I need to see if she initiates any type of physical contact so that I am not the only one doing it.

"Here, I like this cute store," I pick one that sells many adorable plushies, toys, and many items that are useless but so precious, and she enters it with me.

Not even five seconds spent in the store, she already drifts apart from me. "Oh my— Jungkook," the tone of her voice change at the sight of something, and as soon as I see what this is, I understand. "This is a mini Stitch, and a mini Baymax, and a mini Winnie The Pooh...! I want them all," she grabs the three Keychain with no hesitation, and my heart melts in front of this side of her that I never saw.

She is kind of like Hojun, to be honest. He goes all 'aw' once he sees plushies and cute characters, and he ends up putting all his money in this unnecessary stuff, or not really, it is not his money, it is mine because I am always here to buy everything for him.

I smile but let her look at everything, and she shows me another one, this time, it is a moving liquid one. "Oh, look, this is a chocolate milk one. I'm going to buy this for Hojun," she becomes all joyful about it while I am standing here and feeling the butterflies in my stomach.

Then she grabs another one when we have not even been here for more than one minute. "A Starbucks one, this is for you for sure, dammit," she bites her lips and takes a look at the five items she already got. "I should leave this store, I want so many things."

"Yeah, I said 'Let's buy something' not some things," I chuckle but do not even say it seriously, loving the way she is reacting to mini items. "Yeah...I should pick one of those three first," she takes a closer look at them, already having a hard time.

I am going to let her keep one only, then once she will have made a decision, I will get the two others she left there and buy them for her.

"I'm gonna check the plushies," I walk away and head to the other section where I will find something for Hojun.

I cannot keep my eyes away from her for too long though, I cannot, it feels nearly impossible. She is so adorable over there, trying to pick one single keychain but not willing to leave any of them in this store. I smile, uncontrollably but try to focus on the plushies.

I look at all the soft and adorable characters to find something I would love to buy, and as soon as I stumble upon a shrimp, I grab it but take a picture to send it to Hojun.

[ reminds me of you >

Since he is probably busy studying, I put my phone back in the pocket of my jacket and peek up at y/n who is still with her keychains like a baby. I walk in her direction while always checking the plushies but stop myself once I catch sight of a snowbunny one. Hojun loves those. I cannot leave without buying him this.

At the exact moment that I get one of these in my arms, my phone warns me about a text, so I get it out and check, hoping for it to be from Hojun.

]

[ and small. A 🤏 little shrimp :3 >

[ hm, sure, your eyes. I thought about your small eyes when I saw it :) >

[ see, you know what I was talking about >

[ I think about you all the time...you know it >

]

[ shut up, it's just because she's tryna pick between three keychains, she's cute asf she's been trying to keep one of them but she finds them all cute, and she went all "aw, Jungkook, look at this" when she saw them. My damn heart can't take thisㅠㅠ >

[

[ sure? >

He sees the text but does not type right away, and I already know what he is going to answer me with.

:( ]

[ I love you, stop staying that >

[ don't- not the sad face. >

[ You won't get me with this shit. hug your plushies >

[ they do but their arms are too small you can't feel it >

]

I smile but leave my phone to go back to y/n. "Still not decided?"

"I take Stitch," she leaves the other one on the display stand, doing it like a sad little girl who was forced to only get one out of those three items. She makes me want to kiss and cuddle her so much at this right moment.

"Okay, then I take these for myself," I get the ones she put back. "Let's go to the checkout now."

"Let's wait again now," I sit down on the seat since the bus passed by a few seconds before we could even run for it. "Yeah. Let's enjoy this moment," she joins me, being sarcastic like I love to be. "You're with me, so you can only enjoy it," I mumble my words but hear a small sneer slip out of her mouth. "Next time we go to the theater, if I ever accept to go with you, you pick the movie. Not me again. Never," she still does not swallow the bitterness of earlier, but I laugh and give a small slap to her arm. "Stop saying that. I was just joking, okay?"

"Yes, but I know you meant it when you said you didn't like the movie," she does not lie or thinks wrong, but I still try to make her understand the movie was not the reason for me to come here. "I told you. No matter what movie it was, it didn't matter to me."

"Why did you pick the theater then?" she frowns at me for not making any sense, and I graze my teeth with my piercing out of nervousness, before answering with a part of the truth. "I just like that kind of place...it's like one of the best when you wanna go out with someone."

She takes this as a good explanation and does not find it ridiculous, so I do not look away but stare into her eyes. "So I enjoyed my time there, more than I even expected to."

"I did too," she smiles, and my heart beats faster. "Hm, on top of that, you showed me how strong your thighs are, which is a very important thing to know about you, you know, what would life be without knowing this information."

"Are you making fun of me?" she hears the sarcasm and irony through the tone of my voice, and I giggle in one of the most uncontrollable manners. "I'm not. I'm scared of you now."

"I'm never showing you anything again, that's it. You mock me about everything I do, you jerk!" she punches my arm, playfully, but I take this small occasion to grab her wrist and touch her. "Stop! I don't do that. I tease you. That's different."

"Oh yeah, you tease me," she rolls her eyes, mimicking me and trying to speak like I do. "I'm gonna tease you even more then."

"You'll never be able to do it," I state with no doubt, but she raises her eyebrows at me as if I had said something she does not agree with. "You think I wouldn't? I'll tease you all the time from now on."

"And how? You need to find something I cannot stand for that to work," I remove my hand from her, not keeping it there for too long. Her smile widens once I ask her this question, and some cockiness takes over her. "Why do you get so shy when you give me a kiss? Hm? Why do you become all jittery when—"

"I don't, why all those lies?" I cut her off to not hear more of this. "Uh? You're the one who got shy earlier."

"When did that happen? I wasn't shy for a single second today," she gasps, meaning she is lying. "Yes, you were. You became all jittery as well when you put my hands between your thighs, so keep quiet."

"Such a liar," she denies it now that I made her face the facts. "Ugh..." I tongue my inner cheek. "You don't even wanna admit it."

"Just the same way you don't wanna do it either," she shrugs and knows how to get me, so I spill the truth to hear hers. "Alright. I do get shy when I kiss you, okay? But you have to admit that you get all shy when I do it too."

The smile upon her face only grows bigger at the sound of what she did not expect to hear from me, and she sets her eyes back on mine. "Okay...I do too, but it doesn't matter."

"Of course, it doesn't matter anymore now," I shake my head and deal with all the disbelief she causes to me. "And for your information, you never dared to kiss me, so who's the shy one between us? Hm?" I let this out, knowing that I am right and that she cannot deny this.

As predictable as it was, I catch her smiling and avoiding the subject.

"See!" I point my finger at her, exposing all the things she does not like to talk about. "You're such a little brat."

She does not even mind me saying this anymore but giggles at it, aware of how true this is. "Now you owe me a kiss."

"You don't deserve any," she steps on my heart, and my lips part out of shock. "That is mean..." a sigh runs out of me, and I glance away to act like I am hurt, but she already throws her arms around me and gets rid of that pain. "I'm joking...!"

Loving this feeling of her body against mine, the warmth this gives me not only from the outside but inside too, I make it linger and revel in this moment. I turn my head to have my lips near hers, the nearest they have ever been to each other. "I know you're not..."

"Yes, I am," she gazes down at my lips. "I'm not mean. Alright? I just...You only gave me two kisses, so I need a third one to give mine."

She is really asking for it right now. After turning me on with her thighs, she is directly asking me to kiss her again. I love how every new day makes our relationship turn ever better.

Feeling more at ease with her after what happened tonight, I move forth and press my lips on her cheek. "There. You got your third one," I smile but drop all my focus down on her lips to send her some hints. "That was the dullest kiss I've ever got, so that doesn't count."

"Dull?! I put so much love into it! How dare you?" I do not accept to receive this complaint, staring at her lips nonstop and waiting for her to kiss me. She slides her arms away from me when I wanted us to remain in this position, and she shakes her head, keeping her face dangerously close to mine. "I didn't feel anything."

Feeling like this is the perfect time to do it, I hold her jawline and press another kiss on her cheek, but do not confine myself to doing this only, I know she wants more, so I go a little further and subtly slide my hand down her neck, press another kiss on the same spot with more softness, and I wrap my arms around her waist but drift my lips to her ear to leave a peck on there and deal with the pounding of my heart.

"There, is it meaningful enough?" I look into her eyes, swim into them, and travel through all the emotions their sparkle spread through me. "It's a bit better."

I want to kiss her neck so badly right now, I want to do it. I want to but do not know if it is the right time yet.

"Show me what a meaningful kiss is to you then," I cowardly demand her to do it, almost begging for one. "I....we're not...in a good position. So I can't do it..." she finds a pretext to not do it, but I refute this. "No. That doesn't work," I stand up and grab her hands to take her with me, leaving the bag on the seat. "Come on. Now you're comfortable."

She giggles and now proves to me how right I was when I said she is the shy one. "We're in a good position," I cup her waist with my hands to press her body against mine, and I kiss her jawline, feeling the hits that my heart gives in my chest to remind me of how crazy she makes me go, how in love I am with her. "It's just," her soft but cold hands touch my sensitive neck, and stares at my lips but smiles in the sweetest way ever, facing the aftermath and not handling the excitement it provokes.

"Hm. Tell me. It's just what? Have you forgotten how to give a kiss?" I play with her as her behavior made me gain some confidence, and she nods. "I suddenly don't have a brain anymore, for some reason. My memories disappeared."

"If I don't get that kiss before the bus is here, we'll wait for the next one," I threaten to keep her here, and she changes her mind and retrieves all the memories she claimed to have lost. She stands on her tiptoes and puts her arms around my neck but finally drops a tender kiss on my cheek, and a smile instantly turns my lips up while butterflies crowded my stomach.

"Is that what you call meaningful? Mine are better," I spur her to give me more than a single one of these, feeling the effect of this gesture for the first time and craving more of it. She does not say a word but holds me even tighter and she goes more gently to repeat this action and make me happy. I literally close my eyes and make my embrace around her waist even more snug, and my hands flatten over her back.

Our hearts are going insane and hitting each other's chests because of this. This feels like that dream I had when I thought I was in heaven, with butterflies in my stomach, glitter in my head, and bliss in my veins.

"Is it good?" she speaks in my ear, and my heart skips a beat. She must not even know that it is one of my most sensitive weaknesses. "Hm?" I do not move so that I can feel her warm breath brush my skin, and hear her voice vibrate in my ear. "Did you feel how meaningful it was or not?"

The rush of blood this sends to my brain makes me act recklessly, and I lower my skin, grip her waist, and push my lips against her neck. "I did."

The tip of my lips run over her shivered skin, and I move my head back to face her, but she pulls her arms down to lay her hands over my chest, and we both stare into each other's eyes.

The things happening inside of me are so chaotic that I can barely breathe properly. I can feel my heartbeat in every place, in every corner of my body, my toes are nearly curling in my shoes, and my soul has already been trapped into hers.

Her fingers fiddling with the fabric of my jacket, she peeks down at my lips, but the temperature of my body shoots up, and I lean forth to press my lips on hers. My eyelids shut, and my heartbeat goes so strong and fast that it takes the air out of my lungs.

I cannot wait. I do not want to, this might ruin everything if I do not do it now. This moment is perfect for a kiss, the emotions, the tension, everything is made to happen now.

The warmth and softness of her lips felt against mine, the love it makes me feel, I cannot deny it, I love it. After a few seconds, that were powerful enough to engender fireworks of emotions inside of me, I pull apart but make sure to keep the tip of my lips against hers, but she skims hers over mine, and I fall for it right away. I part my eager ones to trap her bottom lip between them and deepen the kiss, and we both have a real kiss for the first time, we both kiss back to not feel it end, we touch each other's skin, breathe into each other's mouth, and lose our head into this.

I do not even care about the bus anymore, I want to keep going.

I step forward to bring her towards the nearest wall and push her against it to press my body against hers to the full, and I slide my hands under her jacket to hold her by the waist, makeout with her, and forget where we are to only focus on what we are doing, what we are feeling together.

"Y/n..." I whisper between the kisses and glide my hands down to her hips, but she smiles against my lips and stops, her fingers holding the sides of my neck.

I do not even know where to stand, to be honest. She makes me feel so vulnerable to the effect of love that is running through me again, but she makes me feel so horny as well.

I open my eyes, wondering why she is not giving me more, but I fall into her shiny stare. Our unsteady breathing hitting each other's skin, we both smile at each other, and I lick my lips. "You spoke in my ear...I just...I lost control."

She emits the most adorable, quiet laughter ever but can barely make eye contact with me. "Just because I spoke in your ear?"

"Hey, this is one of my worst weaknesses, okay?" I do not pull away from her, feeling her hands go down my torso. "Thanks for letting me know. I'm going to use it efficiently from now on."

"I cannot tell if it's a good thing or not because I know I'm gonna like it anyway," I do not fear to say it, but her eyes leave mine to look in another direction, the bus' one. "Wait. It's here," she makes us both move apart from one another, and since I cannot ask to stay here and keep going, I grab the bag, and we both enter the bus as if nothing had happened, as if we did not just make out and feel each other's heart beat fast and hard.

I pay for the both of us again, and she leads the way to the back of the bus, she sits down in the corner, where no one is, and I get next to her.

We are literally the only people in here, that is even better.

I put the bag on my left to not have to keep it on me, feeling oddly nervous after the first kiss between y/n and I. I intertwine my fingers to rest my arms over my thighs, and I take a peek at my crush, who is remaining silent.

Did I disappoint her? Did I ruin everything? I was maybe not as good as she thought. This cannot be. I have always been called a good kisser.

I need to stop overthinking.

She is a good kisser though, she made me feel so amazing, I cannot even imagine how this must feel when she uses her tongue. Because of this, the only thing I have on my mind right now is us, making out on her bed, touching each other up, feeling every inch of each other's skin, sneaking our hands under each other's hoodie, French kissing, rubbing onto each other, and undressing each other.

Gosh. I am getting butterflies again. I freaking hate my brain and heart.

I bounce one of my legs out of a big amount of adrenaline that is still inside my veins, and I discreetly glance at y/n again. I need to say something, I can feel the tension this caused, I need to cut it before it becomes even more awkward.

"Are you gonna sleep right when you go back to your room?" I let out the first question that comes to my mind, and she finally lock eyes with me. "No. What about you?"

"I won't either," I tell her the same, and we do not break the contact. "What are you going to do though?" I rub my fingers over my skin, feeling my veins throb. "Take a shower, brush my teeth, then stay on my bed while using my phone."

"That's exactly what I'm gonna do too," I smile at how similar our habits are, and she does so. "We're soulmates. What do you expect?"

She manages to use my words and surprises me with them, and the excited kid that has been jumping around inside my head since earlier gets another reason to not stop. "Finally, you realize it. Took you long enough."

She laughs but her look flees away from the eye contact.