ram's pov....

I was always a type of guy who never thought will settle early in my life.I had dreams,though my parents are rich enough to give me anything I want,I want somethings different.

I always want to prove myself,not to anyone but to myself that without my parents help I can manage my life well and establish a name for myself in my father's field.though im not in love now,I always dreamt of a marriage with love.though I sound hopeless that was what I always wanted.........finishing my college,starting my own company or starting to work for my father as an ordinary employee and step by step going up with only my hardwork and talents and meeting someone of my type,getting to know her,then falling in love and then marrying her and living happily......

But my delima changed in one day totally.I always loved my family and they come first to me.suddenly my grandmom fell ill and everything changed when she told us that she wanted to see my marriage before her death...her deteroiting health didn't give me a chance to argue...

I still wonder how my parents find someone to marry me in that short period...they just informed me that I was going to see my future wife today in hospital as her family is coming there to visit my grandmom.

I didn't know what to do.first of all im not ready to this life.I haven't even finished my college but my families situation didnt give me an option.... but I know that I can't force anyone into this loveless marriage because of my family situation,so I decided to talk to this girl first.

When I entered my grandmom's room in the hospital my eyes are captivated by a pair of hazel green eyes...I knew she is ankitha so I asked her to follow me to the cafeteria..she silently followed me...

I explained her my situation and told her that ill give her a day to rethink about our marriage and gave her my phone number...what surprised me is that she acted completely fine as if she us looking forward to this marriage and asked me whether I love someone else.I reassured her that there is no one else in my life and left...

That night I couldn't sleep.how can she be completely fine to marry a complex stranger and I was anxious to know her decision...though a major,major part of me want her to reject me,not because I didn't like her but because im not ready yet and my dreams are important but a part of me,a little part of me want her to say yes...

I blamed that little part and convinced myself that that is because of my family but I know that its because of her eyes.there was something in here hazel green eyes which I can't point but there was something...anyhow I decided that ill respect her decision no matter what and if she agreed to marry me,then ill just try to become her friend because I know love is a big word and I can't love anyone so easily and thats the reason I had no girlfriends till now...

Next day,anxious to know her decision,I asked her to come out with me to lunch....though she attempted to speak during our lunch,the waitress interrupted us...when I dropped her back at her college she told ne that she will marry me if I tried to work this marriage..I agreed to it sincerely because she is sacrificing so much fir my family..

That night I went to sleep with a smile on my face and I knew that I have to put a lot of effort because atleast to accept her as my friend after our marriage,I need to work hard...at that moment,I hated my life as all these pressure is distracting me from my dream and my project im working on for my graduation and I wanted so badly do my project proper as it was an opportunity to prove myself...

The next few days went very fast and I spent most of my time working on my project as I can't go to college for one week due to "my honeymoon" and I hated that fact....

The day of wedding came soon.its a simple wedding in a church and ankitha looked perfect that day..yes perfect but if only it was a marriage of love..I pushed all my thoughts and as they pronouncedus as husband and wife,I just gave a pec on her cheeks and we went to our new home...

Later after our parents left,I told ankitha that ill payfor our daily expenses..she shocked me by telling that she will cook for me too...but next day morning,she was still in bed after 9,so I started making breakfast. I was not disappointed since I didn't want her to act like my wife,waking up before me,making food for me everyday,asking me to take her out etc...so I left to meet my friend's after breakfast to do some of my project work.

That evening when I came back,I saw ankitha waiting for me.though I felt bad I don't want her to behave like my real wife,so I told her I went to meet my friend's and went to my room..the next day my friend invited us to his party as we are newly weds..I asked ankitha whether she wanted to come and she said yes..

the party was success.all my friend's liked her and she didn't act clingy...maybe after all we will become good friends I guess...

The next day,I need to go to college due to my project..someone tried to copyy work,if that happens,then I have to start from scratch..I just told her that im bored and was going to college and left....

Though I solved the problem,I was pissed that someone tried to steal my work...since I was hungry,I made lunch and ankitha came back early from college too..I didn't ask her why and by night I was more grumpy thinking about my work,so when ankitha asked me what I want for dinner,I asked her to mind her business....

The next morning,ankitha got ready to go out and when I asked her where,she told me that she was going to a children's carnival nearby.. since I felt bad for my behavior yesterday,I told her that ill accompany her....it was the best five hours of my day..we had fun...

When we came back,ankitha pecked on my cheek..though I should be angry,it felt nice..I just smiled at her and started the car...I felt something stir in me after her kiss but I just dismissed it as hormone problem and it was just a frieny gesture....

Coming to think of my life,everything is happening backwards...marriage was the last thing I needed..though I am very firm that im not going to fall in love before reaching my goal.....