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I've been thinking of committing suicide.

I've been thinking of getting mental health therapy but everyone would judge me and call me crazy.

I've been thinking of running away, far into a place no one knows me.🙂

It's been 6 whole years since I've been dealing with depression and PTSD all on my own.😊

You know, I did something really bad and it still haunts me after several years.🙂

I still feel worthless and I can't seem to find the courage to push forward.😄

I can't go outside because I feel everyone is judging me for my past and present.😁

I find happiness when I write things that don't exist because it takes me away from my reality but still it's not true and I am not even good enough in writing.🤣🤣

I would really like to end it all but somehow I'm too weak to even do something as simple as taking my life. I am so incompetent 😁lol.

I'm sorry because this is none of your business and I'm saying nonsense to you and wasting your precious time.🙂🙂

I'll update soon.🙂