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Unknown: DAVIE!!!!!!! WAKE UP!!!!!!

Who ever is screaming my name at this unearthly hour, when i find you i will-

Chenle: *busts down the door and pounces on your bed* DAVIE!! Wake Up!!!

hug them and love them with all my heart.

You: Okay, Lele gege. I'm getting up now.

Chenle: Go shower and change. WE'RE GOING TO DUBAI!!! *dolphin scream*

After that you got up, showered, changed (see outfit above) and went out to the car. Once everyone got to the car, you left for the airport.

You were sitting in the back three seats in between Jisung and Chenle, while Jeno, Jaemin and Renjun sat in the middle three, asleep. Chenle was gradually dozing off too and you, noticing this, placed his head on your shoulder so that he would sleep comfortably. Jisung saw what you were doing and in his jealousy tried to wake Chenle up . You just slapped his thigh, telling him to stop, and ignored him for the rest of the drive.

~~~~~~~~ On the Plane ~~~~~~~

The boys had been arguing the whole time over who would sit next to who on the flight. You were beyond sick off it. You hadn't had any coffee that morning and had barely had any breakfast either. You weren't prepared for this 9 hour flight. Eventually everyone's seat were decided but here you were again stuck between arguing boys. The seat arrangement was

Haechan+Mark

Ten+Johnny

Jaehyun+Jungwoo

Kun+Lucas

Doyoung+Taeyong

Yuta+WinWin+Taeil

Jeno+Renjun+Jaemin

Chenle+You+Jisung.

However, Jisung wanted to sit in the middle but Chenle wanted to sit next you. In the end, Kun came to your rescue and decided that he was sitting in the middle and that you would sit next to Lucas. So much for getting a nap on this flight.

~~~~~~~~At the Hotel~~~~~~~~

You had just arrived in your hotel room and you were beyond tired. After Chensung's bickering, a whole flight next to Lucas and sound check for SMTOWN Live, you needed to sleep but i was only 5:30pm. You decided to wash up a bit before going to find one of the calmer members to take you out for dinner.

You decided you would get Johnny to take you out for dinner but he was with Ten. So Ten has to come as well. But Haechan was annoying Ten so he had to come too. Mark was with Haechan so Mark came too. Since the dreamies follow Mark around like lost ducklings, they came too. Lucas is obsessed with the dreamies so he came as well. Jungwoo is in love with Lucas so he came too and everyone is in love with Jungwoo so in the end all 19 of you went out for dinner.

~~~~~~~~The Next Day~~~~~~~

The next day was the day of SMTOWN Live in Dubai. You were incredibly nervous. Especially since you were the first act of the groups to perform. You were on right after they opened with 'Dear My Family' so you were practically on first. The good thing is that you were only on twice after for Go and Black On Black.

You had changed into your stage outfit and were now getting your hair and makeup done.

You were palms were sweating like crazy. Your heart rate accelerated and you began shaking and trembling.

Makeup Artist: Davie, could you please keep still?

You:S-sor-sorry

At this point, you were choking back tears in your eyes. You were so confused. You didn't know what was happening. Your chest felt tight as if it was being crushed by the weight of ten thousand elephants. You were now gasping for air. Everything looked foggy. Yuta has just walked in looking for you and saw the state you were in. He rushed to your side.

Yuta: Davie? Are you okay?

You: I *gasp* can't *gasp* bre- *gasp* breathe

Yuta: Do you need your inhaler?

You: It's *gasp* n-not *gasp* my *gasp* as-th *gasp* ma

Yuta: Do you need water instead?

You: *vigourously shakes your head*

Yuta: Davie. I'm going to give you some water. Please drink it.

He then brings over a bottle of water and takes the lid off. You snatch the water from his hands and drink a tiny amount. Then you go back to trying to breath again. The water helped but with little effect. You still felt like the walls of your chest were caving in and your brain was screaming at you. You knew that Yuta couldn't help you and you had to this alone. That made you feel helpless and alone.

You: Just a bit. do this.

Yuta: Take slow breaths, okay. I'm not going anywhere.

He gently rubbed your knee and drew circles on your back to help you calm down. The strain on your mind began to relieve and you slowly regained breath.

Yuta: Are you feeling a bit better??

You: Yes I am thank you so much for staying. I don't know what just happened or what you did to make it stop but thank you.

Yuta: I'm pretty sure it was an anxiety attack. We need to go tell one of-

You: No! Please! Not yet! They won't let me perform if i tell them now. I'll tell them after i perform.

Yuta: But it's not safe for you to perform!

You: I know but i can't let everybody down.

Yuta: You wouldn't be letting anyone down, Davie.

You: I'd be letting myself down.

....

Yuta: *sigh* Only if you promise to tell the managers afterwards.

You: I Promise!

Yuta: Pinky promise?

You: Pinky promise.

Yuta helped you to touch up your hair and makeup and just at the right time, a stage hand came to collect you for your performance.

You:

Yuta:

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You performed without a hitch and went on like that for the rest of your performances and as promised, you told your manager about your anxiety attack. They said that when you return to Korea, you'll attend some form of counselling or therapy for it.