Virgil and I have been dating for a while now, but we've been taking things slowly.

Right now, we're watching a movie, and Virgil is curled into my side. Here's where things go bad:

I kinda maybe sorta placed my hand on his thigh, making him jump and freeze. I look at him slightly concerned. "Virgil?"

He moves my hand and scoots away from me slightly with a panicked look. "Virgil, I-I'm sorry...?" I say. He shakes his head and runs upstairs.

"Virgil?!" I say, confused and scared that I did something wrong.

I locked my door. I can't do this. I-i just.. Can't...

But it's not Roman's fault... He probably feels bad... I didn't even tell him why...

"V-virgil...?" Roman says through my door. I try to speak, but no words come out. "I-i'm so sorry..." he says. I cover my mouth and cry. None of this was his fault.

A long while of silence passed, only filled with my own sobs. I had been straying from sexually intimate relationships because of what... He did to me.

Not Roman. But he didn't care. He used me. Rendered me useless as he... Made a toy of me... I had cut myself that night...

"Virgil..." Roman calls gently through the door. His voice is so much more soothing than his broth-

"I-i'm okay... Roman..." I call back quietly.

Virgil finally answered. That's a good sign, I think.

"I-i'm sorry, I didn't mean to push anything..." I say, sitting in front of the door. "N-no... None of this was your fault, Roman... You're not... It's not your fault he..." I hear Virgil saying.

"Virgil, if you don't want to talk about it, that's fine. I'll understand." I tell him before hearing his door unlock.

I stand up as he opens the door with sad eyes. "No... Please... Y-you should know..." he says quietly, letting me in. I step in and he motions for me to sit on his bed. When we both sit down, he looks down and sighs.

"Y-your... Brother used me before we got together.... I-i was his toy... He did with me as he pleased..." he says slowly. "Virgil, I-i'm so sorry... Please don't tell me he...?"

"Raped me? Yeah, he did. Multiple times. He tied me down so I wouldn't be able to get away." Virgil says, looking at me with a sad expression.

"Virgil, if I would have known, I wouldn't have-!" I start, but Virgil holds his hand up and shakes his head.

"How could you have known? I never talked about it." he says quietly. I frown sadly. "I'm sorry. I'm not going to do anything you don't want to do, okay?"

Virgil blushes. "R-ro... I trust you..." he says, looking at me shyly. I look at him. "Th-thank you...?" I say, confused about what he's getting at.

Virgil's blush grew. "I'd... I'd trust you enough to let you..." he says. I blushed, starting to realize what he was saying. "A-are you sure, Virgil? I-i understand that it's a traumatic thing to overcome-"

"Roman, fuck me." he says with a small smirk.

I trust Roman. I know he'd never use me like his brother did. Besides, it's been over two years since then, so I was mostly okay now. It just... Caught me off guard earlier.

Roman was a flustered mess. "A-are you sure...?" he asks with a red face. I nod. "Just... Please be gentle..." Roman smiles lovingly. "Of course I'll be gentle with you..."

I blush and smile at him in a thankful way. Roman scoots closer and gently holds my chin up. "Just tell me to stop if you need me to." he says before connecting our lips together.

I kissed back immediately, loving how soft his lips were. He starts slowly taking off my jacket before licking my bottom lip. I open my mouth for him and he slides his tongue in, exploring my mouth.

He tosses my jacket to the floor and continues kissing me, slowly pushing me down in the process. He eventually breaks the kiss for air.

"You okay...?" he asks carefully. I smile a little and nod. Roman smiles, leaving gentle and small kisses on my neck. "Ro~" I moan out. He sucks on my sweet spot before taking off my shirt. I tug at his shirt, and he looks down at it before smiling back at me.

"You want it off, darling~?" he coos. I nod, and he chuckles softly before pulling it off. I caught myself staring.

Roman blushes a bit with a smile. I blush and look away, making Roman laugh a bit. "That's cute~" he says, going to take off my pants.

I slowly take off Virgil's pants, making him whine slightly. "Shh, patience, dear~" I say, gently tossing his pants to the floor. I take off my own, leaving us both in just our boxers.

Virgil's eyes look me up and down a few times. "Holy fuck-" he says, blushing a light pink. I chuckle at this. "Like what you see, do you~?"

Virgil nods, making me smile more. "R-ro... Please..." Virgil says. "What do you want, Virgil~?" I ask. "P-please, Ro... Fuck me~!" he says.

I take off both of our boxers with a small smirk. When I get them off, Virgil grabs my hand and starts sucking on my fingers, making me blush.

He smirks at me as he sucks my fingers. He lets go eventually and smirks when he says, "There. I helped." I knew I was blushing, but I smiled back at him regardless. "Yes you did, thank you dear~" I say.

I then push one of my fingers into him, making him moan.

"Am I hurting you?" I ask. Virgil shakes his head. "R-ro please continue~!" He begs. I nod and start pumping my finger inside him. He moans and whines under me.

I soon add a second and start scissoring them.

"Ro... Ro~! Pl-please, I'm ready~!" he whines. "Alright, love~ it's okay~" I say, pulling out my fingers. He whines a bit before I slowly push myself into him.

Virgil moans and throws his head back. "R-ro~! Please m-move~!" He moans. I kiss his neck as I start to thrust into him, making him tilt his head and moan loudly.

I start slowly but gradually get faster as we continue. Virgil's hands were on my shoulders, holding me tightly.

"R-ro, I-i'm close~!" Virgil says. "Go ahead love~" I purr to him, making him moan as he came over both of us. After a few more thrusts, I came inside him as well.

We both panted for a minute before I pull out and summon a cloth to clean us with. He blushes and smiles at me. "Th-thank you... I love you so much Roman..." he says.

I smile at him and cover us both up. "I love you too, Virgil." I say, kissing his forehead as he snuggles into me.