After having my breakfast,I went to my room.After thinking for an hour,I decided the menu for our lunch..when I went back to the kitchen to see whether I have everything I needed,I saw few things missing and I didn't see ram..maybe he was in his room..I scolded myself for thinking about him and went to grocery shopping..

When I came back,I started with my cooking..after 2 hours of hardwork,the lunch was ready..now I need to go to rams room to call him for lunch and surprise him...each step I took to reach his room was like never ending..finally I took a deep breath and knocked on his door...no response...I knocked again..still no response..to my surprise,when I opened his room,he was not there..I searched the whole house but didn't find him.finally I decided to wait as he may have gone out for some urgent work when I went to shopping...the time was past 3 in afternoon,but he didn't come..I waited without eating..

Ram came home after 5 and after seeing me waiting he told me sorry as he went out with his friends for lunch and forgot to inform me....

Its the first heartbreak I got from ram...

I didn't say anything and went to my room..its right,why should ram inform me where he was going..though we are married,its not like ram thought me as his wife..I consoled myself and went to sleep without knowing...

I woke up at 7 and my stomach was making funny noises for food..I went down,heated the food I prepared in afternoon and had the same..I was in no mood to cook anything..once again I didn't see ram anywhere,so sat on the sofa and switched on the t.v.

After some time ram came down and sat near me..I heart started beating fast..I was afraid whether ram would hear my mad heart..after what he done to me in the noon,how can I be like this...

After few minutes of silence,ram spoke,"my friend's invited me and you for a party tomorrow evening.do you wanna come..you can always say no if you don't want to come.."

How can I say no this offer? I agreed immediately..