《Sanders Sides Lemons》I'm... Confused... (Logicality)
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I'm in my room, lying on my bed, not wanting to get up. Why? Because I feel... Weird. I'm not sure if I'm sick, or nervous, or anything else, but I feel... Hot. Hot, and I have a weird fluttering feeling in my stomach.
"What's wrong with me...?" I say out loud. Then I remember that Logan might know how to help me. I get up and make my way to Logan's room. I knock on the door and hear him say, "Who is it?"
"It's Patton." I say. My voice somehow sounds... Quieter...
Logan has to know what's wrong. He's never let me down before, and I hope he won't do so now. Though, thinking about him made the feeling worse...
He opens the door, and his eyes rake me up and down a few times. "Patton... Are you alright?" he says slowly. I shake my head and he steps aside to let me in.
He closes the door and turns to me. "You seem... Uh... Nervous?" he says, unsure. "I... I'm... Confused..." I tell him.
"I... I'm... Confused..." Patton tells me. I pull out my office chair I sit in while doing paperwork for Patton to sit down on. "Confused about what?" I ask him.
He fiddles with his cardigan and says, "I... I'm not sure if I'm sick, or..." I nod, trying to comprehend. "Alright, explain some of your symptoms." I tell him.
"Well... I feel clammy, my face feels warm... And I feel like I have butterflies in my stomach, but it's not really... My stomach..." he explains. I frown at this and say, "What do you mean by that?"
He sighs and says, "It... It feels lower..." Ah. I see. I know what's wrong with him. The only thing is, how do I tell him?
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"I... I see. Well, Patton, uh..." this is hard for me to explain, because I really have fondness for Patton, more so than I do for the others.
"Do you know what's wrong with me, Lo?" he asks innocently. He's like a child asking about a dead animal...
"Uh... Yes. Yes, I do. You're... Well... You're aroused, Patton." I tell him. I wasn't uncomfortable, but I don't want to ruin his innocence. He tilts his head and asks, "What does that mean?"
I sigh as I look for words. "It means... You uh... You feel the need to copulate." I tell him. After he doesn't understand a second time, I sigh again.
"Patton... It means you want to... Be intimate with someone. You know, like... The kind of thing you'd cover a child's eyes from." I explain. It seems to click after I say that, and he turns redder than he was.
"But... Why?" he asks, most likely asking about why it's happening to him.
No wonder... I'd never felt that way before...
"I'm unsure. However..." Logan says helping me stand up. He grabs me by my waist and says, "I could help you with it, if you'd like?"
I nod, wanting the feeling to go away, and Logan does something I didn't expect; he kissed me. I'd be lying if I said I didn't want this, but...
"L-lo, it got worse..." I say when he pulled away from me. He smirks and says, "Yes, well. It has to get worse before it gets better, Patton. That's how this works."
My mouth makes a noise I didn't mean to make, and as I cover my mouth Logan's eyes widen slightly. "There's a sound... I think I want more of..." he says, dragging me to his bed.
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When we get there, he's holding my wrists under his hands and he's on top of me. "I have an assignment for you, Patton." he says while kissing my neck. "Wh-what's that?" I ask, slightly panting.
He hits a certain spot on my neck that made me make another noise. Except this time, I can't cover my mouth because Logan's hands were preventing it.
He leans close to my ear and whispers, "Your assignment is to not hold back any of your moans or whines." he says. I blush even more, if that's possible.
I know I may not seem like a romantic person, but I like Patton, and that's reason enough. He was a blushing mess underneath me, and I was enjoying it.
I unwrap his cardigan and take off my necktie. I then take off both of our shirts and start kissing Patton down from his 'sweet spot', as it's called. I can tell he's trying not to be loud, but he's whining at the attention. I get down to his trousers and pull them down. I pull off his boxers afterwards and stop for a moment.
"Now, Patton. I've soundproofed the walls, so don't fail your assignment, okay?" I say just before enclosing my mouth around his length. He gasps and yells in both surprise and pleasure. His hands gripped the mattress as he moaned in pure pleasure.
Before he could finish, I pulled off him and got the lubricant from my dresser.
"L-Logan, I... I f-feel really-" he starts. I cut him off by kissing him, taking off my own lower garments in the process. "I know. It'll be better soon, I promise." I say before putting some of the lubricant on my fingers.
Everything Logan was doing to me feels so new... So... Good...
He puts one of his fingers inside me, making me groan in both pain and pleasure. He starts moving it, and after a while adds another.
I was completely lost in the feelings, I almost didn't hear him when he said, "Are you ready, Patton?" I open my eyes to find him waiting for my approval, so I nod my head, unable to form words.
He pushed inside me and waited for the pain to go away. After a moment, I try my best to form words. "G... G-go..." I say, extremely out of breath.
He starts out going slowly, but it doesn't take long before he picks up the pace.
All the while, the feeling had grown and grown, and I couldn't do anything except make noises at this point. "L-l-logan! I-i..." I try to say. He nods and kisses me.
When he pulls away, he says, "Let go; it'll feel great." I wasn't sure what he meant until I saw stars and (from what Logan told me later) said his name really loudly.
I felt something warm inside me, and Logan pulled out of me soon after. He holds me and says, "Better now?" I nod and say, "I think... That might be something I want to do more often with you..."
He chuckles and says, "As you wish, dear." and kisses my forehead.
We started dating after that.
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