How did he know my name!

Jungkook asked himself for the n-th time though he knew there won't be any reply.He has noticed the handsome male he bumped into many times before, first time in the Freshers Night as long as he remembers.The first time, Jungkook had walked away because he felt too uncomfortable with so many people around him and today, he couldn't just speak anything since he rarely talks these days.He didn't know who he was and why he feels like the male sometimes stare at him weirdly.Yes, Jungkook noticed the other in his department few times, he also noticed how the boy would look at him with so much concentration...like Jungkook was some book.

Jungkook didn't feel uncomfortable to his surprise.He didn't know why he didn't feel the male's gestures threatening to him, why he didn't freak out knowing the male was staring at him for ages.It was creepy but Jungkook wondered why he doesn't feel unsafe.Even though Jungkook didn't know who the attractive looking male was, he was aware of the fact that he was the heartthrob of their university.

Jungkook may be silent but he always notices his surroundings.It's a habbit he has gotten from his traumatic past.He could see girls and boy's drooling over that male and the male flirting with them shamelessly.What he didn't understand was why the male comes to his department and gazes him with something in his almond eyes....like....like concern and admiration!!!

Jungkook shook his head to get the thoughts out of it.Currently, he was laying down on his bed after a long, hectic day.He is feeling sleepy because of tiredness.He didn't bother to cook anything special and just had some noodles for his dinner.He doesn't really feel like following a healthy routine.What will he do if he lives long anyways!

After losing his everything, Jungkook came to Seoul with a hope to get rid of those disgusting people.Oh how wrong he was.They never let them live in peace.What did he do wrong to suffer like this?What did he do wrong which turned his whole life upside down?

Now that he wants to escape from the past and start a new life, why he can't do that without hiding!

Why are they still chasing him!

Jungkook didn't have anyone to live his life for.He lost his parents because of those filthy people, he had to run away from his hometown because of the same bastards.Even after fifteen months of that incident, they are still searching for him.Can't he live a peaceful life where he can follow his dreams and be with people he loves?Is it too much to ask?Why he has to be the one going through these things!Jungkook never thought his once happy family will vanish just in a few minutes, he didn't know life is this hard.But that night taught him so many things when his parents lost their lives in front of his eyes.Jungkook wanted to die at that very moment but he couldn't because of the promise he made to his parents.

"Koo, we don't have much time baby.Please run away before they reach us." His father spoke to his dear son with teary eyes while his mom kept sobbing, looking at their helpless state.

"Appa...no....n-never" Their stubborn boy shook his head as tears streamed down his cheeks.

"Bub, you have to.They will never leave us.But we can't let them do anything to you.Please baby, try to understand us.We want you to grow up and follow your dreams.We will always be watching you.Please go now." Jungkook's mom spoke while cupping the boy's cheeks as she stared at his face with so much love and expectations.

"Please d-don't s-say t...."

Before Jungkook could complete his sentence, someone banged the main door of their mansion loudly.The three of them shivered hearing loud gunshots from the outside of their home.Jungkook cried while hugging his parents, who were his everything.

"Kookie, please run away through the secret door of our backside room.Please baby.Do it for us....please..." Mrs. Jeon cried desperately while pushing the boy away from their embrace.The boy cried harder looking at them.

"Baby please, go to the place I told you about earlier and always remember what I said to you.Just go away from here.It's our last wish." Mr. Jeon spoke up with so much emotions while his voice remained stern.

The parents kissed their son one last time because nothing can be changed now.Jungkook cried and cried but he couldn't just leave.He was pushed harshly towards the backside of their home by his parents when the main door was cracking because of all the hitting it got from the people outside.

Looking at his parents for the last time with so much pain, Jungkook finally walked away taking the small bag his parents gave him, with his wobbly legs.They felt like jelly.He didn't have any strength to go further.But he has to.How could he not follow his parents' last wish!

He would follow his dreams just like his parents said even if he dies every single moment, he'll do whatever makes his parents happy.

Jungkook was about to open the secret door when few loud gunshots were heard.It was not so far.Jungkook's heart almost stopped when he heard his parents' groaning voices, they were not the voices Jungkook loved....it sounded scary...The boy couldn't help himself but took a few steps back.He hid behind a piller and what he saw made his whimper in too much pain.He put his palm on his mouth so that no sound can leave his mouth, tears flowed from his doe eyes non-stop, he couldn't breath.....There layed his parents on the floor....in the pool of their own blood.The people standing beside them, were laughing like maniacs thinking they won.But they stopped laughing when they heard a sound of something felling down.The boy who was silently crying, shaking badly hid behind the piller more in fear.Because of shaking badly, the bag in his hold fall down which he picked up immediately.His father told him to keep the bag safe along with him.He told Jungkook to open it when he reaches his destination.Jungkook's red, puffy eyes widened in horror when he saw two men coming towards where he was standing.Before the men could reach him, he tip-toed towards the backside again.He took a small decorating stone from a table while walking like a thief and threw it, aiming a vase in his opposite direction.Jungkook was always good at aiming and it didn't take much time when the people behind him took turn and ran towards the direction from where the sound of breaking something came.Jungkook looked towards the other people whose all attention was on that side.He looked at his parents' bodies one last time while his eyes filled with tears and his heart ached so much.

"I love you mom-dad." Was the last words that left Jungkook mouth in whispers before he left hurriedly.

After running away that day, Jungkook never felt the urge to enjoy life or even smile.He didn't want to live in the first place but he had to.That day, he ran few meters with weak legs and unsteady breaths and went inside the car which was waiting for him just like his father said.It was one of the most trustworthy men Mr. Jeon had.He loved Jungkook like his own son.The man cried looking at Jungkook's broken state and drove away I'm full speed without saying anything.He will drop the boy in Seoul before they can reach him.He won't let a scratch on Jungkook's skin.

When Jungkook entered the big apartment, he felt empty.His uncle left immediately after dropping him.From now, he has to live alone, he has to live without the love of his parents.

His father had an idea beforehand that things like this can happen which is why he bought this apartment with all the necessities their son needs, by Jungkook's nanny's name who was not in this world anymore.Mr. Jeon was the CEO of , one of the largest companies of South Korea.As any rich people, he too had many enemies which is why he never showed his son to the world even though everyone knew that he has a son.Mr. Jeon was strong enough to protect his loving wife and son from the cruel world but everything changed when those heartless people came after him and his family.The cruel men killed his parents and now they want Jungkook for obvious reasons which is why Jungkook has to live in a fear of getting caught all the time.He cannot trust anyone with his actual identity, he cannot tell anyone who his parents are and how much he loves and misses them.He can't live a normal life even after having lots of wealth.His life is just a burden to him and he'll carry it even if it's not an easy task to do.His parents went away from this world after taking the silent promise from him, saying it was their last wish.So what else can he do than to live with it!

Now Jungkook is the only one in pain.

Too much pain!!!!