I woke up to another long day, as we were going to be filming the mv for 'Touch'.

I ran downstairs, and got a notification on my phone from my aunt.

bitch: has he called yoou yet?

jae: no bitch, now go away. I have work unlike you.

b: that's not how you talk to elders

j: that's how I talk to you

b: I guess I should tell Takuya that you are being an attention whore and been having sex with other guys.

j: you wouldn't

b: I would, and I'll even tell him that you have several kids with all of them and since you would be too poor to pay for child support they all live with you

j: bitch, what the fuck

b: respectfully talk to me you whore

j: well, I ain't a whore. you are. Second, only sluts and cock suckers say that.

b: fuck off, or else I should tell your father

j: I should have you in jail than

b: I know you are actually a very soft person. can't bear to see fights, blood, weapons

j:bye bich

I put down my phone, and jumped at the sight in the dining room. Everyone was staring at me, because I was standing in the doorway with an evil expression. I walked in, and sat down. "What?" I grabbed my silverware and started eating until my phone went off. again.

"what."

"Be nice to me, I mean what I said in the texts"

"Be lucky my brothers don't know the actually situation"

"Should they? Should Takuya see what his first love has been up to all this time?"

"You are a fucking bitch"

"I am better than Chucky's wife. Wait. I am equal to her."

"So you are married to a doll."

"No I am not, I just might have some sasaengs that want to fuck you senseless to claim you, and some females would like to have their men back."

"You are a fucking cunt. Die."

"You love your aunt"

"nope. I hate you"

"Then I shall come back over to your house and do it with one of them in front of you to see what goodness you've been hiding."

"bitch, I am a fucking 19 year old. Idgaf."

"oh, are you now? I never realized."

"maybe I should do it with hmm...NCT?"

"You are not touching any of the younger members."

"maybe, but I think the older they are, the better"

"you are sick"

"I have been a fan of NCT since they were rookies."

"YOU SENT DONGGU IN YOU'RE A FUCKING SASAENG"

"yes, I did. I think he needs to also see his first love and see what a hoe she is."

"grrrr"

"Oh, look at Johnny's muscular arms. mmh, I would want to feel them. Aww, Jeno also? Jaehyun? Lucas? nah, I will do all of them."

"You are not touching any of them. They are mine!"

"Aww, who are you trying to protect? The other younger members? the older ones?"

"I am hanging up this fucking phone you sick piece of shit."

"okay, go do what you need to today, and I will text you later so we can talk"

I hung the phone up immediately, and grabbed my bag. "Jae, where are you going?" Yeongu asked me while standing up. "I am going to go find my sick aunt." I told them while grabbing my plate to throw it away. Hoshi grabbed my arm. "Sit down, and eat. You know you never leave the table until your food is gone or until the elders are done." shit, I forgot about that. I sat down with them, and slowly started eating. It was quiet until they al started talking. "Was that your aunt on the phone?" Mingyu asked and I just nodded my head. It was silent once again. I finished my food and waited for everyone else. Jeno was in front of me, and I unconsciously stared at his biceps. she was correct, so damn. I was nudged on the shoulder by woozI and I looked at him. "You were staring at Jeno's biceps. Do you like them?" My face turned a slight red. "Shut up." the 127 members were finished and we were off to go film 'Touch'.

We arrived and I had so much fun wandering around the set until they called me to get changed.

I came back out, and waited for everyone else. We crowded around the monitor to watch Taeyong. "Oppa moshiseo!!" I yelled and gave him a thumbs up. He smiled at me, and went back to listening to the director. He finished, and then I went in after Johnny. theirs looked so cool. My filming part was me exploring a room, and then it went to me playing with teddy bears. Rilakumma to be exact since I love him so much. During the tug-of-war part, I was being a cheerleader and started cheering for them. I was playing favorites between them. Then when it came for all of them to pull the rope, I was in front pulling along with them. The rope was seriously heavy.

We came to the part where we were in a white shirt and jeans paired with white shoes. Mine's were high top converse. It was so much fun plying with the feathers. I had so much in my hair, the hairstylists had to help me brush my hair.

We finished up here and went back to the studio to start recording 'Chain'. I went in to record after Johnny, Jaehyun, Taeyong, etc.

Chain! Reaction

hirogaru rensa

Chain! Reaction

ima koko kara sekai ga tsunagaru

[JAE/HC] jama suru wall let's break it down

Make a wish genjitsu ni kaeteku

[JAE/HC] Get me started ima hajimaru rensa

biribiri shibireru beat ga

todoroku sekai e yuruga doko made mo

chiisana ippo mo step by step

Yeah bass to the beat going brr brr brr

I had so much fun recording, and when we were able to go home, we did and I received the message from my aunt, which was stupid so I blocked her number.

I was downstairs and dressed to go film 'Chain'. Everyone was buzzing with xcitement about the upcoming comebacks, and activities, and shows we will be on. I had bags under my eyes, as I was busy helping mom take care of visiting Jihoon in one of his concerts, and getting her a hotel. I just played 'Shine' by Pentagon and sang while eating slowly.

나는 뭐랄까 음

아주 오래전부터 너를 음

조 조 좋아했었다고 늘

[이던/진호] 지금 말한다면 뭐가 달라질까요

달라질게 없는 맘을 가진 너는

마치 뿌리 깊은 나무 같아서

신이 곱게 빚은 한 송이의 flower

사라지지 마 달라지지 마

내가 너를 좋아해도 nobody knows

다른 여잘 봐도 nobody's like you

용기가 없어서 I'm sorry

더 맘껏 비웃어 그래 나는

너를 사랑하는 찌질이 찌질이

그래 나는 머저리 머저리

난 너한테는 거머리 겉절이

이 세상 너 하나면 돼

Baby I'm only yours oh oh oh

I'm only yours oh oh no

나나난난나난 결국에 난

난 사랑 앞에선 늘 찌질이

음 음 나는 뭐랄까

아직도 많이 좋아할 것 같아

왜 대체 말을 못할까 기죽은 어린애 같다

[여원/우석] 음 음 다른 사람 만나지 마

내 가슴 무너지게 그러지 마요

빈틈없는 그대에게 난 무리일까요

텅 빈 맘은 공터인데 머릿속은 터지네

Oh 맘 언제 이렇게 돼버렸나요

내가 너를 좋아해도 nobody knows

다른 여잘 봐도 nobody's like you

용기가 없어서 I'm sorry

더 맘껏 비웃어 그래 나는

너를 사랑하는 찌질이 찌질이

그래 나는 머저리 머저리

난 너한테는 거머리 겉절이

이 세상 너 하나면 돼

Baby I'm only yours oh oh oh

I'm only yours oh oh no

나나난난나난 결국에 난

난 사랑 앞에선 늘 찌질이

유토다

네가 나의 추억이 돼 보고만 있어도 힘이 나네

이 하늘에 빛이 나네 내 맘이 너에게 닿기를 바래

말하지 않아도 know know know

언제나 내 맘은 너 너 너

아름다운 그대와 걸어가고 싶어

Everybody knows 한가지 말할 게 있어

Listen to my heart 난 네 앞에 서면 떨려

[신원/옌안/우석] 그래 love you love you love you

[신원/옌안/우석] Like you like you like you

[키노/진호] 너를 사랑해

너를 사랑하는 찌질이 찌질이

그래 나는 머저리 머저리

난 너한테는 거머리 겉절이

이 세상 너 하나면 돼

(Everybody says) 눈누난나 너와 나

(My baby) 눈을 감아 뭐 할까

(뽀뽀) 구구까까 butterfly

이제야 난

나 사랑 앞에선 늘 빛나리

Romanization

naneun mworalkka eum

aju oraejeonbuteo neoreul eum

jo jo joahaesseottago neul

[ED/JH] jigeum malhandamyeon mwoga dallajilkkayo

dallajilge eopneun mameul gajin neoneun

machi ppuri gipeun namu gataseo

shini gobge bijeun han songiye flower

sarajiji ma dallajiji ma

naega neoreul joahaedo nobody knows

dareun yeojal bwado nobody's like you

yonggiga eopseoseo I'm sorry

deo mamkkeot biuseo geurae naneun

neoreul saranghaneun jjijiri jjijiri

geurae naneun meojeori meojeori

nan neohanteneun geomeori geotjeori

i sesang neo hanamyeon dwae

Baby I'm only yours oh oh oh

I'm only yours oh oh no

nananannannanan gyeolguge nan

nan sarang apeseon neul jjijiri

eum eum naneun mworalkka

ajikdo mani joahal geot gata

wae daeche mareul mothalkka gijugeun eorinae gatda

[YO/WS] eum eum dareun saram mannaji ma

nae gaseum muneojige geureoji mayo

binteumeopneun geudaeege nan muriilkkayo

teong bin mameun gongteoinde meorissogeun teojine

Oh mam eonje ireoke dwaebeoryeotnayo

naega neoreul joahaedo nobody knows

dareun yeojal bwado nobody's like you

yonggiga eopseoseo I'm sorry

deo mamkkeot biuseo geurae naneun

neoreul saranghaneun jjijiri jjijiri

geurae naneun meojeori meojeori

nan neohanteneun geomeori geotjeori

i sesang neo hanamyeon dwae

Baby I'm only yours oh oh oh

I'm only yours oh oh no

nananannannanan gyeolguge nan

nan sarang apeseon neul jjijiri

yutoda

nega naye chueogi dwae bogoman isseodo himi nane

i haneure bichi nane nae mami neoege dakireul barae

malhaji anado know know know

eonjena nae mameun neo neo neo

areumdaun geudaewa georeogago shipeo

Everybody knows hangaji malhal ge isseo

Listen to my heart nan ne ape seomyeon tteollyeo

[SW/YA/WS] geurae love you love you love you

[SW/YA/WS] Like you like you like you

[KN/JH] neoreul saranghae

neoreul saranghaneun jjijiri jjijiri

geurae naneun meojeori meojeori

nan neohanteneun geomeori geotjeori

i sesang neo hanamyeon dwae

(Everybody says) nunnunanna neowa na

(My baby) nuneul gama mwo halkka

(ppoppo) gugukkakka butterfly

ijeya nan

na sarang apeseon neul bitnari

When I finished, everyone was looking at me. "That was sung with so much passion Jae, what's wrong?" Ten asked me while sitting down next to me. "it's nothing oppa, I will be leaving first." I said as I got up and grabbed my bag to go to where we were filming the 'Chain' mv at.

I arrived earlier than I expected, and I went and got changed as the stylists were not busy. The others followed after. I am wearing my stage outfit for the mv and then switch to the suit later. I was waiting for Taeyong to film his part. he looked so cool. We started dancing as a group, and when we finished it, we took a quick break before dancing again.

It was then my turn to go and hold a tool after filming the group dance. I held a flame thrower and a blow torch. I stared at the camera as sexily and charismatic as I can. I finished that part, and it came to the part where we had either 'To Tokyo' or 'From Seoul' written on our bodies. I had 'To Tokyo from Seoul' written on my body twice. The first spot was on my left leg saying 'To Tokyo' and finishing on the right leg with 'From Seoul'. The second spot was my stomach. It was backwards. 'From Seoul to Tokyo'. I walked back on the set and waited for the director to tell me to go and get into position because I was the first for this. The camera zoomed in on my legs, and then zoomed back to get my entire body and show the sentence on my stomach.

We switched to the suits and started dancing in them several times again.

We finished and we went to go change our clothes once more.

Ignore everything except for the makeup, earring, bracelet, shirt, shorts, and shoes. the shirt is a muscle shirt like the ones the wear in the mv, and the word 'fuck' is not crossed out in you case.

When they were filming the vocals parts, I got to see their biceps, and damn. Lord Jisoos has blessed my eye sight. I was practically drooling over my own members because they were in tank tops. The veins that were popping out, and the arms flexing when they were dancing was beautiful. "Jae, your turn. Jae! Jae!" I snapped out of my entranced state and shook my head. Johnny was standing in front of me, and he had really big biceps. "Oh, thanks oppa!" I ran on to the set because it was my solo shot. I danced the part they just did, like the way we practiced. "You need to make it femininely sexy!" the director shouted at me, and I nodded my head. I danced again, and added in some moves. I bent down to come up and sweep my legs. My hair was actually the main point, because when I whipped my hair back, it was like one of those instagram photos. "We need water! Come wet Jae's hair and fill the box up with water!!!" the director shouted apparently liking my dance. Water was put in and I stepped back in the box and started dancing again. Water was poured in my hair to make it soaked so was more water was raining down on me like actual rain, and I flipped my hair back and water came back down on me after it flew out my hair and I was on my knees in the water. "CUT!!" he shouted and I cheered. "ASSA!!!" I walked over towards the monitor after getting a towel to dry off. It was freezing. I watched myself from the monitor and I really liked it especially with the lights dark and the water. We watched a run through of the mv, and when Haechan's part came, who knew he could stare sexily like that in the camera.

"That's a wrap!!!" the director yelled and we all cheered. My rap part was the best part because we were partying in the back of a truck. Who doesn't love that? We walked back to the changing room, and we started changing clothes. I saw them shirtless, and I just stared at their abs. Oh fuck, they look so delicious. I gulped and quickly changed my clothes back to the original ones I wore and ran out the dressing room. I contacted Jason.

I hung up on Jason, and walked with them to the van. We drove back to the dorm. When we walked in, I decided to change to go give my crazy sasaeng of an aunt my answer.