My mother was always there. She was there for my graduation... my birthdays. Everything.

Now that she's gone there was always something missing. A piece that will be gone forever. One day when I was small I remember calling out to my mom...

*Past*

"Mommy!!" I screached. My moms foot steps were heard hastily running town the hall.

That door swung open. I was hiding under the covers, my arms wrapped around my legs. The covers were drawn from over my head.

"Honey what's wrong," my mom questioned sweetly.

"There's a m- monster in m-my closet," I stuttered scared burying my face into her neck.

"Honey," she soothed lightly pulling me to face her, "there is nothing in your closet and if there was all you have to do is stand up and tell it to stop."

I nodded and my mom gave me a kiss. She left the room and closed the door softly. I heard a few movements in the closet and rumbling.

I gasped and sat there for a moment working up my courage. "Stop!" I yelled.

A soft laugh erupted from the closet and a flash of white went across the room. It went out the window.

My eyes were wide, but it was gone.

At least mommy didn't check the closet.

*Present*

Now she played in front of me as beautiful as ever. I told myself not to cry. There was a note folded neatly on her chest. Undertaker rushed over and pulled me into a tight embrace. I buried my face into the crook of his neck clenching my fists to help stop the trembling.

"My mom," my voice shook,"she's..." I took a sharp intake of breath and pulled away.

Hesitantly I picked up the note on her chest and read it. My hand clamped over my mouth.

This is your fault...

Hope your dreaming about me Angel

-Ash

There was so many thoughts racing questions my head.

Ash did this? Was it my fault? He is the angel from my horrible nightmares?

I dropped the note letting it flutter to the ground. I ran. I ran away from everything.

The pain

The memory's

Everything.

I didn't know where I was going but I was going somewhere. There was trees, bushes and wildlife. I stopped to catch my breath.

I slid down a tree the memorys and pain were still there. I was tired and my eyelids were floating closed.

I have to stay awake.

I thought but still I was falling asleep.

Dream~~~

Again I was in a garden of white roses. I scrambled to my feet.

Not the roses again.

I heard a chuckle and snapped my head up to see him. The Angel.

That laugh...he was the monster in my closet

I glared at him.

Which means he was the Angel from the alley.

"Ahh that look like an avenging angel," he giggled,"you always had that look even when you were little."

"Like I would ever wanna be a angel like you," I spat.

He grinned at that. "Don't be so sure."

Color drained from my face. "What are you talking about?"

"Oh and did you like that present I sent you."

My glare intensified. "Answer my question."

He gave a sigh in annoyance. "This my angel was my whole plan," he said,"your soul was the purest I ever seen in my years...so beautiful and fragile."

"So what?" I sneered.

"You could be turned into a angel," he laughed,"so brilliant."

Now it was my turn to laugh. "A Angel with what soul I am a demon."

"The transformation is not complete you are still human," he grinned coming closer.

"What are-," I was cut off by Ash picking me up bridal style. I squirmed trying to wiggle out of his grasp. I screamed as he began to fly up in the sky.

End of dream~~~

I screamed still feeling arms around me. I opened my eyes seeing I was surrounded by a white flower garden.

I screamed louder and I was held tighter in someone's arms. I was about to claw his face when I smelled burned cookies. I looked up and met a pair of worried emerald eyes. I gasped as I held his gaze.

"Aly-," he began.

I kissed him hard and compassionately. This was the only thing that made sence right now. These feeling towards Undertaker.

I buried my face into his chest.

"Alyssa what did you dream about," he asked his voice vibrating through my while body. I waited a long time before my answer. His footsteps swaying me back and forth.

"I -I ...there was a Angel- Ash," I stuttered narrowing my eyes. The arms around me tightened.

"How do you know what he looks li-" he was cut of again.

"I knew you were hiding something from me!" I yelled,"It was not hard to put two and two together I'm not stupid...he was from the alley, the note, my dreams, from when I was a child-,"

"You saw him when you were a child," he said clearly worried and angry.

His grip tightened again and I cringed grunting. "Ow," I cried.

His grip loosened and he said a small sorry.

I nodded and we kept on walking. We were there in no time. Entering my bedroom he layed me down on my bed. He slid in beside me and we snuggled. I never had a more peaceful sleep.

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