymore but run down the stairs to reach them pretty quickly, and I push the door open to get out and rush towards the ones who better not be doing what I think they are doing.

At the exact second that I catch Hojun and y/n hugging each other, with Kimoon next to them, and awkwardness all around, I make my way up to them and stop right behind y/n. "What are you doing with my girl?" I grab her by her backpack and pull on it to get her away from Hojun's embrace, pretending to not like it.

"We're freezing and dying!" he gives me his excuses, but y/n turns around and wraps her arms around me. "Sure, I know you're tryna steal my baby," I encircle y/n's neck with one arm to still be able to drink my coffee and frown my brows at the boy who is wearing the jacket I gave him the other day. This is now his, I will never get it back.

"You dumbass, I'd never do that," he tucks his hands in his pockets, maybe feeling like I am serious. "Hm. I don't know. Y/n could fall in love with the cute guy you are," I compliment him but see a bashful smile form on his face, and he shakes his head. "Bullshit."

"Sure, and you, why aren't you talking now that I'm here?" I glance down at y/n, who is remaining silent, and she giggles in my chest. "Drink your coffee and keep quiet."

"What about my morning kiss?" I whisper in her ear, gazing at her eyes and lips. "Stop making me third-wheel," Hojun opines himself when I did not even do anything, but I peek at y/n again and press my lips on her cold but glossy ones. Then I set my eyes back on Hojun and sip on my coffee. "Got a problem?"

"No problem," he tries hard to conceal a smile that he knows he cannot deny, and I scoff but hug y/n back to give her my warmth.

•••

[ atp I'm gonna buy you bibs >

I chuckle but leave this conversation with Hojun once I receive a text from y/n since she should be done with her homework soon, which means I will be able to get into her room.

[ I need to talk to you >

[ Kimoon just came here and wanted to have a talk >