I was annoyed. Me, Lias and the baby have been sitting in this prison waiting to see Eli for a mere 2 hours, and Lias was getting antsy.

A Guard came out and scanned the room. "Mrs Davis" he yelled out

"I'm right here" I responded

He walked over to me and handed me some papers.

"We can't let you see Eli Johnson due to the fact that you are not on his visitation log so just fill this out and you can see him next time" he informed

"What the fuck, I have been waiting for this for 2 fucking years, why even have him call me to come up here if I can't see him" I fussed

"I'm sorry but there is nothing I can do until you fill out the paperwork " he said

I ignored him and filled out the little bit of information and giving him the paperwork back.

"Next time before you get our hopes up make sure I can actually see him" I said picking up the one year old, my shit ,and held Lias hand walking to the car.

When we got in the car Lias asked where his daddy was. I laid my head on the steering wheel. "We'll see him soon baby...want to go see uncle Kota?" I asked and he nodded

I pulled out my phone and called Kota. "Hello" he answered

"Hey ko" I said and he sighed on the other end

"What happened babe" he asked. "I couldn't see him" I said as my bottom lip trembled and my eyes watered

"Like it's been two fucking years..they said he couldn't have visits for TWO FUCKING YEARS and when it's finally time for us to see him I can't cause I'm not on the log like what the fuck I swear I'm soo fed up with this shit I can't take it" I sobbed

"Is this because of the baby too sis" Kota asked concerned. " Yes Kota... this is hard for me...I can't believe she would do that and he doesn't even know" I cried

"Calm down and come over babe see y'all when you get here" he said then we hung up.

Once I composed myself I pulled out the lot and headed to Kota house.

When we got there we greeted Kota. Lias went to his room that Kota set up for him and me and Kota sat on the couch to talk.

"Bess you have to tell me from the beginning cause I don't know nothing..how come he don't know about the baby" Kota asked

"She hid the pregnancy...when he first got out the hospital im guessing that's when the baby was conceived then he went to jail before she found out about the baby." I said

"Damn so she expected for you to raise her baby" Kota asked

"I guess I don't know what was going through that bitch head..she told me to give the ring back and everything" I said shaking my head

"It's gonna be like two months before I can have a visit with him... I don't think it's fair how they make his visits like this and he barely gets to call us" I cried

Kota rubbed my back and hugged me. "Sis you got this, just keep your head up and focus on the kids, and if you ever need help you know I got you" he said and I wiped my face thanking him.

"One more question though..how long he got?" He asked

"They said possibly 10 but his lawyer said he can get him a minimum of 4 years and 2 years probation " I sighed and Kota shook his head

"It's gonna get better I promise" Kota said